#24 – Human Body Reality Projection

Sooo it has been a few moments, maybe many moments since my vocal tones were recorded on a podcast.

This is a general update on my life. I’ve had some huge profound healings, deepening of my place in the world and reality around us.

January was a particularly very strange month. But through the challenges, I have come to a seedling of an understand concerning my place in the world and also how important and power the human body is.

Our consciousness and body is everything, I’m starting to see external reality as a purely a projection of our consciousness, the body acting as multidimensional map.

Tune in and enjoy, enjoy.

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Podcast transcript

The following text is a A.I created transcript of the podcast, so it may not be a completely accurate representation of my spoken words.

Good afternoon, morning, evening, wherever you are in the world.
This is the reconsider Simon podcast, and this is podcast number 24.
And title is, I guess, something about reality.
I’m not quite sure yet.
Yeah.

A reality through my own experiences, and boy, have I had a lot of experiences.
Hence, why I haven’t done a podcast for a very long time.
But, yeah, a lot’s been happening.
Very unusual things have been happening.
Some very profound as usual.

But, yeah, I lost a lot of pain, growth.
It seems to be these last few years, winter has been this very turbulent time for me, which is quite interesting in itself and how that kind of interlinked with things.
But, yeah, through this process, just my ideas of reality and understandings have really been coming in thick and fast.
So, yeah, it’s been a real period of growth and understanding.
As usual, my caveat to this would be my perspective’s always gonna change.

I might feel different about things in a week’s time, a month’s time, a year’s time.
These things are continually shifting all the time, so that’s one constant I can always, rely on, I guess.
But I get what to expect in this podcast.
Well, I’ve already kinda mentioned a little bit what, what we’re gonna be talking about, but it’s gonna be a bit about everything.
I have this developing theory about reality as a whole, how we interact with it, how we maybe create it and author it, and just again through my own lens, my own ex.

But, yeah, some really deep understandings that kinda come through this and I guess you call them downloads, usually at 03:00 in the morning when I can’t sleep.
But one huge one was about the idea of the human body being a sort of map and have this very intrinsic connection to the planet that we live in, live on, you know, whatever size you think it is, where you think it’s round or flat or shape of a sausage.
It doesn’t really matter.
But I just discovered that our body is really intrinsically linked to the planet as a whole, and a lot of the dramas we’re seeing in the world are a reflection of internal energies that are happening with the human body, particularly to do with feminine and masculine energies.
And, again, gender, as you can see in in the new cycle, is very, very big hot topic these days.

But I’ve been writing about the idea of masculine and feminine energies quite regularly and just realizing actually how fundamentally important they are.
And, actually, a lot of the experiences I’ve been speaking about on this podcast, I didn’t realize at the time, but now I have a perspective and an understanding kind of looking back.
You know, things like the Alton Goddess, I think, is one of the very first things I talked about in podcast number one, some of my very strange energetics.
It’s all kind of linked to this feminine masculine energy, more, like, tilted towards feminine energies, interestingly.
And so that’s been a big part of my, kind of, some of my realisations.

But, yeah, I think in terms of, like, what’s going on in the world, the human body and the connection to the to the, to the planet and the kind of exterior dramas that are happening at the moment, It’s it’s a big riddle that is there to be solved in a way.
And a lot of these shadow aspects in the human experience within your personal life or the wider world, again, they’re a reflection of the collective energies that are happening inside your body and it happening inside all of us.
They’re all kind of projections.
And I really started to question, you know, these exterior forces in terms of what you would call demons or aliens or poltergeists or just very strange paranormal, forces that people don’t quite understand this kind of cursory understanding for, of particularly particular aspects of them.
You know, some people might have a sort of thing about what demons are or, obviously, there’s a huge array of different ways of describing aliens or interdimensional beings or ETs, etcetera.

But, yeah, it’s just how that links into our reality, our conscious reality experience.
And I’ve started to feel, actually, these are kind of all aspects of our own consciousness in a way.
These are ghosts of our subconsciousness.
It’s a new idea, and, again, it might change, but it’s just I’m starting to kind of see these kind of exterior forces in terms of demon, interdimensional or anything like that, having more of an intrinsic connection to us than we realized and actually being ghosts, the kind of shadow aspects of our consciousness.
Because we really can’t devoid our consciousness.

I know when you’re kind of brought into this world, it’s kind of like you’re taught that the world happens to you and you have to react.
But I think it’s important really now to flip that round and just say, look.
Even kind of wider conflicts like wars that are going on, you know, everyone is has an again to this.
Every it’s all kind of a reflection of energies that are happening internally.
So, yeah, again, this is some of the world’s realizations I’ve had I’ve had recently.

So there is the argument that I’ve had for a while now that some of these entities could be all one particular energy, but it just the energy shifts its kind of, look and feel depending on the viewer.
So, yeah, potentially, if you’ve grown up in a Western country and you have a Christian kind of background, you know, these kind of things, energies can maybe form into the idea of, like, highest in the masters or saints or the Virgin Mary or demons.
But we see if you live live in The Middle East and you’ve had an Islamic background, again, it could be completely different.
You perceive these these forces, sort of demonic forces, is the jinn.
So it changes depending your your cultural background.

But, again, these are all kind of potential cultural reflections of your own consciousness, your own shadow aspects, your own sort of good aspects, maybe potentially as well.
If you’re talking about a sister or the mother Mary or Jesus, these could be energies that are within you that reflecting, you know, back out into the world.
And I know, you know, I’ve gone through the kind of new whole new age thing of feeling very connected to the idea of, like, extraterrestrials and interdimensional and, you know, being a being on a completely different constellation, you know, potentially, like, I don’t know, Aldebaran or Orion or whatever it is.
Again, are these kind of aspects of consciousness in a way, again, just an external reflect, rather than you actually being a being on that kind of planet.
So it’s like it’s looking at the whole of reality as a whole and really just going, hang on.

Maybe everything is really kind of more deeply connected to me than I realized, but I’m gonna get into more detail.
But it’s funny, you know, I’ve had some quite big synchronicities about some of these ideas about things being ghosts and being more connected to your own subconscious, you know, shadow aspects.
And that was why wildly reinforced recently.
On this channel, I released a video mid December about because I now live in Spain and the town sort of, two towns away is Cono De La Frontera.
Again, it’s on the beach.

In the late nineteen eighties, there’s a very famous Spanish, experience or event where they a lot of people in the town were seeing constant lights in the sky repetitively night after night, and it all culminated on a Friday evening when a group of young people went down to the beach with binoculars to specifically look at these lights.
And some of the lights came in closer to the shore.
At the same time, you had these beings coming out of the ocean, and two of the beings were literally dressed like a ghost.
They had kind of white sheets, and they had kind of white facial features.
So by all, you know, visual intents and purposes, they look like kind of ghosts in a way.

And it’s just, again, a real huge synchronicity to this idea that we’re more of a dream that the kind of external reality is more pliable and playful than we realize.
And it was just I was having these kind of ideas about, you know, some of these 40 more of a shape shifting energy, and and it was just that external experience.
I didn’t really I mean, I did that video, and it was only, like, a few weeks or a few months or a couple a month afterwards.
I was like, oh, yeah.
Of course.

It was like a big moment of, like, you know, light bulb moment of just the exterior reality just going, yeah.
Maybe you’re onto something with this.
So it’s imploded my idea of the universe.
So I created this little analogy where you talk about the Big Bang, you know, where.
But I think actually the Big Bang really is like your consciousness coming in and just exploding out.

And so everything you’re looking at around you is an aspect to your consciousness.
You know, the the place you live home, I’ll get into that as well.
That’s quite interesting.
But just everything.
Right?

In terms of astrology, people will say, oh, you know, you’re affected by the cycles by the sun and the moon, and the planets are rolling around, and these all affecting different aspects of your life.
But it’s like, no.
These are all part of your consciousness, and yet you’re just experiencing the cycles of these planets and stars that are occurring.
And that idea of the Big Bang, really, the universe would not exist without your consciousness.
So the Big Bang is your consciousness just expanding out.

And I’m looking at it as really like the big implosion where you kind of realize your own divinity, and you realize you had the power all along and how everything is interconnected.
And so it completely shrinks.
The universe becomes a lot smaller in a way because you’re like, you know, it’s all part of me.
And because of these wild realizations and, again, this might change.
It just makes me makes me realize, and I completely understand now, that we are no longer bystanders of external reality.

Like, you can change things really profoundly and things very quickly at the moment.
And and then, also, hopefully, you’ll be able to manifest things quickly as well.
And this is a big topic that I’ve had problems with my entire life.
And then you can go on the Internet.
Is everyone talking about, you know, manifesting various different techniques?

And to be honest with you, there’s majority that never really worked.
Some have.
I know I did a video once on sort of the two cup method, which I’ve had a little bit of success with.
And then also another one, using my meridians to sort of balance my meridians in terms of, like, manifesting, you know, as an example, money.
And that’s been a little bit successful for me as well.

So there has been some things.
But overall, this idea of manifestation, I’ve tried so many different things.
It’s been a bit of a confusing topic for me.
But now I’m starting to see, like, real evidence of how I can manifest things more successfully.
It’s a very strange time, obviously, because because everything’s been going on, but also quite exciting at the same time.

But I think I’ll start now with a general life reflection, in one aspect in terms of, like, my workflow and, you know, making sure I’m creating content.
You see people online.
They’re just creating content every day, every week, just loads of it.
And I it’s always kind of baffled me because, you know, sometimes these things take time.
I know I’m not as as quick as some people and just the whole admin of life and just living and and various things.

And then sometimes you get hiccups in the road, you get ill or again, you mean my spiritual world’s been very, very choppy.
So sometimes I’ve had to have periods of rest.
And but it’s been a real reflection about really just dialing it down in terms of, like, trying to push myself to create so much all the time.
And I think these are the kind of the new energies of what we’re going into where, like, that kind of hard, long hour culture is just gonna die.
It’s just not gonna be feasible anymore.

It’s just not possible because people are kind of burning out.
I feel it.
I can’t do it anymore.
And I, you know, I’ve always worked, you know, even from school.
I had, like, a paper round, and I worked in a shop, stationary shop, when I was about 16.

And I’ve, you know, part time jobs in bars and clubs as I’ve done education at the same time.
And then I left university and went straight pretty much into trying to be self employed, and I just really grafted long hours all the time from my twenties and thirties and things.
So it’s always been a part of me is to sort of try and work really, really hard, but I’ve always worked very inefficiently.
So it’s been a huge kind of failure of mine.
But, yeah, it’s just a complete recalibration about actually what is possible, what can I really do?

And just reflection people out in the world, you see people on the Internet, and they’re just creating all this content all the time.
It’s like, how real are these people, really?
I mean, obviously, we’re all kind of an illusion in a way, but are they more reflections, again, archetypal reflections of someone kinda creating all this content?
And, again, it’s just a learning curve to sort of make you realize that sometimes there’s always gonna be someone that’s gonna be creating amazing more amazing stuff in you at a faster rate, and they’re gonna be more attractive, and they’re gonna be better at speaking.
There’s all of these people out there that you’re always gonna feel, I wish I was you know?

But, again, in essence, they are part of you in a way, but it’s just about finding your own own flow, and I think that’s really important at the moment.
That’s one lesson I’m keep trying to learn.
I always have that tension about, I should be doing something something today.
But, again, I think at the moment these days, I need, like, you know, long periods of rest.
And that kind of moves on to I’m I’ve spoken about this at length, I think, on some shorter videos, the idea of our reality in terms of the people around us and people you look up to or just when you’re walking particularly with an urban environment, people walking around the streets or the town, city centers with you.

And I know the world population, they always say, is, like, 8,000,000,000 people.
Sounds like a lot of people.
But, you know, I think that’s personally, I think it’s completely fictitious.
And I’m really starting to understand potentially that your consciousness in re in this reality, but also aspect of yourself, is a a lot of people that are connected to you, but don’t necessarily maybe, are kind of real people in a way.
They kinda help the whole reality, whatever you call this, going.

I don’t think it’s like a computer simulation, like, make it synthetic.
I think it’s there is an organic huge organic spiritual component to it.
I don’t know exactly.
But, yeah, it’s just really starting to think about world population figures, I think, are completely wrong.
The same with country population figures.

The idea that China has a billion people are completely wrong.
But even within that, you know, how many people really have, like, a consciousness?
How many are more just part of the kind of the system to help it run?
Whether you perceive this reality as some sort of school, which I am aggressively seeing it more of a school, more of an experience.
Be I’ve had periods of time when I’ve been, no.

This is like a prison.
It’s so horrific.
Why would you choose to come here?
But I have a bit more of a positive outlook on things, which is good.
But I think part of that is just realizing that I just don’t think there’s a world population of 8,000,000,000 people.

I just don’t think so.
So it’s like bringing into question people around you and that any members of your family, being more kind of aspects of yourself, and the wide unity, and then people, you know, you’ve known, you’ve been friends with, or you you potentially had relationships with throughout your life, and be more connected than you realize in terms of, like I just feel more of a oneness in some of these energies.
And, and that’s not just stopped with people.
It’s just literally the environment itself.
Like, I’m starting to see as countries as part of that consciousness.

I’m starting to see see environments as part of that.
And I’ve always, you know, had this kind of love affair with with Brighton and youth where I went to university.
Initially, I was there attracted by the music into I was into big beat music.
And, you know, that’s one of the reasons why I moved down there, and it just it became like my playground.
It was a little bit coming from Chester, it was a very kind of prim and proper, very pretty place.

You know, Brighton’s different.
It’s it’s slightly scruffy, but in a very charming way, hippie way, and it just really suited my consciousness, and it always has done.
And, you know, went there to university.
It was a creative place and amazing music scenes when I was in music.
You know, it’s one of the best places to be in The UK for that kind of thing.

And then when I returned there after sort of many years, sort of about ten year gap and lived in Brighton again, it was the place changed for me.
It was no longer really about hedonism and going out and music.
It was more spirituality.
And that’s when but it started this podcast or started to talk about the Earth energies in Brighton, some of the sacred sites, and it’s just got so much there.
And it’s just kind of like this town that really just was kind of part of my consciousness and really was a place of learning and growth for me.

And, you know, I’ve had this propensity.
Like, now I’ve moved to Spain.
It’s like, why am I doing this?
And it’s it’s this big light bulb understanding again about, you know, I’m moving.
I’m going through this alchemical journey.

Like, all these places that I’ve been to, it’s like a journey through my own consciousness.
It’s like a journey through the collective consciousness.
And there is, like, again, the masculine and feminine figures.
There’s a feminine aspect to this, which is quite fascinating.
So you’ve got that.

And then, obviously, there’s the drama of the exterior world, whether it be politics or celebrity culture or music or wherever it is.
You have these externalized people on the world stage, and they do look like, you know, cartoon hyper fictionalized versions of people.
And, essentially, I start to see them really as distortions of internal energies of what it is to be a man or a woman or within family dynamics.
You have rip you know, you could have I kinda, again, like, an analogy.
It’s very sort of a a a a analogy where you’re dropping a pebble in some water, then it creates a ripple.

And then, initially, the ripple is quite small.
And then, obviously, as the ripple kinda goes out along the pond, it gets sort of wider and wider, and the waves get sort of more and more distorted and larger and larger.
And I swear that’s the way I’m kinda looking at people in the kind of global sphere of celebrity and politicians, and they were all very cartoonish, you know, and in very big dramas.
And you get, like, the Andrew Tates, and you get these kind of very distorted ideas of what it is to be a masculine, into Bonnie Blue who’s, you know, having sex with thousands of people in a day.
And, again, it’s just a very distorted version of what femininity is, and it happens within family dynamics as well.

There’s been a lot of very kind of outwards, like, family dramas within celebrity families, like the Beckham family who’s, like, the famous British football player and his family.
And his eldest son is completely disowned, and there’s been a few other aspects like that.
And it’s all been on the world stage, and I just think, again, these are kind of has been, you know, not major, but some dramas with my own family.
I just and then, obviously, I’m eternally trying to understand what it is to be a man and, like, relationships with women, and so there’s that kind of feminine masculine energy dynamic.
And I just think all of these people on the world stage really are kind of, again, hyper fictionalized versions aspect to yourself.

And so, yeah, I think that can be a musician.
It can be a politician.
It can be a business leader.
It’s why all these these people just seem so crazy.
You know, Klaus Schwab of the w e WF, is it?

Yeah.
World Economic Forum.
He just looks like a bomber then.
He’s like the epitome.
He’s got I know he’s a bit bad, but he’s got the German accent, the bald head, and, you know, he’s got loads of photos of him wearing weird outfits like his general Zod.

Just so strange.
And, yeah, I just think these are just archetypes, really, of collective energy, And they’re just so distorted and so cartoonish because that’s kind of the end of the rip or the end of the pond.
That’s when the waves are really, really big.
Yeah.
So that’s kind of the way I’m looking at things.

And, yeah, other ones like Bezos, the billionaires, That’s anything these days.
And you’re like the Elon Musk and the business, and even, again, back to femininity, the Kardashian family, very distorted ideas of what feminine femininity is.
And so yeah.
And I I just think it all comes back really to consciousness and your own human body, and these are distortions within the human body.
So it’s like you’re having these cartoonist characters on the world stage because these are aspects within yourself that need to be healed.

So, yeah, that’s kind of in a nutshell where I’m going with this.
So there’s that.
A huge aspect to some of my real huge seismic shifts in perspectives was some recent healing, some spirit.
I mean, you know, continuously these last ten years, I guess, when I started getting into meditation, it all happened at once, like, about 2015, 2016.
You know, I started doing transcendental meditation.

At that point, you know, I’d just come out of a long term relationship, and I was living on my own.
I was having health problems and sort of went into meditation.
That’s when everything started to unravel again with my health, but then also just my home just told it was like meditation, and I found conspiracies all in the same day.
It was crazy.
And and, again, it’s just like, you know, how much of an author are we in our reality?

Because ever since then, you know, the world has got more and more spiritual, more and more conspiratorial.
And it’s just, again, how much of an author am I in that?
You know?
So, yeah, there’s that.
And so continually done, you know, loads of different methods in terms of spiritual works and healing and shadow work, all of these different things, journaling and stuff.

Lots of movement things like yoga and qigong.
And and, there’s been one thing that I did again sort of December, November.
It’s thing called the ghost points, which are acupuncture points, which are quite esoteric.
They’re kind of less sort of mainstream known acupuncture points.
But I did this series of, like, online ceremonies through this lady, and it’s pretty simple.

It’s just basically using magnets on various kinds, and I think called moxa, which is like a kinda like a sage.
It’s a really tightly packed sage, and, again, which is used for heating up various meridians.
And there was various trinities, so each trinity would have its own kind of theme.
And leading up to the ceremonies before we before we put these magnets on these various, like, meridians, I was having these, like, wild dreams, and they’re all kinda interconnected with these meridians, you know, some sort of, like, family or some sort of, like, you know, your hopes and dreams.
I can’t quite remember the breakdown now, but it was just so profound.

Like, some of the shifts were happening, you know, during the containment of this this kind of ghost point ceremonies, which went on for about it was about five or six weeks overall.
But it was like towards the end, like, the amount of trauma that was coming out of my body was just absolutely insane.
And even after, it’s just I’ve just been continually unravelling and just the sort of the amount of dark energy that’s been coming out of my heart space It’s been just so, so bizarre.
And it’s made me understand, because it’s been such a shift, this thing that I’ve done, and that how much the technology of the human body is just this amazing transmuter of energy.
And we are like walking transducers.

There’s, again, another aspect of, like, why people walking around the land, why do you live in certain places.
It’s because, you know, you probably change the energy more than you realize, and then why become friends with certain people, groups of people.
Again, it’s all about shifting things within consciousness.
And for me, a lot of that sort of darker energies come from that sort of the chest, and it’s really starting to look at, like, the human body as a sort of portal.
And while I know I’ve seen people speak about this before, but I’ve never really kind of had that visceral connection or understanding about it.

But now I completely understand.
And because I cleared a lot of trauma and things that have been within my body, I’m sort of feeling energy.
I know I’ve spoken about feeling energy before, but I can sort of feel it as even more viscerally now, and I can really feel the shifts when things are when I’m purposefully trying to transmute it can be anything.
I can feel the energy sort of leaving out my body.
So it’s just like the body is this amazing portal.

And so, yeah, it’s it it kinda ties into ideas, like, what is possible with the human body?
Is this the end?
I mean, is there there more to this?
I mean, I people talk about the idea of translocation.
You know?

You kinda zip from one area to another.
I mean, it’s just the sort of thing we’re going towards.
I don’t know.
But it is like have you ever seen Doctor Who?
I haven’t really watched the new ones, but when I was a kid, I used to watch the original ones.

But the TARDIS, the Doctor Who’s kind of ship, which is like this old Victorian police box.
From the outside, it just looks like this rectangle, but when you go inside, it’s thick it’s vast, and it’s kind of like that with the human body.
It’s just this infinite inside.
It’s this infinite vast cavern of energy.
So I guess, you know, the idea of the fractal universe and it’s all being connected, You know?

The whole of the universe is wrapped within you.
So that’s just just goes to gives you an understanding the scale of how vast potentially human consciousness is and the body is in terms of being able to transmute, energy.
So it’s that, again, it creates a whole new spin on this experience and to go with the human body.
And because of that realization since then, and I’ve been crunching through aspects within myself that needed healing and to sort of trying within my family as well, just trying to crunch through some of these darker energies, but also looking at the wider world as well and how potentially a lot of the things that are going on, particularly with the stuff that’s kinda come out and just laying Maxwell.
Are these all aspects of our own shadow, really?

And, you know, can they potentially new?
And does that then have or affect exterior world?
And I think because everything is projected out, and you’re looking, you’re hearing, you’re smelling, you’re touching, you’re seeing.
But, again, everything outside of you is an external projection.
Like, what is going on in your body is projected outside, you know, to everything.

Everywhere you look is a projection of your own consciousness.
And so you cannot devoid yourself even from, like, wars or some of the darker aspects that are going out going on in terms of the Epstein things that are coming out.
So it get comes back to consciousness.
These, again, are just archetypes of what’s going on.
And it’s just going back to the Epstein thing, it’s just very strange.

It just ties into the idea of everything being very illusionary and strange these days.
I feel a bit more grounded now, but I remember, like, in January, I was just like, oh my god.
What the hell is real?
I think it felt strange, and it was because I’m in Spain.
Obviously, it’s kind of deep, dark winter, and it’s a big holiday destination.

So I’m going to these, like, towns and it’s like no one there because they’re all like holidays.
Feels really eerie.
I’m just feeling very disconnected from reality.
Everything was illusionary.
I’m walking to these entire towns where no one’s there, and it’s just like, what the hell is going on?

It’s very eerie.
But, yeah, just the whole Epstein thing.
It just feels so and I’ve written about this on some of the social channels, but it’s just so strange about how it just seems to be connected to everything, like Bitcoin and human cloning and finance and science and anti gravity research and, obviously, they’re kind of the sexual stuff, the child and people trafficking just so much.
And he’s into spy craft for for Israel and other agencies around the world.
It’s just, like, again, that whole idea, like, how is one man and woman involved in all of this?

Where do they find the time?
And, again, it just feels more of like an allegory, like a story.
And just because, you know, in reality, if it was me doing that, I just wouldn’t have the time to do it.
I’d be only be able to sort of do one bad thing.
I don’t know, like fraud or something.

It’s just really it’s just I had all these fingers and all these pies, and I just think, again, it’s more of an allegory.
This is just more archetypes that happening.
It’s just like the whole it’s just interesting how the whole corruptive system that we’ve been bought into is weirdly being distilled into kind of two people.
I don’t know who’s probably more behind them in terms of people you don’t know and, obviously, darker forces that are maybe nonhuman that I’ve been describing earlier.
But still, it’s just very, very strange kind of how that whole idea of this very predatory, corrupt system is sort of distilled into these two individuals.

And, again, it’s like dark feminine, dark masculine, Epstein Gaslaine.
So it’s not it’s not just a man on her own.
He’s Gaslaine Maxwell, instrumental.
I think she was the kind of the kingmaker of him.
She she helped him become the man he was, and, obviously, was very intrinsically involved in a lot of the operations and between them because I know she had a real fascination, apparently, to do of Atlantis and the oceans, so she was a submariner.

So she both of them are just involved in all these different various subjects.
Again, just comes back to like, it just feels really illusionary.
Just really illusionary.
But it’s just like, you know, those two individuals have sort of feel like they’re bringing the whole house of cards down in some in some way, you know, particularly exposing.
I know the mainstream don’t tend to talk about it with the idea of rituals and sexual abuse and secret societies and thing.

Yeah.
It’s just they have everything.
It’s just really bizarre.
So that’s been strange.
So, yeah, just hope sort of revelations keep coming up.

And, again, it’s just very interesting, you know, the wider world’s kind of how they react to it.
There was initial kind of, oh my god.
You know?
What’s going on?
But it’s sort of weird how it’s sort of vaguely sort of petering out and and how it’s reported as well.

Because, obviously, some of the aspects of the story are quite horrific, particularly the ideas of cannibalism as well.
And, obviously, they never talk about that.
The mainstream media never talks about that.
It’s never spoken.
So it’s always it’s very they try to keep it very respectable, very, very dark if you kind of dig into the surface.

So, yeah, that’s geopolitics.
A lot going on there.
But, again, I don’t think we can divorce ourselves from that, and I think it’s a good sign.
It feels like we crossed some sort of threshold that is actually happening.
It feels like, again, healing of masculine and feminine energies.

These are kind of the very dark archetypes of those energies.
So, yeah, it’s a good sign, I think.
And then, yeah, again, going back to my own personal experiences, in January, again, it’s very, very spooky time.
I think I spoke about it, last year in terms of why I had, again, similar instances.
I had real hellish problems with my health at the time.

Thankfully, at the moment, I’m good in terms of health.
But last year was horrific.
And then I had this very strange, like, marrying up between this woman, quite young woman in a sort of alien love bite scenario, sort of twin flame thing.
So that was kind of weirdly going on at the same time, and I was just starting to understand the energetics of my body.
And I was having as I was having these big epiphanies, I was also just being quite severely spiritually attacked, like, really horrifically.

So, yeah, there’s a lot of things going on.
A similar thing happened in this year, not as bad, the health being good, but I definitely have had a lot of sleepless nights and strange kind of spiritual attacks, but also a lot of big epiphanies as I’ve been talking about now.
But, yeah, one aspect to this is just the fear.
I think this realm really works on fear.
It’s just every time you look, scroll through social media, it’s division, it’s fear.

So idea of fear really grows the energy of the shadow, and that was what was happening to me last year.
It was the area of the spiritual attacks because they were so severe, you know, becoming really, really fearful of them, and it just grows it.
And it just enables whatever these energies are to grab onto tighter and to grow.
And so a real big, understanding of my own sort of energy management is to really let go of fear on everything.
And it’s really, really challenging, particularly things like with money or, like, where you’re living.

Obviously, we’re on this sort of very capitalist system, and so we’re all on this, like, you know, constant rabbit wheel, just trying to keep everything spinning, paying bills, and paying rent or mortgages, and all this sort of thing.
There’s all these fear points where, what happens if I don’t have money to pay this or, well, this person doesn’t like me.
It’s all these ideas of fear.
I know maybe we’re gonna have World War three or there’s gonna be another pandemic.
There’s all of these things going on, and it’s just that whole fear element I’ve really understood really grabs onto it.

So as soon as you start to get really fearful of something, it just grows bigger and bigger and bigger.
So some of the spiritual attacks I’ve had this year, sort of like, no.
This is happening, but don’t go into the first day.
Because soon as you get into the first day, it just grows bigger, and it they just it literally latches onto it.
And so it’s been a big kinda another revelation for me.

But some of the more cosmic aspects and this is all, like, off the back of me doing this ghost point ceremony thing.
So I was having a lot of trauma.
I was kind of releasing, and it just really heightened my energy, my understanding of energies.
It was just literally day to day.
I mean, I should have written all this down, but it was just literally one day to another, which is so wild some of the stuff was going on.

And, again, just being tricked by entities, like, gone through so many, like, false what I thought were ascensions.
Like, oh, no.
I’m really leaving this reality.
You know?
Thank god.

And, again, it’s just sort of playing into my trauma of sort of being here and sort of tricking me to thinking, oh, no.
You’re gonna ascend now.
We’re gonna you’re gonna leave your body.
So I’ve had lots of very, very strange situations like that.
And, again, sort of very strange twin flame experiences, but more of an where they sort of convincing me that, oh, actually, you know, kind of my energetic twin is more of just energy, and it’s just again, I guess, turns out to be a energy of trickery.

So there’s, like, a constant thing I’ve been going on with.
It’s been very confusing, but things have thankfully gotten better.
But, yeah, part of that as well, whole experience, I was just waking up at really early hours, and I think that’s happening a lot to a lot of people.
And I was having these huge realizations, usually, you know, two, three, 04:00 in the morning.
They’re not being able to sleep.

Their minds are sort of worrying because I’m like, oh my god.
It’s just having these seismic, like, kind of realizations about stuff.
And it’s just very interesting how that thinning of the veil that happens in the winter months, you know, January, February, and there’s not a lot of sunlight in the in the sky.
Even in Spain, we’ve had, like, horrific storms here.
It’s just that thinning in the veil, particularly around that time, like, three in the morning, two in the morning, four in the morning, where, you know, you’re having these big kind of epiphanies, but then also is a lot of people die early in the morning as well, I think, due to that thinning of the veil.

And then also just, yeah, that kind of the veil between the spiritual realms and the physical realms, I it’s just very it’s very blurred.
So that’s why I think you get a lot of paranormal events, occurring as well.
I think all of these things, again, are an allegory, so you have that, you know, summer and spring months.
I think that links towards consciousness, your daytime consciousness, because, you know, you’re doing things.
The weather’s good.

Everyone’s out.
People are building things.
It’s a very forward momentum.
And then when it comes to kind of autumn and winter, people tend to slow down.
The weather’s bad.

You’re staying indoors a lot more.
I think it’s, again, it’s really linked to the subconscious.
So I think what’s been strange for me is actually really understanding that, actually, these cycles of the seasons are a reflection of your own consciousness in terms of, like, awaken consciousness, the days, like, full momentum, very masculine.
Winter, it’s, like, very much more feminine, softer, because you have to kind of retreat and, you know, get away from the bad weather.
And I think I mean, it’s quite a controversial idea, but I know the weather’s been quite bad all over the world.

And, yeah, you can bring into ideas of, like, weather manipulation and engineering and all these sort of things, and then also particularly solar radiation and the magnetic field is is kind of is is is weaker than it ever has been.
But I think there’s another component to this.
I think, again, these are all, like, subconscious storms that are occurring.
I think mice I think my my kind of then general kind of day consciousness, my active consciousness is kind of okay, but my subconscious, I still have a lot of shadow aspects.
I have a lot of kind of weird dreams still, so I’m still working through that.

But I’m seeing a lot of these storms that we’ve had, particularly in Spain, and some of the people that live around me said they’ve never known storms like it.
And it just feels like these storms are kinda connected to the shadow aspects of my own subconscious.
So it’s another aspect to this this whole idea of, like, reality management, this projection out of the external reality is that how you can heal this would be potentially to heal your own subconscious, and that would change.
It’s a bit of a a wild thought and idea, but I’d generally start to think that is actually possible.
And you get that throughout the world in terms of various traditions, you know, native traditions and native Americans.

They had this, you know, magic powers potentially to be able to change and alter the weather.
So I think this is one of the ways is actually kind of understanding how all of this connects to your own, you know, consciousness, basically.
So you have all of these things, this idea, the people around you, the wider population, celebrities, the types of your consciousness.
Obviously, where you live, the buildings around you gives you indications about how your consciousness is.
You know?

Where you live, is it quite decrepit?
Is it sort of falling apart?
Is there a lot of graffiti?
All kind of pinpoints potentially towards, like, how you are as an individual.
You know, what is the weather like around you as well?

Again, this all kind of pinpoints ideas of, like, what you need to look at.
If there’s a lot of storms going on, then maybe you’ve got a lot of shadow aspects within your subconscious you need to kinda start to look at.
And this has happened very viscerally for me in terms of, like, my people.
You know, I had a really good time at university, and I had different groups of friends.
And there’s, like, group of friends I knew at halls of residence were very hedonistic.

We used to go out to all hours in the morning in various altered states, enjoying music.
I had some very fun times, but there we know there was a consequences to that in terms of, like, how it affected my mental health.
But, yeah, it was still it was fun.
And but then kind of part of my whole experience at university, I had a group of friends on my course.
I did, like, interior architecture.

And, yeah, one of our close friend of ours from that group died recently, and it’s very, kinda, quite sudden.
And he was, like, the individual out of our group that would kinda get everyone together so we’d have these, like, mini reunions.
And I feel a little bit sort of, disconnected from it because I’ve had all these kind of health issues, so I haven’t been able to make a lot of the the more recent, kind of reunions over these last few years.
But he died.
And, again, this is another thing that’s been going on in my life.

There’s a lot of people, particularly women, live in a sort of health shared situation, not romantic.
I’ve noticed I’m not in, like, regular contact with them, but I noticed on Facebook that they’ve been going through cancer treatment, and, you know, couple of people have died already.
So, again, you can kinda start to bring ideas about what we went through recently with the whole lockdowns and things and people taking vaccines.
That could be a possibility, but I think maybe there’s something else going on.
And my friend, he died recently, had a very, very quick and severe brain tumor.

It’s kind of good in the way he didn’t term it was so quick.
But he was you know, from a material point of view, he’s been quite successful.
He’s built a business, interior design business, and he he had a lot of very exclusive clients, and he seemed to be making a lot of money based on, you know, the size of his house and stuff.
And he kind of left us very, very quickly.
And I just had a very, very strange it just kind of adds into the whole idea of, like, aspects of each other and how we are more deeply connected than we realize because, you know, leading up to when he was in hospital, I was trying to do like, I don’t pray, but I thought, you know, I talk energetically sort of send him good vibes.

So I kinda did that, and I sort of regretted it at the time in a weird way because I I became deeply enmeshed in his energy.
And so, like, all the fears that he always have, I was sort of viscerally experiencing.
So it was like the fear of, like, what was going on, like, the pain of it.
I could feel it in my brain.
It was horrific.

Just on both sort of lobes or left and right, really deep going into my brain.
I could sort of feel the pain of these tumors or what easier it can.
It wasn’t very nice at all.
And because of that, I sort of I got a little bit scared.
I was, like, oh, I affected myself in some way.

But, yeah, it just really just showed me how deeply connected we are in some ways.
And, you know, shortly after that experience I mean, it kind of went away, sort of dissipated.
But shortly after, I think I just woke up one morning.
I just sort of thought he’d gone, and then a friend of mine sort of rang and sort of confirmed my fears, basically, of what had happened.
And, again, I was energetically connected to him, and it was just, like, a lot of this really dark death energy kinda came up, and it went on for a few days.

And but I still felt like an aspect of him who was still kinda with me.
I I felt like I I could hear him speaking in my head, and it was very strange.
And but I did what I could, and I was like, look.
You know, you can go go on to to the other side.
I never quite know what the other side is, but I was like, you’re gonna be fine.

Go to the other side, and his energy sort of left me.
But it’s a very strange experience and, again, just ties into this whole idea that really we a lot of people around us are kinda quite big aspects of ourselves.
And, you know, just visually, when I look at some of the people in the and we all sort of look sim similar sort of faces.
All the boys got slightly boyish faces, and, yeah, we’re girls kind of similar look.
So it’s just interesting, you know, how people in your immediate circle are kind of more deeply connected than you realize.

And, again, you know, I haven’t seen a lot of these people for many years, and I don’t see them on a regular basis.
But we have this very sort of deep connection with being on this course, which was very, like, intensive in terms of the work.
And it was different because it’s more of a studio culture.
So you go into the studio every day, see, like, nine to five and work altogether.
So it wasn’t just, like, lectures and then going home.

It was, you know, pretty full on.
And we’d have these quite legendary study trips away, which was always really good fun.
So I had this very deep connection with them even though I’ve never really you know, don’t see them as much as I used to.
But yeah.
So that was kind of a very sad personal thing that happened.

But, yeah, again, it just adds to that idea of, like, we are really, really connected.
And it’s just that idea, like, I think what’s going on with cancer because there’s a lot going on.
And I think, yeah, you can the idea of, like, vaccines and also just we’re we’re in a toxic soup part with, like, EMF energies and just chemicals, like processed meats, and, like, all of these things play into it.
And but I think there’s another aspect to this that there is, like, a darker force that’s been feeding off, particularly feminine energy, which is why it’s so distorted.
And I think these cancer things is a kind of it links to that.

So why I’ve been, seeing a lot of women there’s something I can about people I know going through, like, cancer treatment, all of them women.
And this guy who died recently, he was actually gay, so he was more in feminine energy.
So, yeah, there’s just something going on with, like, cancer, particularly, and feminine energy that it’s sort of feeding on.
It’s made me realize, actually, the wider world or what kinda what’s going on in terms of, you know, because you need feminine energy to create.
It’s a powerful force when you have the baby.

Obviously, you need a man to create the sperm.
Masculine I know we’re aware of what these energies are, really, but it’s the idea of, like, masculine energies, like, forward momentum.
It’s doing energy, and sort of feminine is very sort of nurturing.
It’s the creation of life.
And in order to create all these systems that we have, you need feminine energy.

So this is one aspect I’ve really started to understand in terms of, you know, how this feminine energy has been really distorted to create all these systems that we have at the moment, like banking and politics.
And, you know, everything’s really it’s like a feminine aspect to the house you live in.
It’s like a womb, isn’t it?
The land is a womb because it holds you.
Really, by rights, the prime minister or president is a sort of matriarchal figure even though it isn’t.

It’s more of a man.
Obviously, it tends to be quite corrupt individuals.
And so, again, there’s all these distortions of feminine aspects.
I think that’s what we’re kinda dealing with, and I think this cancer is interesting.
I think it really points towards it’s like a visceral physical thing of, like, how, like, our energy side went off.

So, you know, cancer has, like, a a consciousness.
It’s connected to something.
And it’s the same with, like, I again, even though I moved to Spain, I thought it was, like, near desert conditions, and it’s gonna be, like, 35, 40 degrees every single day.
It’s rained consistently for about a month.
And, again, like, previous places I’ve lived, I’d had problems with damp here.

I’ve had problems with, like, yeah, condensation.
All things that I had problems is when I lived in Brighton, outside of Brighton, in various different houses.
So it’s like, again, action from my own distorted energy is, again, reflecting out into the house that I live in, and I’m getting the same experience.
I’m getting, you know, wetness.
I’m getting dampness.

I’m getting mold and mold.
Again, this is one of my theories, has a connection to consciousness.
It’s like a feeding consciousness.
And so if you again, if you’ve got, like, mold in your house, this points towards darker energies, particularly within yourself.
So, again, everything in your environment, like, even, like, the thing I’ve had is, like, noisy noisy neighbors or lots of king, like, in your neighborhood, it points towards something, like, something that’s sort of darker shadow aspects that are kinda going on.

And I think these can be healed.
And this has happened to me because, again, I’ve moved to somewhere.
It’s a constant problem I’ve had sometime in the place I’ve lived.
I have, like, a really noisy neighbor, and it’s it’s horrible.
I hate it.

It kinda destroys my home living environment for me.
And there’s a guy who was nice, but he lived next door, but he would just have loud music, and he would just have lots of people around.
And because they’re Spanish, they just shout really loud all the time.
And it was just really And, again, it’s just like, why am I having this experience again?
But it’s like something that can be healed.

You know what?
He’s gone.
He moved out.
So, yeah, it’s like again, it’s just like, you need to look at everything that’s happening in your environment.
It’s everything that comes back to you without a doubt.

I am very sure about that now.
And it feels really grandiose, but that’s like that’s everything.
It’s like the people, it’s the celestial bodies, like I said before.
It’s the sun, it’s the moon, it’s the planets, it’s the stars.
Ultimately, everything is an illusion of what’s going on in your in your consciousness.

And that’s why, like, you know, I’ve never really been a flat Earth person before.
I was always like, yeah, it doesn’t really make any sense to you look at the planets, they all look like they’re round.
But now I am questioning the shape of the of the land that we’re on.
I mean, it could if it’s coming through consciousness, it can really be any shape.
It could be the say shape of a sausage, which I think, you know, I’m not gonna talk about that later on, which is why you get I ideas.

I spoke about this on this channel before about the idea of, like, huge Earth zodiacs in the land.
Like, there’s a famous one in Glastonbury where, like, the land has all the things like Cancer, Gemini, and all of these kind of various zodiacs, the Cape Of Glastonbury.
I always thought it was an interesting idea, and I was like, a bit wild, because I started to look into the whole the zodiac of the whole United Kingdom.
But now it makes complete sense because if everything is consciousness and the zodiac is consciousness, you know, you you are the constellations of the stars, then, yeah, of course, everything’s a reflection of that.
So, yeah, of course, it could be in the land that’s that’s that’s kind of now.

It just makes complete sense.
And so, yeah, again, this is why maybe you get, like, particularly, I spoke on the early Powhatan Goddess down in, near Avebury where that you get a series of hills.
It looks like a shape of a woman.
I had this very orgasmic, strange, energetic experience there when I wild camped.
And, yeah, again, it’s just like these are all aspects of consciousness.

So, yeah, of course, you can have a a hill look like a woman or a mountain look like an elephant.
I mean, why not?
So carrying on the the conversations in terms of, like, seasonal, like, cyclical ideas, and you have, you know, particularly within Chinese editions, you have New Year, which I think sort of happens towards the February.
I know it sort of changes depending on what you go with.
But, yeah, generally, it starts in February.

And the year of 2,025 was the year of the snake, and so it’s a lot of shedding of old ideas or paradigms, and that has without a doubt happened.
You know, things have been collapsing around us.
What we see and perceive, like, in terms of banking or politics or, like, celebrity or, like, music.
All of these things are dissolving, and it’s very vest visceral of you can witness it.
You can see it.

You can feel, like, the illusion of everything.
You can see how corrupt everything is.
And so to carry on into the new world, wherever that is, we obviously these some of these old paradigms need need to dissolve, and that’s just part of that process.
Now going into now, we’re going into what we’ve just gone through.
It’s the year of the fire horse, which, again, February 5, apparently.

And this is a fast movement.
And it’s bizarre because I’ve moved.
Where I’ve moved is quite kind of, country down here.
Lot of horses, because it’s like stretches of golden beaches, and so you get a lot of holiday makers makers coming here, And you can do, like, horse riding excursions where you’re doing, like, sunset horse riding on the beach in diverse forests.
Very lovely.

But it’s just like horses everywhere.
So, again, the symbolism for me for horses and this fire horse is just, you know, just I’m just seeing it everywhere in my physical reality.
I even I was just walking on the beach the other day about two weeks ago, and there was a just a toy on the beach of a horse just randomly there.
So I’m just seeing it everywhere all the time, and I feel more people are talking about this particular Chinese New Year than I ever remember.
So it’s all about the fire horse.

And even more strangely, when I was researching into this, I think I was writing a social media post that outside of Madrid in Spain in this town, they actually have this festival in January where they drive horses through literal fire.
The photos look really spectacular.
I think they do they prepare the horses.
They sort of bind up all their manes and all their furs, so they do something to protect them in some sort of way.
Yes.

You could look at it as being cruel.
But the the pictures are quite spectacular, but it’s like it’s very old tradition of driving these horses through the fire, and it’s seen as, like, a a cleansing ceremony in a way, sort of getting rid of the dark energies for the for the year year ahead.
But, again, just wild that this random town in Spain, not only a new country I’m new to, they actually have a visceral indication of this fire horse Chinese New Year in this town is what they actually do.
So another huge synchronicity for me.
So that’s the fire horse.

Yeah.
I I generally suggest reading into some of the allegories of it.
It’s really fascinating.
And it just feels like it’s everywhere.
And I think once you kind of start looking into it, you just start having synchronicities about fire horses everywhere, just horses in general.

And, yeah, even people I know, like, online who aren’t really got a spiritual bone in their body, they’re sort of posting about the fire, or so it’s been quite fascinating.
Right.
Now moving on, just shifting gears to look at tech knowledge, and I know AI at the moment has been a huge topic, especially on LinkedIn.
I’m on LinkedIn for work, and I’ve always hated it, because I’ve always felt it’s always felt very false, people not really saying what they think about things, obviously, because they’re worried about their careers, their jobs, and, yeah, just kind of a lot of brown nosing towards the corporate world and that whole hierarchical structure.
And particularly when AI has kinda come in, you get a lot of AI sort of very beige posts.

They’re kinda well versed in their own right in a way, but, obviously, they’re not written some of them aren’t written by a human.
It gets quite frustrating for me anyway.
But I’ve always had to have it just because I’m in the design sector, and it’s how people kinda communicate.
And although I’ve never really had work through it, it’s always been a good, way to sort of see what’s going on generally across the industry.
And these last few months, actually, because I always become a little bit inhibited about posting what I feel.

I always felt like I have, like, you know, certain face towards friends I have or certain face towards spiritual people I have or the way I talk on here is completely different.
You know, I talk about to anyone.
And then LinkedIn’s always been I’ve never really posted on there just because I was like, really, I’ve always it’s always been about trying to find work.
But recently, I just thought, fuck it.
I’m just gonna write what I wanna write.

So I’ve written quite controversial posts and, you know, it’s been fine.
And, actually, it’s just sort of changed my algorithm a bit and started to see some quite interesting people writing some quite conspiratorial, quite conspiratorial things on there.
So there is some interesting content out there, so I feel like I’ve shifted it a bit, which is cool.
But, yeah, AI is a big topic.
I don’t know.

I fluttered between in real fear state when it first started coming out, particularly some of the I couldn’t really look at the image.
They look quite grotesque and horrific.
And so I’ve always kind of fluttered between it being bad, good, bad, good, bad, good, very binary kind of way of looking at it.
And I think there is, like, a huge sort of, I guess, antichrist element to it, particularly since, you know, after all the lockdowns, technology for me has been, you know, progressing more and more surveillance based.
It’s getting more and more oppressive and just that we’re seeing on, on the world.

And, obviously, people are struggling their mental health because of it.
It’s affected children.
There’s all these aspects where technology is has a sizable, quite negative effect on the human being and their consciousness, I think.
But I think looking at things may be slightly positive, I think it actually is a mirror reflection, a tech technology reflection of what’s happening within the human vessel.
And I wrote about this recently on my social media.

I think, you know, the ink kind of came out.
It connected humans more than ever for the good and for the bad.
And now with AI, you’re a able to manifest content, particularly video content instantly within, like, a minute.
You can have, like, a Hollywood scale, you know, short clip film kind of almost instantaneously.
And the same with, you know, when you’re asking questions in AI, it can give you an answer very detailed, very thoughtful answer very, very quickly.

I actually think AI is basically mirroring what’s happening to you, anyway.
Like, we’re energetically becoming ever more connected.
You know, there’s more telepathy going on.
There’s more psychic powers coming into play.
That’s kind of all happening.

And like I’ve spoken about, you know, I’m having these huge epiphanies.
Before, previously, I’ve always, like, you know, been interested in everything in the world, particularly with conspiracies and spirituality, but I’ve never had to find ideas.
I always been, well, that could be true or maybe it’s not true.
You know?
I’ve always just kind of generally not had any firm ideas about what was going on.

But recently, as I spoke about, I’ve had this huge epiphany, so I’ve started to really form like a model or an idea of how I think things are happening.
And it’s just it’s like these downloads are kinda coming in.
It’s just very instantaneous, and I think it’s very similar to AI.
So I think there’s an aspect to although AI, again, has a very dark shadow aspect to it, it’s just reflecting what’s already happening within us in a way.
It’s like a synthetic version of that.

You You know, feeling more connected, just knowing answers more quickly.
And, again, I think, interestingly, AI is showing us actually how false reality is and illusionary is because you have this issue at the moment where people can kinda create video content, and it’s getting so good.
Even I’m sort of being tricked.
You know?
Is that real?

Is that not real?
Is that AI?
I don’t know.
It’s kinda getting to that point.
So there will be a point online where you don’t know what is true, what is false.

I think, really, that is kinda like reality anyway.
Everything’s very pliable.
So, again, it’s just another allegory.
AI is just showing you, you know, the external world was always an illusion.
You know, AI, again, is just showing you that about how pliable it is, how you can kinda write a text prompt, and you can kinda create a physical world in a way.

You can do the same.
You know, you’re healing certain shadow aspects, and you can manifest certain things.
You can shift your reality.
So it’s almost kind of the same as AI in a way.
So this new perspective has kind of given me hope actually about technology and I AI in general.

You know?
Can we heal shadow aspects within ourselves?
And then it start to change how AI operates in terms of, like, who’s controlling it, how it develops, would it be developed in a more positive way, or will we need you know, the human vessel developed so much we don’t feel the need to use AI because we have everything we need already.
It’s all built within our body.
So, yeah, I think it’s important to kind of look at AI.

Of course, it has all these shadow aspects.
It it has the propensity for there’s all this surveillance, all these awful things.
But I think it is I think technology as a whole, not even just kind of computers and the Internet, I think it’s always been a reflection of what’s been going on with our consciousness.
You know?
It’s just it’s kind of been a precursor for it, which is a good thing.

Because, obviously, as technology become more and more sophisticated and now AI, I think, obviously, that’s just mirroring how sophisticated we are energetically, consciously.
And I think, again, going back to specifically AI, not just technology, but that whole idea, like, what that links to.
Is it, you know, particularly the sun?
Because, obviously, the sun is kind of the giver of all life.
You know, we have all these energies of things to affect our consciousness very, very viscerally.

It’s a similar aspect towards AI and the sun as being, like, the sun being a portal to some kind of divine consciousness, a portal to the spiritual realm, which we may go to once we leave this, you know, mortal coil.
I don’t know.
But also, you know, I’ve spoken about on this channel about the second sun, the second celestial body, which is being filmed by crow seven seven seven, sort of another podcaster.
He’s, like, an amateur astrologer, astronomer astronomer, I should say.
But, also, yeah, there’s that very famous clip I posted up on one of my videos about some guy who worked for a very official, astrological kind of association.

They do a lot of educational stuff, but they’ve worked intrinsically with NASA.
And they honor one of his livestreams.
He’s like, oh, yeah.
You might wanna they’re doing, like, a a filming of the I think it’s Venus, so it’s going in front of the sun.
And you’re like, yeah.

Yeah.
That’s the sun.
But the other body next to it, you may not know, but that’s actually the second sun.
NASA won’t tell you that.
They keep it hidden.

But this is on a very official stream.
This is a guy who runs, like, a very kind of mainstream, organization that helps with education, you know, teaching people about planets and the stars and the night sky.
So, yeah, whether that, like, second sun is some kind of, divine aspect, which why it’s kinda coming.
I know it’s kinda plays into ideas conspiracy of Planet Entry as well.
I don’t know a huge amount about Planet x.

But, yeah, it’s that whole idea.
This is other element coming in, this kind of divine connection.
And whether, again, AI is sort of mirroring that thing coming in.
Because I’ve had some really, really powerful experiences once.
So I started to realize, I’m really having to, like, heal more of my feminine aspects, more of my masculine.

This very, very powerful kind of, energetic experience, very beautiful, where I break through energetically, but there was, like felt like there’s a third element to this.
Like, there was, like, a divine connection.
So, like, with a pyramid or triangle, you know, the idea of trinity is, like, three aspects.
So maybe the feminine, masculine, and that once that divine connection kinda comes in, then, you know, kinda game over, everything sort of changes completely in a positive way.
So, yeah, what that divine connection is, I don’t know.

Is it is it the sun?
Is it the second sun?
I’m not sure.
But it feels like, you know, there’s more of a connect virtual realm just coming in.
And it you know, it’s I think I felt it very, very viscerally around around January time because, obviously, the veil’s the veil is very thin around that period of time.

So, yeah, I think there’s something to this.
It’s AI where you have this idea of this consciousness that knows everything, interconnected to all information.
Again, it could be a darker synthetic version of what is actually coming in this organic, more beautiful, loving good.
So, again, you’re just looking at the technology, this whole AI, as it rolls out as in in more of a positive way.
So I was talking about the trinity there, and I’m gonna talk more deeply about feminine and masculine energies.

And I think there’s a huge aspect to this reality, in terms of the importance is about balancing these energies and and healing these energies.
Because I don’t think anyone really knows that people talk about divine masculine, divine feminine.
Someone mentioned this to me once.
You know, do we really know what these energies are?
And I don’t think we do.

So I think part of this alchemical process we’re all going through in terms of, like, crunching through all these shadow aspects, particularly within the whole gender sphere, you know, I think that’s a really, really important part of our experience at the moment.
And it’s everywhere.
I mean, gender stuff is just literally everywhere, and it’s irritated me no end about how obsessed people are with labels, with being within a woman, and just public discourse.
I just found very, very divisional and just fracturing and, like, even, you know, when I was a kid, I never knew Never really crossed my mind.
Like, I think I grew up in a generation that, yeah, maybe I I was aware of, like, gender roles within particular jobs, but it never felt unattainable for a woman to go into perfect particular profession.

I never felt like, you know, I didn’t feel when I was at school that that wasn’t possible.
I was like, you can’t do that, woman.
That would never really cross my mind.
And it just felt like everything was naturally kind of healing in a particular way, and it everything was good.
Of course, there were distortions, but I always felt with the gender and then the whole kind of race thing, things were getting better kind of gradually.

But there seemed to be this, like, weird, like, shift where everything was labels, you know, in terms of, like, race and gender.
And I just find it very confusing, and it all felt very divisional and felt like it was done on purpose in a way.
I’ve always been of mindset of, like, I always want every happy.
I don’t really care who they are at all.
So, yeah, that’s always been my mindset.

But it’s just it’s been fascinating, really, and just the whole kind of gender thing specifically.
And I know you get particular America, Hollywood, a lot of celebrities having sort of all trans kids.
And it’s like I was like, why are they doing that?
Is that kind of it just always sort of really baffled me.
And now I kind of understand that whole idea of my model about some of these celebrity culture and people on the world stage being very sort of cartoonish, allegories for the collective subconscious in a way.

And so, yeah, of course, they’re gonna have, like, all kids that are all trans.
Why not?
And what’s happening internally, we’re all kind of, trying to understand these energies, masculine and feminine energies, and also trying to heal aspects of it as well.
And I think the the sort of the dark feminine has been a big aspect, particularly of my own journey recently.
So it’s been a huge and I think some of these been things have been happening with gender.

It’s kind of like, you know, when you you’re quite ill, maybe you have a cold.
It’s like a purging of the body, isn’t it?
Like, before you get well, you have to kinda purge all of this stuff out of your body.
Like, you’re sneezing, your comes really snotty, you’re coughing up phlegm.
It’s like, to get this sort of distortion out of your body, you gotta release all these things.

And I think that’s kind of why I see everything now in terms of, like, race, but I mean, more particularly gender, which is why everything’s become so exaggerated.
I think it’s like a a healing crisis in a way.
You know?
Things are getting very weird and kinda distorted before it gets better, before things sort of settle down, and people start to understand things and start to relate to each other better, and then in women have feel more comfortable with themselves because the energies are better.
They’re healed within within them to internally.

So, yeah, I just think it’s something that’s happened.
It’s just ironing out all of these distortions.
But there is an aspect to this where I think there is this shadow aspect of, like, these ghosts, whatever they are, whether they’re demons or negative aliens, that it is sort of feeding off this energy and feeding off this distortion in some way.
So, again, these need to be released, and they need to be need to be kind of integrated in a way.
And I know particularly within a cult circle, the idea of Baphomet being this sort of, non genderless sort of figure.

And and I’ve been seeing this Baphomet thing everywhere, and I think it came up recently within the America.
I know nothing about American football.
Obviously, there’s big Super Bowl.
And, again, like, everything everything is like this culture war thing, and there was this big controversy about this kind of I didn’t know a lot about him, but it’s male called Bad Bunny or something.
And I was watching this video about all the occult references in it, particularly to a gender, and this guy has got tattoos on him, and it sort of relates to Baphomet.

And, again, it’s just this androgynous character.
And, again, it’s like another guy who’s, like, wearing dresses and sort of like, all of these things, and it sort of foments the vision and creates all this big cultural thing that’s kinda going on.
And but, again, I just think I’m looking at this thing as like, okay.
This is more of a distortion of grease for internal energies, really.
We’re all projecting this out, which is why it’s kind of happening because everything’s sort of balancing out.

So it kinda creates a real positive spin on things again.
But I would say I’ve really understood how masculine and feminine energies, men and women, it’s everything.
Really everything.
It sort of affects your community.
It affects your family dynamics.

It affects your relationships, whether you have a girlfriend, who you’re married, your your parents, children.
It affects the global geopolitics.
It’s literally everything for corporations, business.
You know, I think once we heal this aspect, then everything will change.
And, again, it’s just like everything really we’re in, like, a larger cosmic mother, aren’t we?

Like, the Earth, like I said before, is like a womb where you live is your home is a house.
You know, when you’re born, you come out of your mother’s womb.
You walk on a land, which is a womb like thing.
And, again, you’re present in a prime minute, like a mother figure in a way.
You know, we part of the we’re from The UK.

We’re part of the Commonwealth, which used to have a figurehead of the queen, very matriarchal, distorted feminine figure.
Obviously, the Commonwealth, you know, is part of many different countries.
Like, Canada has our, you know, our queen and, what are the other ones?
There’s lots.
Australia, New Zealand.

All of these places do have a queen, or used to, because she died.
Now it’s another aspect to that, which is quite interesting, is a distorted, dark, feminine figure that’s quite sort of detached, very emotionless.
And, yes, she kind of represented in a way that sort of distorted feminine figure.
And now we have, like, King Charles and the whole thing, the royal family at the moment, particularly their Epstein revelations.
I think it was disintegrating anyway.

Obviously, again, talking about masculine and feminine energies as sort of and always has been with that family in terms of a lot of drama.
You have, like, Princess Diana, and then you’ve got, Meghan Markle and refracturing from the family.
So, again, it all comes down to the masculine and feminine energies and how these distortions basically are just kinda tearing families apart, they’re tearing relationships apart, and how much this really just is an allegory for that feminine aspect when you have the queen dying, and it’s just, like, a completely change on society in a way.
But what I’m gonna say now is quite controversial.
I’m gonna mansplain, sort of feminine energy.

But I think energy for me has come up a lot in my own personal experience.
Because I always thought, you know, I needed to heal my masculine energy.
But through some work with various individuals, they were like, no.
You’ve got distorted feminine energy, which is why I kept having sort of distorted romantic relationships.
Yeah.

Because, obviously, the distorted energies within me, and it’s affected, you know, the wider circle of my family as well.
So I’ve really kind of been and then a lot of my alchemical journey in terms of, like, when I’ve done some of these videos, it’s always had, like, a big feminine aspect to it, whether it be the Alton Goddess or the Avebury stone circle, or back in Chester, I did videos about D.
Va.
These are all feminine goddesses, Efren goddess, you know, and it’s I come to Spain here, and they tend not to have, like, Jesus Christ in the center.
Like, in a lot of the kind of English churches, Scottish churches, they, you know, Jesus Christ on the cross is front and center on the altar.

But in Spain, it’s very different.
It’s though it tends to be the Virgin Mary or, the Virgin that Olivia is another one.
It’s very feminine.
So, again, it’s like another big synchronicity for me about how the feminine aspect is.
And when I kinda bring it back to the human body and the energies, I understood actually because I found that when I would say, like, a a corporation’s name or a country’s name, it would have it would have resonance within my body.

I would actually feel like an energetic connection on part of my body, and it tends to be on the left hand side of my body.
And I would feel you can try it yourself, or you could say, you know, Japan or UK or America, USA, whatever.
And I was finding I would have a like, it would actually have a cord of attachment and energy placement within my body.
It could be in your legs.
A lot of countries I was finding was kind of attached to my legs, and but also within your a residence within your country within your mind.

So it feels like all of these things, all these countries, all these which are distorted in their own way because they’re not safe places to be because they’re being very, very kind of, unbalanced in the way they treat their own citizens.
You know, they’re taxing them at the wazoo.
They’re foraging me, taking their money to create wars, to genocide other countries.
There’s just a lot going on, and a lot of corporations, obviously, not paying taxes, and there’s all of these things.
And, again, all all of these things are feeding off human energy.

You they couldn’t be created without, energy, human energy, and particularly, feminine energy, because, obviously, that is the energy of creation.
It’s how you create human life through feminine energy, and they nurture it.
So it’s like this comes back to if we overall collectively heal this dark feminine energy that it will start to rebalance our whole of society.
Because all of these, like, kind of predatory systems can no longer operate negatively anymore because the the energy has been completely changed.
And, and, again, I think it’s important not to do this through anger because in the discourse on the world stage, in terms of, you know, battles against men and women, it’s all a lot of anger, which is kinda created in its own right.

But I think once these energies start to get healed and balanced out, not only will society change, corporations will change, countries will change, politics will change, everything will change.
And then as of in the dating scene I mean, I haven’t really been dating for many years.
I’m still single.
I’ve been single for a very long time.
I think people start to come together once these energies start to be balanced out and healed.

And, yeah, I think that filters across the whole of society.
And it’s hard to know really what are the genuine healed, like, divine roles of being a man or a woman.
Obviously, you understand the physical aspects woman as a baby.
Man gives, you know, them sperm and, you know, all of these kind of very visceral acts that we know, but there there’s a more of a kind of spiritual aspect to this.
We still really don’t know exactly.

I don’t think I think there is definitely an argument that have real heightened intuition, like, they’re able to tap into spiritual realms, which I think why, you know, majority of the spiritual world these days, particularly new age, is a lot of women.
You know, yoga teachers and sort of, like, healers, energy healers, Reiki, like, masses, all dominated by women, particularly.
And I think that is a very natural state for them to be, and I think there’s been a distortion in terms of, like, the religious figureheads have been very male, particularly throughout the Christian church and Islam and other sort of religious, traditions.
It’s very male dominated.
I think maybe that’s a distortion because, actually, the women have that heightened intuition.

And I think there is a huge argument argument once they’re healed, for them really to be making a lot of decisions spiritually, but also steering communities because they are really, really tapped into something.
But, obviously, if they’re kind of vibrating with that resonance of dark feminine, that’s not gonna happen.
You’re just gonna get distorted societies, distorted these distorted corporations because that energy is not there.
It’s not functioning correctly.
So it’s a huge argument, really, once female aspects have been healed completely, that women should be deciding the direction, really, because of because of the intuition and that male energy as they’re doing it.

It’s the it’s like it’s the kind of the men actually implementing it in a way.
So that’s kind of the way I’m seeing at the moment, but I don’t think we’re there at the moment.
Obviously, I just think there’s still some work to be done on balancing some of these energies.
And I think, again, you know, look at the wider world, what’s happening.
It just it’s a reflection of your own world, internal world.

So it’s a good indication, like, well, spiritually, where you are physically is by what’s happening around you.
So there’s that, but I think, yeah, another component of that.
There’s something feeding off there.
There’s something particularly the feminine energy it’s being fed on.
And I I would then by this getting these I’m mansplaining these energies.

Maybe if you’re a woman, you have a different perspective.
But it feels like because I think being a woman is a lot more difficult because of, like, a whole menstruation cycle and your deep connections.
And, so you’re feeling these cycles very, very viscerally more than a man ever does, more energetically.
So day to day, like, it really affects people women’s moods, just their general mental health.
And so I think, yeah, I think it is a lot harder, obviously, if they go go through childbirth, which is very painful.

So, yeah, I think there’s a lot to be said for that experience being, again, of that kind of pain and that sort of real up and down of emotions, I think.
It kind of points toward thing that’s distorted that something is being fed on, which is why that’s happening.
Because I would say maybe in a healed state, that pain and that up and down with emotions maybe wouldn’t happen.
So for me, like, the idea is that we gotta fight the patriarchy.
It’s just like, I don’t think that’s right.

I think, yeah, it is right in a certain degree, but I think you have distorted masculine, you have distorted feminine.
And so even these, like, distorted male figures, like, you know, it could be like Klaus Schwab, or it could be Bush, or any of these kind of characters on the world stage who just or Bill Gates.
They all had a mother as well.
It’s not just a father.
So I think it’s like looking at both energies, really, and just sort of seeing this distortion in both of them.

Because if you’re, like, going, chat at the paper, it’s all men, which sometimes you do see.
I remember on LinkedIn when Trump came in for a second term.
Like, there were some women on there that was just like, men are toxic.
All working, male environments are toxic environments.
Like, really just going for it because they were just so angry about then it was just, like, it wasn’t just Trump.

It was, like, men in general.
I think that sort of anger doesn’t help anyone because I think, again, you’re just recreating a distortion, but on the other side.
So, yeah, of course, men have done horrific things to women, domestic violence, all of that suppression of femininity within religious traditions, all of that’s happened without a doubt.
But I think you can’t fight it with the same energy with anger on the other side.
You just have to look at it holistically, distortions in both.

And I think, yeah, big component to our world is really healing that dark feminine energy because something’s been feeding off it, and this is why you’re getting all of this this distortions and everything.
And, again, this plays into why I’ve seen so many women in my own sphere going through cancer treatment.
It just seems to be a big thing at the moment.
And, like, obviously, my friend, he was gay.
He’s more gonna be in more in his feminine energy for various reasons.

And, yeah, he was taken by cancer as well.
So, yeah, another synchronicity to me that kinda points towards that in some way.
But I could be completely wrong, but it just feels like that’s what’s going on.
So that’s the masculine and feminine energies.
I’m gonna carry on with this theme, actually, because it’s gonna go into the next topic, which is gonna be about Jesus and King Arthur.

Yeah.
I think it’s all kinda started for me when, I went on that trip.
I think it’s probably about two years ago now, where I drove to I still live in a home with my parents, and I drove to Renwist.
And I went to, you know, obviously, investigate the the famous UFO incident there.
And then also, I went to Orford Ness, that kind of strange military island, which is fascinating.

And then after that, went to the Sacred Soap, which I’ve completely forgotten the name of.
What is it called?
I can’t remember.
Really important archaeological site.
And then after that, I went onwards to Avebury, and it went to my sort of some of my favorite places around there.

And it’s a place that’s, you know, talked very dear towards because it’s a place where I had to douse, and I’ve just always felt very amazing energy around there.
Had that very powerful orgasmic experience near the Alton Goddess, which is all near just probably about five or ten minutes drive away from Avera itself.
And it turns out I didn’t realize at the time that I was going on some kind of strange alchemical journey through the feminine.
And, yeah, the olden goddess was really kind of the start of that.
Maybe maybe the maybe if I look back over my life, I’ll find other ones.

The Avebury is part of that as well, and as I meant, or Chester became part of that because I’ve never really looked into because having, like, moved away from Chester when I was about 19, I haven’t been back, and then sort of in my forties, going back due to ill health and moving with my parents again.
I got to rediscover Chester and the area around it and some of the history and the myths around it as well, and just had some really interesting kind of understandings.
But kind of going back to the more masculine element of, like, King Arthur, I had a huge epiphany about him when I was in Glastonbury.
Again, it’s a place I’ve gone to many times.
I’ve always had a real deep resonance for it.

I know some people view it in a different way.
Some of the kind of sort of see it as quite dark.
When there’s somewhere with so much light, you tend to get the opposite of, like, I’ve got quite a lot of dark there as well.
But, again, like, looking at these allegories, these things, like, these are aspects of your consciousness.
So Glastonbury is quite an important part of my consciousness.

Alright.
So I go there.
I feel really nice.
And I’ve had loads of very interesting energetic experiences there.
It’s sort of a very special place for me.

And it’s been the same.
I mean, basically, this whole move around the landscape, living in different countries, and then recently doing these vlog videos is Basically, doing this alchemical journey through my own consciousness, and it’s been quite sort of masculine, feminine energy specific in a way.
And the kind of King Arthur thing came in again when I was in Glastonbury.
I never really looked at King Arthur before, knew the vague story of some of the legends, you know, watched the cartoon, Disney cartoon.
I was a big fan of that when I was a child, kind of, growing up about the sword in the stone.

And, yeah, it was only after Glastonbury I was like, oh, yes.
The whole because I was in Glastonbury Abbey in the famous area where they sort of claimed that King Arthur was dug up with Guinevere and stuff, and there’s a whole story about now.
Actually, the monks of the abbey, they sort of made the story up just to put the abbey on the map and make it an attraction.
And, like, the sort of the King Arthur thing, I’ve sort of later understood has a lot of similarities with Jesus in terms of, like, 12 disciples, and he get twelve nights at the round table, and they all sit around a round table.
Just basically the zodiac, really, and King Arthur is a kind of figure, and Jesus goes on an alchemical journey.

He gets stories of Jesus going all over the world, even through, like, Glastonbury, all the way up to Scotland.
There’s all these allegories of Jesus being on this journey, and the same with king Arthur.
He’s, like, on a journey.
And, eventually, he’s on a journey for the holy grail.
So, yeah, he’s on his own sort of alchemical journey in a way.

And, yeah, it just when I was in Glasgow, I just understood actually how important the allegories to King Arthur in, lo and behold, the day I was there at Glastonbury pondering these ideas, actually Saint George’s Day, which is the patron saint of of England.
And at the time, I didn’t know that at all.
I kept seeing people dressed around in strange costumes around at Glastonbury.
I was like, what’s that connected to?
And it was only later on.

I was like, oh, it’s actually Saint George’s Day.
And so from that point onwards, then I started to read into King Arthur, and I started to see King Arthur symbology everywhere.
Like, when I was back in Chester, I started to go walking in the Welsh hills.
Lots of names to do with, like, the world’s end, which is, like, the last final battle when King Arthur is mortally wounded, and he gets taken over to Avalon to be healed by Morgan le Fay, another feminine aspect, another feminine figure.
And there was, like, an area of this area, like, on the hills I was walking around.

It’s called Crac Arthur, and there was, like, a particular castle, which I can’t remember the name of on this hill.
It’s really steep, spectacular view views around of the Welsh kinda landscape around.
But, again, people propose this as being actually Camelot and things.
And, again, it’s like some of these things because everything is an aspect of conscious that when I was going there, I was just having such reason.
I was just feeling such love in the landscape when I was walking around these hills.

I was like, no way.
It’s like I start to think, oh, maybe I had some kind of, like, past life back then or something.
But again, now, I’m like, no.
These are just, like, nice aspects of your consciousness, and you’re going there and you’re like you’re just having sort of remembrance about yourself and who you are.
And it’s like some of these place names, King Arthur, like Glastonbury, or, like, these Welsh Hill environments.

They’re just synchronicities just to remind you, I think.
So, yeah, it’s been a really powerful realization, really.
So Jesus and king Arthur, I guess, are quite, you know, divine masculine healed aspects of masculinity in a way.
Obviously, Jesus more because king Arthur is still quite a violent figure.
But, yeah, going back to the feminine aspects, all of these places I’ve been to have a real deep feminine component to it.

So, again, like, the s and the outside of Avebury, then Avebury itself, the stone circle.
If you look at it, it looks like a feminine figure and even have has, like, a womb with Silbury Hill, which particularly wintertime is flooded.
So it’s like this kind of cosmic egg with kind of water surrounding surrounding it like embryonic fluid in a way.
You get nearby today.
You get West Kinnet Longbowra, which is like this kind of womb like underground structure.

You go in there like megalithic structure.
And then going back to, Chester with, like, diva.
The diva is the original name for, like, the fortress itself, the Roman fortress, which sort of linked back to kind of pre Celtic kind of tribes.
Deva was like a water goddess, and if you have the River Dee going through, it’s that’s what it’s named after, that water goddess.
And then I spoke in one of my videos about the Minerva statue, which is this Roman goddess kind of right next to the River Dee itself, and there’s, like, I started to propose, actually, maybe it stretches further back.

Again, like some of these deity figures, they have different names in different eras.
And so before, it it may have been Efren, which kinda links to I think it’s the Kono Konove tribe or DC Angli tribe, I think they were called in Chester, way before the Romans.
And now moving to Spain, like I mentioned, a lot of the religious idols are the Virgin Mary, and when you see these big sort of, Catholic perfect processions through some of the towns and villages here, they’re always carrying this, like, you know, feminine, like, figure, feminine idol.
So, again, it’s very much more of a focus in the Christianity here of the feminine aspects, way more than Jesus than I can see.
And, again, in one of my podcasts, I spoke about going to Montserrat outside of Barcelona.

I went to, like, a conference many years ago, and it was all set in Montserrat.
A spectacular environment, amazing, like, very strange Blomongi kind of rock formations.
Really, really highly suggest you go there.
It’s really stunning place.
But on the top, it has a monastery.

And within that monastery, it has, like, a black Madonna.
So it’s like a Virgin Mary type figure, but it’s completely black.
And there’s lots of sort of strange, mythology surrounding this figure, like it was found there’s lots of caves in these in the mountains and lots of strange stories of kind of lights above the mountains itself and figures coming out and people disappearing down these caves and never coming back.
But, like, the mythology is that these monks found a black Madonna in a in this cave, and it was magically kind of there, and so they built this monastery around it.
So, again, it’s this real focus on the feminine, particularly in Spain.

So I’ve been on this strange kind of alchemical journey through the feminine.
So it’s just weird for me that I’ve had this epiphany that I’ve just been going through these, like, feminine aspects, sort of, basically, visiting aspects of my own conscious my own feminine aspects.
And I think that’s why I had this such orgasmic kind of, experience, the old and goddess, that this is a very big feminine aspect of myself because I camped there.
And I just had this very, like, orgasmic energetic experience that went on for, like, hours.
And and I can never understand what it was.

And sometimes, like, maybe it was positive, then I thought maybe it was negative, like, negative entities and stuff.
Felt amazing.
And I felt very healed out of it as well.
Like, everything felt better physically in my body.
But now I understand it as though it’s my own feminine aspect.

I’m sort of collecting these aspects in a way.
So it’s been this huge, huge epiphany about this journey.
And yeah.
So going back to kind of the masculine idea, you get, like, King Arthur and Jesus being the same character in a way, and it’s just wild.
When I went back to Chester, I was, like, reading stories about Wales and the deep connection with King Arthur there and some of them because a lot of these things, I started to understand that it doesn’t really matter whether this individual existed or not.

And I think Jesus and King Arthur are probably a consolidation of different people in a way.
It’s more like the allegory, the archetype is the important aspect of it because it’s, like, it’s an energy.
All of this is just energy.
So it’s as important as it was a physical individual.
It doesn’t really matter.

And it but it was just wild when I was in Chester through Michael Tezerin’s work.
He obviously I started to read his book about the origins of Ireland, and it had a lot of interesting information about the Celts and who actually they were and how powerful Ireland was and how The United Kingdom was as this religious center throughout the world.
And it’s like England, Britain, Ireland has been a real focal point, for a lot of the world for a very long time.
And that’s interesting considering it’s very small islands, so, like, why has it had so much influence?
You had, like, the British Empire, obviously.

There’s something very, very energetic about the of Britain in some way, and Ireland is very, very deeply connected.
And I think there’s a divine connection to that land, and it really deeply affects the rest of the Earth, the planet, whatever you call it.
But it’s through Michael Dezerain’s work I sort of understood about this guy called Ralph Ellis.
And he was talking because he detailed a lot of his books following Jesus and King Arthur to a certain degree as well, and he’s got, like, a various book.
I think it’s, like, six books maybe.

I can’t remember both books.
I never finished it, but it had a lot of information specifically about Chester because his theory was Ralph Ellis’ theory that one of the main characters of the that was kind of based on the Jesus story came from Syria, and there’s a whole he gives evidence where there’s a coin with this kind of king with a crown of thorns and, actually, Jesus not being like a pauper, like carpenter, but actually being the king well, you know, the the the phrase king of kings, he actually was a king, but he was a rebel against the Roman Empire.
And he was, you know, defeated by Rome.
And, actually, Ralph Ellis thought that he was sent to the farthest reaches of the Roman Empire, which would have been Chester, because on the periphery of that, you get the Celts of Wales and the Celts of Scotland and Hadrian’s Wall and all of that.
And he thought rather than kill this character of Jesus, who is this rebel, he was against the Roman Empire, he was basically just banished to the furthest reaches of, like, the the Roman kingdom away from his supporters or everything, so it wouldn’t be a problem.

And Ralph Ellis was convinced that he was sent to Chester, which is Fort Detrick’s Diva, I think it was called.
And so a majority of the Roman fort in Chester was dedicated towards being a prison, a little bit like, I guess, the American version of that, which is was it Cuba?
Was it, Guantanamo Bay?
That’s the one.
Yeah.

So, yeah, basically, Chester, the Roman fort was a kind of historical version of what you get now, the Guantanamo Bay.
So it was like a high end kind of rebel prisoners, but he had a certain I think Grand Guantanamo Bay is probably pretty horrific place to be.
But it sounded like he had a certain amount of privileges because they built, an astrological, zodiacal, sort of megalithic structure, which is kind of part of his religious practice.
And I know a lot of Christianity sort of tends to completely ignore, the idea, the zodiac and the more kind of occult aspects of Christian teachings these days.
But back then, it was kind of part and parcel of being Christian.

So, yeah, it’s just this again, putting all this together, it’s like I’ve been on this alchemical journey.
I’m getting these sort of scenes about Jesus and King Arthur and all these kind of to put it all together, it just all start to really create a narrative, a story of my entire life in a way.
And, yeah.
So it was just been a really powerful experience, and it just brought into sharp focus the whole idea about reconsider assignment, you know, and reconsidering myself and who I am.
And then I’m sort of journeying across all these different aspects, the feminine and the masculine, collecting all these ideas of myself, and then, you know, hopefully, he some way.

I think that’s another part of this that what is the endpoint of this.
You know, I’m balancing these energies in myself through this kind of very physical masculine journey through the landscape.
I guess you could say it’s like Rapunzel, isn’t it?
You know?
The woman in the tower has been imprisoned by the dragon.

She’s got her golden hair, and the sort of the the young knight is basically going across the landscape on this alchemical journey to sort of save the feminine.
Sounds a bit grand, but it feels a little bit like that in a certain way, certain respects.
But it’s like, what is the aim?
Is that some kind of personal ascension?
Is that when, really, the earth for me, my own personal experience starts to shift, like the world starts to become more positive, and we can start to build a more positive experience here?

Or is it, like, simply I gain, like, a romantic partner because at that point, you know, I’ve got healed feminine aspects, I’ve got healed, masculine aspects, and therefore, I’m now in a better position to be able to have a balanced romantic partner, which before, I never have been.
So this huge component, I think, and it might help other people out there listening as well, like, how personal your own life and experience is.
Because, yeah, there’s so many, like, external ghosts, so many external dramas.
They’re all trying to get your attention, get your energy.
Because they have your energy, then they can grow.

So that’s really important.
And to grow, they need fear.
So I think it brings into sharp focus how important you are and your own journey, and, actually, you are everything to the So, you know, you’re healing yourself.
And if you’re he if you’re getting yourself in a good position in your life, the ripples of that are just astronomical across the rest of the world.
Because, you know, I’ve started to understand you know, I’ve always been guilty of, you know, really into politics and, like, go wanting to go to protests and vote certain people in and all of these kind of traditional ways you think you’re gonna change the world, but it just doesn’t because it seems like no amount of, like, protesting or shouting, visual media posts is gonna change things.

So I think the new way is to really just change yourself and really heal these aspects that are happening.
And then, you know, the external reality of them will just, like, change accordingly or start to alter accordingly.
And it’s happening for me, like, without a doubt.
These these ideas are really viscerally starting to happen for me.
So I think everyone really, like, wants to be the hero.

Like, you want to feel like you’re saving maybe your community or saving your the wider world.
Like, you wanna be that Jesus figure or King Arthur figure.
You know?
It’s grandiose, like, roles where, actually, just need to completely implode the ideas.
Really, you’re gonna be the savior of yourself and through that, save your external reality.

Because I can only really speak on my own experience, you know.
I’m only feeling my own conscious of the way I see things, and now I really can’t speak for anyone else in the world, like, anyone else’s experiences.
Like, it’s just just all me, my own nothing like that.
That’s an important you can’t you can’t detach the viewer from, like, the experience.
You is everything.

And I think, you know, that alchemical journey, you you are the the Neo, the Jesus Christ, the the king Arthur of your own, you know, your your own savior, your own kinda hero figure, and that is the hero’s journey.
And, again, particularly this year, I just started to understand that more than ever.
It just feel very, very palpable to me.
And particularly with, like, King Arthur, he’s looking for that allegory, that object of, like, the holy grail like, ultimate healing and and, you know, eternal life potentially and a raising in consciousness.
But I think, again, it’s just really just an allegory of you coming back to yourself.

The holy grail is you, really.
It’s the balancing of the masculine and feminine energies, and it’s that divine connection.
And I’ve always really had a a problem with that divine connection.
I never know what that is, never know what really what God is.
But I’m starting to feel that I’ve had little instances of it.

So something coming in.
And it’s fascinating because I remember, like, a few weeks ago, I was, like, watching Indiana Jones and particularly in one of the films.
They, you know, they are looking for the holy grail.
And, it’s really funny if you watch the film because Indiana Jones, I think, was with his dad, like Sean Connery.
He’s also part of the team.

He’s got this woman that came from one of the club nightclubs he was at in Shanghai or Singapore.
I can’t quite remember.
But the whole of the film, like, she’s just shouting at him.
It’s like this feminine aspect just shouting at him because he’s constantly putting her in really dangerous situations and not looking out for her, not protecting her and stuff.
I just thought it was an interesting allegory for kind of what’s going on in the moment.

It’s like the feminine is, like, screaming out for kind of some sort of protection, some sort of I don’t know what.
But at the same time, they’re kinda looking for this mythical holy grail, but the whole point of the real alchemical journey within your own stories is, like, it’s within you.
You know, that holy grail was within you.
It’s just all about healing, about balancing these energies, and find that sort of divine connection within you.
But it’s just mad, like, because now having that deep reflection over these last, like, forty plus years in my life, and everything’s finally sort of sense, like, some of these decisions I’ve made.

You know?
So it’s kind of like, you know, what happened with my childhood, and there was some kind of traumatic experiences, particularly, like, when I was in school and and and ill health again, and why these things happen, and what all of the all of this thing is all an allegory for something, all points towards something.
And everything kinda makes sense.
You know?
Why did I choose to do interior architecture, which is very much like a building, isn’t it?

Building an ex external environment.
And I got in video projection.
I was doing, you know, create trying to create immersive video projected kind of environments.
You know?
So, again, it’s it’s weirdly kind of building a a a reality in a sort of way, pseudo reality.

Then the same with, like, getting into web design, it’s kind of designing and building, you know, virtual web based environments.
So it’s like I’ve always been a builder of something, and it just feels like now I’m going to this new transition of being an actual builder of reality in a way because I’ve sort of started to understand maybe how things are working around me.
And it’s a free masonic understanding because I know there’s maybe a lot of shadow aspects of freemasonry and things, but I think there are some interesting ideas because a lot of it’s built around being a freemason and, you know, they have the tile floor, and it talks about the duality of life.
And there’s all these things that’s, like, the tiler, which is a very specific role in the, you know, laying the first corner.
So it’s all kind of has building analogies, but, like, kinda linked towards reality, and I think that’s very, very, very correct in this certain way.

So, yeah, it’s just fascinating.
Everything for me is kinda has a sense.
It makes sense.
It all has a narrative, and so there’s all these synchronicities.
And I can kinda see how it all kind of interlinked.

It’s just been quite incredible.
But throughout this, what I’ve been talking about, a lot of these, places are very physical locations and have kind of structures that, you know, megaliths or carved out statues or, you know, figures in the landscape.
They all have a, like, a physical location, a caucasian.
And I’m really starting to look at, like, ancient history and some of these ancient monoliths or buildings in a very different light that actually again, they could be more of an allegory of this realm of this consciousness.
And you kinda come in I was born in 1980.

So, you know, for me, my conscious entered this reality at that date.
So although, like, coming into this reality, obviously, Chester is an old place.
You have, like, Tudor buildings that stretch all the way back to kind of the Romans and before that as well.
But I have no idea if they’re actually there.
I mean, I could’ve just come into this reality, and those things are kind of preloaded already with the story or the narrative already.

Doesn’t necessarily mean that, actually, the Roman fort just was there.
Doesn’t necessarily mean that the Pyramids in Egypt actually operated.
We have hints that these, you know, the Pyramids Of Giza were maybe amazing, instrument and technology, and they’re using kind of building methods and technologies that we could couldn’t use to this day.
But there’s no actual real if everything is cons you know, it could be a big aspect to the fact that, again, these are just allegories for parts of your own consciousness.
It doesn’t necessarily mean they were actually operating in that way.

I mean, I could be completely wrong on that, but it’s something I’ve been thinking about, you know, quite a lot, you know, in terms of, like, you know, everything’s part of consciousness.
Everything’s pliable.
Like, it’s not just this fixed thing, like, the past can be pliable, the present, the future, because all aspects of consciousness all kind of interlates and affects each other.
So yeah.
So I’ll be looking at some of the ancient places as maybe not necessarily mean they were there.

They were constructed and functioning how they thought they.
They they actually maybe have always just been ruins in our consciousness because they, like, it kind of connects to something ancient within our own experience in a way.
Carrying on that train of thought, you know, looking into megaliths and sort of the ancient architecture around the world, majority of modern structures these days form a function of just purely just being a place of shelter.
You know?
I live in a house, so I’m exposed to the elements.

I can have my technology in here.
I can sleep in peace.
I’m not affected by the rain, the wind, all of these kind of environmental elements.
And the same with, like, larger kind of city buildings.
You have offices and town halls, all of these things because it helps society runs an administration where you can have a contained controlled environment to do all these things.

But, actually, kind of architecture has been a missing part of architecture for a long time where a lot of these older ancient buildings were more than that.
It wasn’t just about shelter.
It was about increasing your spirituality in some way.
Some kind of initiation could be to do with healing the body, you know, creating certain resonance and certain energies that is either churches and cathedrals and, obviously, pyramids as well, or that you could be literally free energy, generating device as well.
There’s that other aspect, like, it’s actual piece of electronic technology that powers certain things.

And that’s something we’ve kind of lost in the modern era completely.
It’s just been completely forgot and suppressed potentially.
But you can come look at it this another way, bring it back to the human body that, again, these are just reflections of what we can do ourselves.
We could potentially heal.
We could potentially uplift ourselves spiritually.

We could potentially create esoteric energies without the use of megaliths or pyramids and things.
So everything is contained that we need is within the human body.
So, again, these kind of ruins of these, like, ancient buildings and kind of structures around the planet that kind of point towards, esoteric pieces of technology.
These could be things that are actually already baked into our conscious, already baked into the human body, and they’re just reflections, and they’re ruins because we haven’t rediscovered them.
That we’re gonna rediscover what actually we can do with the human body.

And so at that point, there is no need to recreate the pyramids.
There’s no need to create, like, a long barrow because you can do it yourself within your own body or in your own vessel within your own reality, and I think that’s what it’s pointing towards.
It’s because it’s a ruin.
It’s an allegory for something you’ve forgotten, that it’s in the past that needs to be re remembered.
So all of these places and all these structures are deeply important to everyone on a very personal level because it’s, like, a map of your own consciousness.

It’s a map of the possibilities of consciousness, the possibilities of what it is to be human.
And, yeah, going back to, you know, the content I created for Reconsider Simon, and when I started doing these podcasts and then some of these videos, it was, you know, being very much focused.
Sometimes a huge part of what I’ve been doing is brought in a lot of the cosmic element, like UFOs and the idea of extraterrestrials.
And, you know, I really always wanted to go to Rendonisham Forest to sort of see what the hype was about because it’s such a big event.
And and then I started to understand, like, because close to where I was in Chester was Todmorden.

And it just started to there was a kind of I know.
I was born in 1980, and then all of these you know, it was July 1980 when I was born.
And then strangely, you know, there was, like, a UFO event.
I really got close personal interaction with the policemen and various other people in the nineteen eighties, like, around about November, December, I think.
And then shortly after that, there’s Rendlesham, which is kind of East Anglia, so, like, the East Coast of of United Kingdom.

Todd Moore is in Yorkshire.
And then there’s Cashlandrum, which is in Texas in America.
These are all in 1980, by the way, and they’re all, like, happening around about Christmas time or just shortly before Christmas.
And then since moving to Spain, this Alge series is another similar event again in 1918.
It’s just weird, 1918.

You get all these, like, quite crazy kind of UFO interactions, and they’re very similar, very like if you watch the film Close Encounters of the Third Kind.
I always mention this, so that film came out in 1977, and then three years later, you get all these, UFO experiences.
They’re very similar, like, the ship, brightly colored balls of, like, different shaped craft, like, very, very visual like it is in that film.
Yeah.
It’s just very strange.

And then when again, going back to the King Arthur mythology, when I went to the Welsh Hills, and there’s all these mythologies linking to King Arthur, close by to that, there was a story called the Berwyn UFO where you had this huge I think it was like an orange or reddish ball just sat on this hill, and that loads of witnesses in this rural area saw this.
And there’s loads of kind of quite misty stories, never quite sure if it’s true or not, about military sort of attacking it, or there was some huge military presence that that closed off certain areas to kind of figure out what was going on.
And it just felt feels like now more than, again, bringing it back to me, because, again, I’m seeing it with consciousness rather than, you know, seeing these things as, like, external events that happen that actually, like, these UFO, events that happen in certain locations, it it pinpoints something it it’s pinpointing something to me.
It’s like a synchronicity in a way.
And it’s like even where I’ve moved to, like, here on the Spanish coast, there’s just lots of stories of UFOs and USOs with, like, kind of objects coming out the ocean, allegories to do with Atlantis, and there’s, like, military bases all the way on the coast of here as well.

I think it’s like pointing when you have places where you have a lot of esoteric events, whether it’d be like UFOs or kind of paramour paranormal entities.
It could be balls of light, orbs, like, all of these things.
It kind of points to something very, very special in terms of the energy.
And, yes, of course, you need to get light energy, you need to get good energy, and you need to get bad energies.
Both they seem to duality seems to attract attract each other.

But it points towards again, it’s unlocking aspects within your own conscious when you’re visiting these areas.
In essence, you’re traveling through your own consciousness, and some of these events, like big UFO events or big other paranormal events, it points to something.
It’s like a signpost going, this is important in your consciousness.
It marks something, whether you need to visit it to kind of find another piece of you or research that kind of incident.
I don’t know.

But I think it’s intrinsically important.
When you have these certain locations and a lot of strangers going on.
It really, really points towards something, and that’s happened again recently to me here.
Because, again, where I moved to, quite the you know, complete by accident, there’s just so much, like, in terms of, like, esoteric activities and sightings of things going on around.
And, bumps ago, I drove to a particular coastal area, which I haven’t been to before.

It’s probably about forty minutes drive away.
And I was walking around there, and it’s just, like, beautiful.
Again, it’s like one of these like, there was a huge, like, resort complex.
It’s completely there’s, like, loads of apartments, kind of holiday homes, and Nelm was there.
It was really eerie, but it had some really beautiful kind of, beach stretch of beach along there.

So I was walking along there, and like a lot of Spain, you have these kind of old World War two bunkers, which I always thought were part of the allies, but it turns out they had a, influence.
And they never really thought about Spain’s kind of, part in World War two, and, apparently, they never really got involved.
They sort of were completely neutral, but did covertly help out the Nazis quite frequently because they had a dictator, and at the time, you know, general Franco.
So I went to this area, and I was, like, walking around.
God, this place is stunning, but at the same time, quite eerie.

And then I walked past, you know, along the coastline away from the resort area, and I kinda came to this kind of cove.
And, again, the beach was just stunning.
It was just like we’d have a lot of bad weather this particular day.
It was quite sunny, a little bit warm, and just the houses around there just wrapped around this cove, just amazing.
Just every single one was completely individual.

The people who live there obviously have a lot of money.
They’re beautiful places.
But just they lived in the most stunning, like, context ever.
It was just beautiful.
When you could sort of look out to the ocean, see Africa, the beach there was it wasn’t built.

There was no restaurants or bars or anything like that.
It was very pristine, very lovely.
And I was walking around, and, again, it felt it felt like that no one was there.
Like, I was just on my own just walking through this beautiful area.
And, just, again, just the energy was just stunning.

I just felt really, really nice when I was there, and I was just bowled away about how beautiful it was here.
And I walked along the coast a bit more up to the top of the hill, and, again, like, this area’s got a lot of lighthouses around.
And, you know, I walked to this lighthouse again.
This lighthouse is completely pristine and beautiful, and just to the right of there, there’s more kinda coastline.
I could see there’s, like, a military base than it’s, like, a helicopter base, which is interesting, and then just pristine pine forests.

Really stunning.
And I did a lot more research in this area.
It just turns out, again, you know, my intuition was correct.
You know?
What I was feeling is all pointing towards somewhere because, apparently, this area was like it’s called, like, Playa Del Oldmans, I think it is, which is basically, it means, German Beach.

And the reason why it’s called German Beach because, like, when World War two started to end, a lot of Nazis are going to places like, Argentina, we’ll see South America.
Some of them settled in this particular area.
Back then, it was a lot more harder to get to.
Like, there wasn’t any roads to get there, so they were quite sort of hidden away from the rest of kind of Spanish communities.
So it was like an enclave, essentially, of these fleeing Nazis.

And even before that, apparently, it was quite strategic place anyway.
Like, they had this German bunker.
And I’m never quite sure how big this bunker complex was.
I think maybe it’s like a a deeper facility.
I wasn’t quite sure.

But you could see these elements of these decrepit buildings actually on the beach shore in various different places.
But, actually, during World War two, the Spanish were were covertly helping the Nazis.
Like, you have Gibraltar, which was your stronghold of the British Army Navy.
And so there were German sort of u boats and other, kind of naval craft that were mooring quite close to this area, and, obviously, then they were being resupplied from this beach kind of bunker area, which is part of these.
Even though, you know, the Spanish never officially got involved with World War two, they kind of were.

And then after the World War two ended, they they they deaf harbored a lot of, fleeing Nazis as well.
So there’s that.
So, yeah, interesting.
And then I started to read there’s not a lot of information on there because it’s quite hard to get because, obviously, you know, the Spanish pea the Spanish government don’t wanna talk about it too much.
And then, obviously, the people involved are a lot of the because I think this whole area in general, like, where I live, you get a lot of German tourists specific.

And when I was walking around this community, there’s still a lot of properties, and they all had German cars in there.
I don’t I’m not saying they’re all, like, former Nazis, but I still think there’s you know, they could be the children of some of these people, potentially.
I don’t know.
So that story in its own right was really, really fascinating.
And, but then as I kinda dug more, there’s just so much more.

There’s just, like, again, stories of UFOs above there and then USO objects coming out the ocean.
You’ve got stories to do of Atlantis because, you know, Plato was talking beyond the pillars of Hercules, which is where Atlantis used to be.
And, you know, the whole coastline right at the moment overlooks the Atlantic Ocean, which is obviously very similar etymology to Atlantis, Atlantic Ocean, Atlantis.
So there’s that component to it, and then I start to research more.
And, again, there’s, like, a megalithic kind of altar behind.

It’s probably a good, like, forty five minute walk away maybe.
And then there’s, like, a sacred cave where there’s some cave painting.
So, again, it’s just, like, all of these things.
There’s, like, UFOs.
There’s this German connection.

There’s just, like, always make a list, and it’s just when I went there was there, I just felt all this really lovely energy, and it’s a place I’ve returned to multiple times.
I really like it.
And, again, it just it’s felt felt like it’s unlocked something in me.
And not only that, but there’s a huge military aspect to this as well, because to if you’re looking at the Atlantic Ocean to the left of this community, there’s, like, a huge well, not a big one.
It’s probably medium sized or smallest medium sized military base, and they specifically deal with, like, military helicopters.

So that’s then.
I found doing some walking exploring.
I’ve explored right at the back behind this community up into the hills.
There’s a whole area which you’re not allowed to gain access to as well, and it’s got it’s not even on the the only reason I found it is because I went on the you can if you go on Google Maps, you can go in the photo version of the map itself so you can kinda see photographically what the land looks like.
And I saw right behind this German community or old German community, there’s another helicopter pad there.

And it’s just strange.
It’s not really marked upon the map, but you can’t you’re not allowed to gain access to it.
It’s kinda blocked off.
So, again, I don’t know if there’s anything as a connect to that.
I’m gonna investigate more to this kind of previous old fleeing, you know, Nazi German community.

But, again, these stories, I think, all these layers of things in terms of the esoteric and, like, World War two and the mill existing military, presence now, it all links to something within my own consciousness.
And I’m feeling good there because it’s, like, it’s a nice place, even though, obviously, it’s got that nancy element to it, which is probably a darker energy.
But, again, obviously, the the World War two narrative is probably all I’m not quite sure what’s actually true of that.
But, yeah, it just feeds into that theory that these places, when you have these layers of, like, high strangeness, it’s kinda pointing towards something, for me anyway.
So the main theme throughout a lot of this podcast is that you can’t really divorce the viewer from the universe and my own experience.

I mean, I can only talk from my own experience.
You know?
Even though the external reality is always trying to get your attention and always feel small, like, everything is me, really.
So, again, that’s why I started to form this theory that, you know, the world around me is a real projection of my kind of what’s happened internally inside of me.
And I remember reading this book.

The kind of the seed of this idea really started when I read this book called Biocentrism, and I think it was written by two relatively mainstream academics.
I think one was a biologist, another one was an astrophysicist, or something like that.
But they were arguing that, actually, you know, modern science is kind of hit a ball.
You know?
Tell me someone I don’t know.

But because it’s so obsessed with dead materialism and just completely doesn’t look at the viewer, the consciousness of the person looking at it.
And, you know, obviously, he brings out the idea of, like, the double state experiment.
You know, energy changes how it behaves depending whether it’s viewed or not.
And so that’s the kind of very simple experiment that’s being done on the quantum level level, which kind of indicates that consciousness has an effect on matter in some way, shape, or form.
So I remember reading this book many years ago, and it kinda gave me that seed of that idea, you know, and it just that is kind of really just the basis of, like, how reality works, you know, through your own consciousness, and how you feel about things changes things.

You know, your view the view of your external reality changes things.
The view is everything.
So, again, like, there’s a big kinda nihilistic aspect to the collective at the moment where it’s, you know, maybe the world will be better if humanity didn’t exist and we all die because we’re like a virus sort of thing.
But the thing is humanity dies or you die, the whole universe dies with it.
You know, consciousness is powering all of this.

If we didn’t have consciousness, then it wouldn’t be here.
So, again, all of these experiences I’ve talked about, the reason I started this channel, my our whole life before starting this channel, everything is making sense.
All the place I’ve lived, you know, the cities I’ve lived have been important, the countries I’ve lived.
You know, all these locations are all allegories of consciousness.
Even in the news, because that’s been a big you see there’d be a flare up in a particular country, and every country really is an aspect of consciousness.

If you think about it, you know, America, you know, United States always seen as very extrovert, you know, outgoing.
They build things, and they’re, like, all about work, work, work, work, very sort of masculine dominated energy.
You get countries like France, and they’re sort of you know, they care about eating good food, but they can be a little bit and angry and stuff.
And the same with Spain here.
It’s all about relaxing and family time, and things don’t really work here.

You know?
It’s a little too many ways, or everywhere is corrupt.
But it’s like, you know, all of these countries around the world, they have different flavor of consciousness, don’t they?
And it kind of all links to yours yourself, really.
So, yeah, I think that’s important.

And then within the global sphere of geopolitics, when you’re seeing things flare up on the news.
I think in the recently, it’s like Greenland.
You know?
Trump wants to take Greenland.
Trump in, invaded Venezuela and took away the the president or whatever you call him there.

These are all aspects of consciousness.
Like, there’s something going on where you get a flare up in a particular country, obviously, the same with, like, Ukraine or recently keep wanting to invade Iran.
I think there’s an aspect a shadow aspect coming up, and that kind of, like, warring thing that’s going on within with the Venezuela and now potentially Iran kind of points towards a healing crisis in a way, that’s why I’m looking at it, to be transmuted.
So, yeah, it’s a wild theory, but, again, it just brings everything back to your own consciousness.
It brings everything back to your own body.

But, yeah, it just made me realize, actually, like I said before, reconsider Simon.
Even though I just called it like, I had, you know, used the name Reconsider in terms of my businesses, and I had Reconsider News.
And then I was like, no.
I wanna make this more personal and just sort of talk about rather than just kind of detached news topics, I wanna talk about things I’m interested within my own experience, so that’s why I created Reconsider Simon.
But it all had, like, a more of a deeper reasoning behind why I did that, which I didn’t realize at the time consciously.

And it’s all being part it’s It’s kind of documented my journey in a way, even though it’s been not that regular, but it’s been quite important.
It’s given me structure in, and then reason to face places and have some of these really powerful.
Even just do just doing this this podcast, you know, it’s really helped me basically document and just kind of methodically try and organize my thoughts the way I’m seeing things, and it’s also very cathartic and healing and helpful to speak about it as well.
Because, generally, a lot of the time, it’s just in my own head, you know, ruminating on it.
But to kinda speak out vocally, you know, it’s all part of that manifestation process in a way.

And but even just the logo, you know, because I’ve all become because I was quite interested in the idea of, like, cave cave paintings, and you see, like, there is those handprints on caves have been there for thousands of years.
It’s like a strange portal kind of linking you to those individuals that made that handprint, and that’s the way I kinda saw the reconsider Simon logo is a sort of yeah.
It’s like a shaded, very rudimentary figure, but kinda looks like an aura.
And, again, it’s just sort of weirdly just kinda mirrored, like, some of the energetics that I’m now feeling in my own body.
It’s really bizarre how it’s just all unfolded, like so the final topic of this podcast is really gonna be how the human body is a map of your external world, your whole journey, just everything that both of them are interconnected.

They’re fractals of each other.
The exterior world is a fractal of your own body, your own consciousness.
And, again, I’ve spoken about your home environment and how important that is and how I’ve realized actually that your home is basically just a physical manifest festation of your and so if something’s going on in your home, like I’ve said, maybe you have infestations or something, or, like, I’ve had problems of damp and mold.
It points towards something.
It’s an indication of your state of your consciousness or subconscious and your your mental health.

So if you’re having issues in your physical environment, then it points towards something deeper going on inside you, and that can be expanded out even more towards your wider community.
How is it, you know, you’re living in a nice area, the problems of crime?
All of these things point towards issues with your relatives potentially.
So not only that, you know, your physical environment really being just a projection of what’s going on inside your head, but your actual body itself being a map.
But what I found personally for me, there just seem to be a correlation when I’m talking about these energies, like, the left side, for me, feels very feminine and the right side sort of linked towards masculine.

And what I’ve had, I’ve had a lot of the energy that I feel is very overreactive on the left side.
There’s a lot of energy in my left side.
And, actually, a lot of the problems I’ve had, like, sometimes, I’ve had cavities in my teeth that will be on the left side, and also had certain amount of hair loss more on my left side of my head.
And then just weirdly, like, my I know some people have a dominant hand, like, I’m right handed, so, obviously, my right side of my body is gonna be slightly more dominant my than my left.
But, weirdly, like, my left side is significantly weaker.

I even went for a mastoid many years ago, and the guy was like, it’s really weird, actually.
Your left side of your body is, like, a lot more atrophied than your right.
I think it’s all kind of points towards, again, like, feminine energy, something feeding off it and just being really overreactive because of it in some strange, like, it’s distorted.
So it’s that it’s not only the fact that, you know, my unconscious is a projection into the external world, but it’s just like my human bodies point towards certain, you know, energies.
So the left side being feminine, right side being masculine.

It’s weird.
I don’t feel as much energy on my right side.
It feels quite like it’s not working correctly, like it’s not present in a way.
And so there’s that.
Again, when I’m kinda working on it, it feels like it’s getting better.

It feels like it’s balancing out, but there’s still a bit more work to go.
So there’s that.
But then, also, just the front of my body, it feels like it’s more connected to the conscious mind.
So, you know, when I’m talking to you here, I’ve got my eyes open.
I’m actively thinking, blah blah blah.

So it’s like feels more of a front of my body.
But then the backside of my my body and the back of my head particularly, is more connected to the subconscious.
And that was weird, actually, because when I’ve been experiencing, close your eyes, you you can feel your consciousness kind of drift more to the back of your head.
And then when you’re awake, it feels like your conscious more towards your forehead.
And so, again, it’s like the human body is really kind of mapping out what’s going on in your own consciousness.

Particularly when I was having quite severe spiritual attacks, it was weird.
If I was, you know, too much in my subconscious that I was daydreaming, the attacks would kinda get worse.
Like, Like, my conscious drift back into my subconscious, and that’s when things have started to get heightened.
And then then, particularly, you know, I was getting a lot more spiritual attacks at nighttime when I was trying to sleep.
Obviously, your conscious is going to your subconscious mind, so that’s when the attacks were at its worst.

So, yeah, just is it all for me?
I’m not sure if that’s kind of the same for everyone, but it’s just just try yourself.
You can just say, you know, show me feminine energy, show you masculine energy, and to see if you get a resonance in your body.
And then the same for kind of countries.
You can say a name and, you know, find resonance.

Say Japan.
It sounds weird, but just try it.
Say Japan, say Spain, say Russia, and see if you get, like, energetic kind of resonance in your body.
And it’s not just because, like, everything, like, from banks, corporations, I all get resonance in my body.
And when I’ve been, like, this new I probably will talk about it at some point, but this process where able to release energy.

So I’ve been releasing energy in terms of, like, you know, countries or certain leaders or definitely banking I’ve done.
And when I did particularly banking, it was just a lot of dark energy, but also a lot of sexual energy as well.
So it’s it’s kind of like that sexual magic potentially running a lot of these financial institutions.
And, also, some of the largest you know, like, all of these huge monolithic companies you get now, like the whole BlackRock thing and, like, Google, like, huge, like, Amazon.
They’re all feeding off human energy.

So that human attention and energy wasn’t there.
Obviously, a lot of us are looking at sort of Google content through, like, Google Maps and user search and, you know, potentially using YouTube, these were all feeding off human energies, all powered by that.
And so I think, you know, everyone just stops looking at Google tools in my way, like, literally die away, because I think these become topic, you know, in a way, like, egregore’s energy kind of it becomes like a being with a consciousness in a way.
All of these things, countries, corporations, banks, you know, can be particular banks in The UK like Barclays or HBC, they’re all gonna be consciousness, and they’re all gonna be feeding off these people.
As the same with, like, human society have all these institutions that kind of, like, hooked into the human body, obviously, the more natural, like, celestial sun and the moon I’ve spoken about as well.

Again, I find resonance in my body to do with that.
And I know a lot of Taoist traditions, they talk about having, like, an internal sun.
So I think there’s something to it, definitely.
And then countries being kind of, you know, an extension of that as well.
And it just goes further than that, I think, in terms of, like, everything being an allegory of the human body.

So, again, this then links back to the idea of having these huge zodiacs in the landscape at class.
There’s another one at Kingston outside of London.
And as I mentioned, there’s other kind of zodiacs, kind of England and Wales and Scotland and Ireland having their own ones.
And it started to make sense for me because I well, yeah.
If you have, like, zodiac in the sky, it means you can obviously navigate the oceans because you can kind of see particularly what stars you are and what direction you need to sail in.

It could be the same for the land.
It would make complete sense to me to have a zodiac in the land because then you can say, oh, I live in Cancer, but I need to get to Gemini over there.
So I need to follow you know, you can look at and you can basically follow the stars on land as well to direct you to a particular area of the country you need to get to.
So it made complete sense to me that would be a thing.
But, again, I just think these things are all allegories because it’s all just going through consciousness.

And, you know, of course, why not?
You would have, like, the the landscape.
Because the thing about the whole zodiac, large scale zodiac, particularly in Glastonbury, is that some of these areas start to inhabit the zodiacal kind of characteristics.
Like some of the names of the street would link to it or, like, maybe the kind of the rivers and the pathways will start to form the actual form of some of the idols of, like, the crab or Gemini or, like, whatever zodiac you’re kinda talking about, or some of the pub names are kind of linked to these zodiacs.
And so everything would start to reflect it.

And it’s like, well, yeah, again, of course, that would happen because it is going through consciousness.
And consciousness works in symbolism.
It works in allegories.
It’s all stories, all narrative.
So, yeah, of course, you have these stories.

It’s reflecting the human body.
It’s reflecting consciousness.
It’s everything is gonna be baked into the physical landscape.
It’s gonna reflect that.
So this podcast has been a very long time coming.

A lot of very big mega ideas, a lot of them quite mad.
I agree.
But, yeah, it started it really made sense to me.
It’s weird, actually, because in January, when I was in the depths of it, I was, like, having these huge epiphanies.
I was like, oh my god.

Like, three or 04:00 in the morning, of course.
Just everything made sense.
Or maybe go back to sleep and get a little bit more, you know, couple two or three hours sleep before waking up.
And I’d wake up in the harsh light of day, and I’d be like, idea is a bit nuts.
I don’t know where that came from.

And I wasn’t quite sure.
It took a while for these ideas to sort of settle a bit, because in the midst of it, it just made so much sense, but in the harsh light of day, it’s like, no.
I don’t know about that.
It sounds a bit wild.
But the more I’ve sort of sat with these things, they become more solidified, and they’re kind of, yeah.

No.
It just does make sense.
And, yeah, just really, just the whole thing for me just goes to show how weird this reality is, and I still don’t quite understand the reasoning behind it, why this is all hap where where it ends.
I’ve experienced a hell of a lot of trickery.
So it’s like every level up I go, this is another layer of trickery.

So I’m really hoping at some point that stops because that’s just quite tiring along with, like, you know, trying to generally live, like, go to the supermarket and pay rent and all the rest of it.
Yeah.
So it’s just the hope for calmer waters.
But, no, maybe not because, obviously, it’s the year of the fire hose.
It’s all about all momentum.

But, yeah, big ideas.
Not quite sure what I’m doing with the channel.
I think I’m just gonna carry on just playing it by ear, doing the old vlog here, maybe doing another podcast like this at some point.
Yeah.
I’m not quite sure.

I don’t know.
I’m just trying to figure out.
And now I don’t really wanna carry on being a commercial designer.
I know that.
And if I can make a living out of this, amazing.

But, yeah, judging by my viewing figures, I don’t know if it’s gonna be coming anytime soon.
But, no, I’m not gonna happen.
But, also, I think maybe there’s something else I need to be doing, whether it’s something like spirit release.
I don’t know because I’m becoming quite adept to, you know, crunching through dark energies and entities, through my own experience.
So maybe there’s something I can do with that.

So, yeah, as a whole, I think it’s gonna happen for everyone because of, like, obviously, AI and just generally think the world is breaking down and that whole long hours culture is just not gonna work, which is a really good thing.
But we’re in this weird kind of vacuum where I don’t know when really gonna happen.
Is there gonna be some sort of, like, huge ascension and we all become five d energy bodies?
I don’t know.
Again, I get the sense maybe that was maybe a bit of trickery.

I’m starting to feel, actually, maybe the point is to really make the Earth, our experience way more positive because once we kind of get through all of this, like, parasitic, dark, shallow energy and things become less corrupt, that we can start to build systems that are actually kind of way better for people in general rather than corporation.
Whatever these elites are and what’s behind them, I don’t know.
But I’m starting to feel, actually, it’s not about ascending to, like, a a new Earth, which I used to previously, I guess.
I was using a lot of QHHT sort of data to confirm that.
Because I think, actually, there’s a big part of that as we heal these energies, but then also as maybe this divine connection comes in wherever it is, I think people’s intuition’s gonna be more accurate.

I think, oh, that’s another aspect of of everything.
I think across the board, everyone’s intuition has not been working a 100%.
And I say that for psychics, and I say that for tarot card readers, say that for divinators, for channelers, because collectively, you know, things have been distorted.
So the messages although there’s been a lot of truth, I think some of the messages that come through maybe haven’t been completely accurate.
So, like, things like you know, I I’ve always liked the idea of, like, oh, you you get saved by these aliens, get shit, and you get taken to the new Earth.

Like, these sound like nice stories, don’t they?
I think that kinda idea kinda points towards a certain truth, but I don’t think that is the truth.
I think it’s more of a yeah.
Because any entity I’ve been involved with, they’ve always wanted to siphon my energy off.
So that’s why I don’t call upon anything.

I don’t call upon Jesus or angels or anything like that.
It’s been very, like, been very independent because every time I do, it’s just never been a positive experience.
And so, yeah, I think positive forces, if there are some, I don’t think they kind of actively interacting with people.
I don’t think I could be wrong.
Maybe I’m just not there yet.

But, yeah, I think, yeah, a lot of the messaging that’s kinda come through the collective you know, I watch a lot of sort of channel messages online.
It’s always quite relaxing to listen to, and I feel like they’re getting more and more accurate for my life.
And I think that’s what’s gonna happen in the wider collective as well.
So I don’t get the sense.
I think, like, yeah, things are I’m feeling more way more energetic.

You know?
I can feel energy, and I’ve had some very, very profound experiences.
I think that’s what’s gonna happen for everyone, but it’s gonna be a real merging of, like, energetic and the physical.
So you’ve got more control of the physical world well for your own energy.
So I think, hopefully, manifestation will get better.

Again, we’ll get rid of all this dark energy.
And, yeah, we can create paradise.
And that’s another way, things I’ve moved to Los Canos De Meccas, pipes of paradise.
So, yeah, because, obviously, Mecca in the Islamic tradition is is paradise and Kannos’ pipes, and it all kind of links to the spring waters that goes underneath where I live in the moment.
So, again, that’s been another huge synchronicity that I’ve sort of come to this place called paradise.

It feels like I’m coming to the end of something.
And not only that, there’s a very iconic lighthouse in Las Canasta, mecca, and that’s huge, a very sort of traditional symbolic lighthouse.
And it feels like the pineal gland, you know, there’s light on the top sort of cuts through the dark, and you can walk out to this lighthouse, and it’s because it’s pitch black around there.
There’s no houses or street lighting around there.
It’s just amazing.

You just get a beam of light to circulate around, just illuminated the landscape and the sea around it.
It’s quite spectacular.
It just feels like an allegory for the pineal gland.
So it feels like, again, relating back to me, my own alchemical journey that I’ve sort of when you talk about working up the body, the human body, it feels like because now I’m sort of talking my truth more than ever.
I’m getting better at it.

Obviously, still got a bit more way to go in terms of, like, how I present myself speaking wise.
Feeling when I’m speaking, it’s flowing a lot easier.
So it feels like, you know, gone through the heart, through the voice, and now it’s kinda hopefully maybe going towards that the fine connection of the pineal gland.
So it feels like I’m coming to the towards the completion of something and where I live.
And it’s, again, it’s completely unconscious.

I just moved here because, you know, it was vaguely nice, and the place that was available to rent was nice and was available.
So, yeah, it was just, again, completely unconscious.
But then now looking at all the symbol of it symbolism, it was, no way.
This is all part of a larger plan.
So yeah.

Yeah.
All quite big themes.
What else do I need to talk about just to wrap this up?
Yeah.
I mean, I’ve generally been writing little, social bits and bobs on all of those social media channels and also on my website.

Just released a video recently on kind of some of these reality bending decoding films you get, like The Matrix and The NeverEnding Story has been a huge, inspiration, particularly like Bastion and the idea of, like, manifesting Fantasia.
Just found a lot of wisdom in that film.
When I started reading the book, I’ve been stalled a little bit.
I need to finish it off.
I’m nearly there.

But, yeah, lots of really, really fascinating ideas.
And, again, it’s just like all of this material, like films and, and sort of books, narratives.
I just there’s so much truth in it, and it’s resonating so even though I’m listening to particular songs, I was listening to Champagne Supernova by Oasis the other day.
I was like, no way.
The lyrics in there are just profound.

So it’s everything’s got meaning for me at the moment.
It’s quite it’s quite amazing.
But as I mentioned earlier, you know, previously throughout this podcast and throughout my life, I’ve never, like, had to find truths.
I never I looked to all information, all ideas, and I always thought, yes.
Some might be possible, some might not be possible.

But, yeah, I’ve really started to solidify some of the ideas and started to kind of and they’re quite unique, so I don’t think anyone else has kind of mentioned in these sort of things.
And so that interest in itself that I’m kind of coming up with quite unique ideas that, to me, they’re not borrowed from someone else.
And that’s what a lot of times I was doing that.
You know, I was watching videos of other people’s content or reading books of other people’s content.
I was getting a lot of their my ideas from them and sort of, you know, creating my own flavor to it.

But yeah.
So now I’m just coming up with these sort of quite profound ideas, and they are obviously quite out there.
They’re quite big, understandable.
But, yes, definitely, the truth is kinda coming through.
And, again, it sort of links to the ideas that maybe something’s now happened by Neil Graham, that divine connection.

I’m starting to get that connection in.
My intuition is really starting to shift a little bit.
Anyway, it has been glorious.
I have genuinely really enjoyed talking to you, to someone, the void.
I don’t know who’s out there.

It’s been amazing, and I will hopefully talk to you again soon.
Until then, take care.
Have a good one.
Bye bye.