Human Proxy

As the world, particularly western culture descends more and more into hyper polarisation, for me its easy to view everything through a manipulated lens. Events not randomly organically unfolding but more forcibly executed through a prism of methodically controlled steps.

All emotionally charged high impact events, as we are viscerally experiencing at present are the result of a curation, a manipulation to primarily keep everyone divided, but with the dual purpose, of nudging society and the collective to a more controlled techno feudalist transhumanist mind controlled based society.

You can of course view human based manipulation on the physical 3D plain relatively easily, but increasingly my realisation and perhaps resolve solidifies to the idea that there is an unseen force manipulating humanity on many different dimensional levels.

There have been various remote viewing teams over the years that have described key people on the global stage, and the external influence on their thinking and actions within the main stream sphere. Both Future Forecasting, and Farsight have reported similar outcomes on subjects such as Donald Trump, Elon Musk, and even the late Pope Francis. All have noted the influence on their thinking from both positive and negative beings, entities, energies and even strangely AI.

To that point, as humanities decent into the realms of AI becomes deeper and more complicated. How much of AI has already been a large influencing aspect on our reality. Is there an ancient form of AI or consciousness that is pushing our organic bodies into a more synthetic way of being and living. Pushing humanity towards technocracy.

Where I am now, with my thinking and understanding concerning how our exterior and interior reality is ordered, would very likely be grounds of immediate sectioning by mental health authorities 20 or 30 years ago. Lucky for me and you, times have changed so hopefully that doesn’t happen.

I do alas hold a sense of isolation as a result of my unusual views. I feel so far divorced from the current orthodoxies. Similar to you the reader, I consume a daily variety of other researchers, experiencers and intuitive information. This in a way is my community, but it is unfortunately a very one way relationship.

My immediate community, people around me. I can never discuss topics at this deep weird level. The idea of non-human manipulation has become more than just a flighty whimsical idea. It really has found grounding in my life due to recent personal experiences over these last few years. Particularly this year, with what I thought was my second Twin Flame experience, and additional otherworldly heightening of my psychic and energetic abilities literally making me feel like Neo from The Matrix. Due to my supernatural ability to manipulate energy and reality around me. 

As it turns out through the work of Eve Lorgen and her two books ‘The Love Bite’ and ‘The Dark Side of Cupid’ i’ve now realised how much of these experiences which were at the time astoundingly beautiful, and deeply terrifying and painful, were actually a very sophisticated form of spiritual warfare. I was essentially puppeted and manipulated in ways its hard to methodically lay down and describe. 

I was living in a manipulated energy bubble.

If you are unaware of the Twin Flame narrative, this is the new age idea that your soul may have a masculine or feminine counterpart. If you are ever luckier enough to meet in this lifetime, this counterpart would be the perfect divinely orchestrated romantic partner. The union would ripple out into the collective, as a powerful energetic nodal point. I do think there is something to this concept. But I now feel potentially the process is heavily manipulated by forces beyond our senses. I’m unsure whether genuine unions would ever be allowed on Earth, due to its powerful positive influence. But I could be wrong on this.

‘The Dark Side of Cupid’ book especially resonated with me. Many of the documented case studies came directly from Lorgen’s clients who she assisted via her extensive counselling, hypnotherapy and trauma release practitioner work. Before reading this book I felt very alone in my experiences, but now. I realise these experiences are well documented, and have occurred all over the world, and too many other different individuals. 

The sophistication of the illusions, and the complicated theatre I experienced. I was left thinking…’ Why me’? Lorgen’s research, details that many of the targeted individuals involved are connected to the alternative media, paranormal research or work as active psychics, healers, nurses, social workers and other care orientated vocations. Typically the affected people are involved in left-field areas of spirituality, thinking and affirmative actions in a bid to affect real paradigm busting conscious change. This activity seems to make them a direct target.

In Lorgen’s first book ‘The Love Bite’ It really frames the phenomena through an extraterrestrial lens of abduction, and implants. The puppet masters usually being little grey aliens, insectoids or reptilians. There is a larger conversation which needs to be addressed in terms of definitions of these characters or beings. And maybe the shapeshifting ability of these forces to hold different visual forms at will. Are we purely talking extraterrestrial, Inter-dimensional, cryptid or even an ancient form of AI. Or is this phenomena something we can’t literally describe or even wrap our heads around. 

My own personal experiences maybe did stem from extraterrestrial or inter-dimensional origins. But if I were to try and define the feeling of what happened. It did feel more etheric, energetic, and spiritual in nature. Maybe even demonic, if I were to use Christian defined terms. But at times there was an artificial harmonic feeling to the phenomena.

My first Twin Flame experience occurred two years into creating content for Reconsider News. This endeavour was more directed towards geo-political conspiracy thinking. The Twin Flame experience totally derailed my activities. I guess one positive, is that I became more spiritual. Fast forward a few years I had now altered my output. Devising more of a personal based platform Reconsider Simon. Which is still broad in its world view, but maybe has more of a spiritual focus, thats heavily influenced by earth energies, megalithic architecture and other areas of high strangeness.

The more recent second Twin Flame experience and connected health issues were again an attempt to derail and slow me down. Thankfully I feel I have come out of this entire episode with a more solidified understanding on the negative influence on my activities and thinking. Because of the very rapid and dizzying sudden psychic abilities I was able to weld. The experience has made me more wary of other peoples abilities. I’m now even questioning on the source of other peoples psychic powers. How sure can you be that these aren’t heightened by entities with a negative agenda.

There is the very uncomfortable idea concerning the mass puppeting of heart centred spiritually focused people, and their spiritual abilities. With a view to create a mass false understanding of reality, and send the collective in an incorrect direction through the seeding of spiritual and energetic mis-information. Sending everyone into a maze of spiritual illusions. Admittedly this is a very uncomfortable concept, and a very black pilled view of the landscape, but I think it’s important to consider.

But why manipulate me in such an elaborate way? I don’t have any sort of real global following, I’m on the outside edge of the fringe as you can possibly get. Unless..? The emotional chaos provides a certain amount of localised energetic food from the drama and emotional pain, this could definitely play a part. 

The experience really now makes me doubt the entire global cultural space of politics and culture, in fact anything that is influencing a shift on the collective now has an even bigger question mark next to it, for me personally.

Already this last year, I have had to contend with considering a large section of society as not having any type of awareness at all. These people purely following with the ebbs and flows of society, unwaveringly and unquestionably and mechanically, their actions pre defined by an external force. Many will be familiar with this concept as ‘Non-Playable Characters’ or as hypnotherapist and researcher Delores Cannon called them ‘Background People’. 

To make matters even more confusing and conspiratorial, there is the added concept of cloned people from covert and non-human forces strategically placed to control society. Or could there even be beings walking amongst us, projecting out a visual and energetic appearance of a human, but if you peal away this false visual insert it reveals a being that has no humanity at all. Similar to the cult classic film ‘They Live’ where the main character finds a pair sunglasses enabling him to see controlling entities, that are pretending to be people within human society.

So how much of the human experience then is basically a proxy existence with negative unseen forces trying to influence people and group behaviour for outcomes which work completely against the collectives own interests psychically, spiritually and karmically.

Now more than ever, the global news media pumps story after story of divisional narratives creating a heightened constant state of fear and anger towards each other. It’s always easy to comprehend the human component. Are there forces behind the unseen veil, that stand as the direct source for this cosmic human drama we are all living in.

We can then start to understand researchers like David Icke were more correct then we realise, concerning ideas of an over arching archontic forces manipulating events. 

From my own very fragmented knowledge and experience it does feel like we are really dealing with incredibly sophisticated, cunning and unscrupulous trickster energy. We really should view the mind or consciousness as a type of receiver, which alas is heavily influenced by thoughts ideas, which much of the time aren’t actually yours. Particularly the negative and detrimental ones.

We are talking entities that know your habits, your fears, your hopes and dreams. They can seed feelings, thoughts and ideas. no matter how spiritual or energetically savvy people think they are. Everyone is susceptible to this force. Anyone can be a target. Whether this is individualised, a collective, or on a country wide scale.

This trickster force, its ability to shape shift is masterful. Altering its visuals and energetics at will to suit its agenda. If we then relate back to the earlier premise of definitions of beings, entities and energies. How do you define something with the fluidly to shift from one form to another. On the weirder side of the spiritual community we have solidified ideas of a huge range differing extraterrestrial, inter-dimensional or spiritual beings. How do we really know its not one force creating a variety of energetic and entity illusion’s? I’m not saying this is definitely the summation of things. But again we need to consider this uncomfortable possibility.

But are there even deeper levels to this human tinkering. On the genetic level. As people are born into this realm. This sand boxed reality. If you are believer in a soul, and the reincarnation process, is it possible entities or beings are deliberately curating relationships in order to influence the birth of a particular child with specific genetics or DNA. This level of planning and execution could be a benefit or detriment to humanity depending on the agenda of the beings or energies who are involved in such a process. This then takes the idea of spiritual warfare to a whole other level, and could be a large reason why there is so much manipulation on the romantic level, and across family lineages. 

The implications of this type of scenario is massive. Trickster manipulators influencing the birth of particular souls into lineages again with a view to nudge aspects of society in a certain direction. So entire family structures, communities, towns, cities, continents and even races are the result of this genetic manipulation. 

So is there the possibility that manipulation and hybridisation has been carried out within my own family tree. This is something I intend to dig deeper into under hypnosis. I do suspect something strange has been going on. 

I feel we are in a time of great revealing of truths. There are going to be many things that we have to contend with as a collective, that will blow our human minds in how this reality is really constructed. Not all of it bad. I feel it’s unwise for people to pretend certain dark truths aren’t a possibility, to stick your head in the spiritual sand and hope it goes away. If we grow to understand this trickster manipulating energy spiritually, we can maybe move beyond its influence. Bringing us collectively to more powerful position. Although everything could feel overwhelming, chaotic and negative, it could be all part of a spiritual growth to truly step into our power as cosmic divine manifestors. This is my hope away, in trying to end on a positive note.