3am

For a while now i’ve been constantly woken up between the hours of 3 – 4am.

I then find it very difficult to return back to sleep.

During this period of insomnia, the realisations about myself and the mysteries of reality, have been so intense and mind blowing, and really out there conceptually.

When the Suns solar rays are absent from the sky and the stars and moon are visible. Feminine energy and intuition really sparks into over drive.

In the light of the day, logic kicks in. I find myself doubting many of the conclusions and ideas that flowed out of me like water during those hours of steepnesses.

The contrast in my thinking is so very pronounced. 

Even during periods of ill health my heavy symptoms would be dramatically reduced during this early morning thinning of the veil. It was a relief to feel slightly normal for those few hours.