#19 – UFO Drones, New Year Energy, Spiritual Update, Twin Flames

In todays Reconsider Simon Podcast I look into the sprawling and forever changing UFO drone story which has been witnessed across the globe but mainly in and around New Jersey in the US. I dissect the topic from various angles, and try and figure out the what, why and when.

And a New Year just happened! So I feel into the energy of 2025, how do the various months feel. Plus I get slightly personal, talking about recent challenges, spiritual growth and my experiences with Twin Flame energies.even discuss the idea of a humungous large scale British Zodiac covering the majority of England and Wales.

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Podcast transcript

The following text is a A.I created transcript of the podcast, so it may not be a completely accurate representation of my spoken words.

Hello, hello, hello, welcome to the we consider Simon podcast. It has been a minute now towards the end of January me as I’m recording this. I hope you had an amazing 2024. Uh, good Christmas was new year’s a let down as it always is. Who knows? Um, but it does feel like 2025. This year, something big is coming.

I’m not sure what, probably some kind of like shock element. Um, but yeah, there’s that quite crazy recent planetary alignment. I think over last weekend, we’re around about six planets all in a line. And apparently that’s also going to occur in February and August as well. So it’s a big fixture of this year and could be something to do with why.

2025 is kind of so important. I’m not a big follower of astrology, I’m kind of learning more and more now. Um, but it does feel that that could be a representation of why things feel so heavy and why things are really starting to ramp up. Just off the bat, I’ve been speaking about how increasingly able to feel energy, a little bit woo woo, but yeah, just finding it quite fascinating how I can kind of feel into things and.

I just, you know, what kind of concept can you feed into and just, you know, I’m just really testing the boundaries of this ability and just start to think, you know, can I feel into particular date, you know, an era. And, um, I was just kind of really just feeling into the various months kind of coming up and it all feels very intense.

It feels maybe in May, slight bit more relaxing, but as you kind of go through for May, June, July, just the pressure just feels even more intense. And then quite weird in November, I was like literally feeling into November of this year and I was getting a headache. So I don’t know if something’s going to happen quite significant in November.

And it’s not really until 2026, like next year, things start to loosen off a bit. Um, so yeah, I think it’s going to be a big year for all sorts of reasons. Lots of big changes. Uh, I think some of them are going to be quite painful. Obviously I’ve been dealing with various quite painful changes over the last few years, and it’s, it’s kind of changed me quite significantly, changed my life.

Um, so I think that’s happening on the macro level. And also a lot of other people are feeling it as well, whether they’re with their health or mental health issues or just general kind of life, life’s falling apart as. People are shedding essentially their old lives and shedding their old skins and kind of moving into a new era.

And I think things are going to, you know, look more and more dire in terms of circumstances, already people kind of losing their minds a little bit. Um, I’m increasingly sort of trying to detach myself from. The kind of collective noise of the news, whereas generally always quite engaged with it. It would try and post up on Facebook.

I’m really going to take a step back now, cause I think, you know, I think naturally people are going to wake up if they want to wake up. Um, and I think the more and more you push humanity, the more and more you pressure them into a box, uh, like it’s happening in 2025, I think the net result will be that more people are going to wake up and start to come in alignment.

But yeah, that’s just my personal reading of the situation. I could get certain aspects wrong. Um, but yeah, just overall in this podcast, um, I think the first half I’m going to be delving into the whole drone mystery. Uh, that’s been going on since I think about October, last year, November, October. Very, very strange.

Um, seems to predominantly been occurring in New Jersey. In the United States, but has also had, you know, very early on, uh, there was lots of sightings around the UK, around some of, um, air bases, American air bases, specifically around East Anglia. Renisham forest and various other kinds of UFO sightings, particularly around the 1980 era.

Um, so yeah, there’s just a lot going on in these drones, just huge amount of different narratives flying around about what they are and what’s going on. So I’m going to delve into that. And then the second part of the podcast is going to be senselessly indulgent. I’m going to be doing a, not a lot of, uh, navel gazing, whatever that means.

I’m going to be staring at my belly button and just sort of talking about, I guess, spirituality where I’m at the moment, things that are happening. Um, so yeah, if that doesn’t really interest you, I guess you can just drop off after the drone story, but just before I get into the drone narrative and what’s going on there, um, yeah, I mean, things have been stripped away from me and although it’s been particularly difficult, my perception has increased significantly.

And I think that sort of tends to happen with people go through hard times, you know, you have these spiritual developments, these personal developments through quite horrific experiences. Um, and I’m starting to feel higher levels of energy, higher levels of love. So it’s been quite profound. And I guess from an external societal point of view, I mean, I look like a mess from the, from the outside, everything’s in chaos.

Um, but one thing that has really, really just ramped up and just has developed in quite profound and beautiful ways has been, you know, my inner world has been so ripe and blossoming and. I just really been focusing on me and trying to look into particular traumas, patterns, and it’s been quite useful living with family again, because you can kind of see these generational patterns that kind of form and whether there’s something I can do within myself to kind of heal that.

So it’s all very hippie and DP stuff, but. I think it’s been quite important for me to, to look into. So I’ve been really digging deep into myself, but you know, for me, just everything’s just ramped up, like synchronicities, like the messages have been really, really quite profound and massive. And I’m just sort of connecting more online at the moment with really interesting communities.

I’m just feeling a lot of kind of resonance with some of the people I’m connecting with at the moment. So that’s been a really, really great aspect, but more on those spiritual messages later. Let’s get more into the nuts and bolts of these flying things, these conspiracy theories of these. Drones that have been spotted swarming around predominantly military bases.

You know, again, particularly in the United States and New Jersey. So that’s on the East coast. So I assume that it’s quite a strategic place. Obviously it overlooks the Atlantic. So if you’re going to be flying to places like Europe and. You know, the areas beyond, then I guess those base would be quite important.

Um, and yeah, it’s just been very, very straight. And I think you can look at this subject in a multitude of ways from, you know, the very much the nuts and bolts aspects, but I’m also going to be diving into more of the spiritual messages, some of the spiritual talking heads who. Start to link some of these aspects of these drones to more extraterrestrial or, you know, non human intelligences in some kind of unfolding disclosure message.

So I’m going to look at all aspects and for me personally, I never really try and limit, you know, what I’m looking at. I try to look at all. Angles of things. I mean, just cause a lot of the time I just, I just don’t know. I think it’s important to kind of look at all aspects. It could be all completely manmade and a humongous sign up, or there could be deeper areas to this in terms of, you know, not being linked to human intelligence and could be extraterrestrial or interdimensional in some aspect as well.

So I think it’s important to kind of look at those potentialities also. But the first thing to say about this drone story is it is an ever changing story. And in fact, it just keeps altering all the time. New bits of information pop out. And I’m sure as soon as I release this podcast, that the information will be out of date and there might be something would have come out new in terms of our understanding of what’s going on.

But the whole drone aspect, actually, if you track it back as being around for a number of years. Um, there’s been a lot of strange situations. Some of them going to be talking about slightly later on. Um, but yeah, in terms of this particular, I don’t know, narrative of drone sightings, it seemed to all really kick off the intensity anyway.

Uh, around towards the mid to late November of last year, 2000, uh, and 24. And I think firstly, they were probably spotted again in New Jersey, in the United States. And, but then interestingly, they also report on the 20th of November, apparently around RAF Lakenheath, Maidenhall and Feltwell. And these are all us bases.

So they’re kind of British RAF, but the, uh, United States air force are set and they were. There is F 15E Strike Eagles. They were scrambled at the time to look into it and slightly controversial, I guess, because, you know, obviously this is supposed to be British sovereign land and you have American jets sort of checking out, you know, what’s going on with these, uh, drone sightings.

And going back to, you know, towards the end, I think April, 2024, I visited Reynolds from Forrest and all of these US air bases around the area, when you drive to Suffolk in East Anglia, just become so obvious how much of a military presence there was and still is. I mean, a lot of the airfields are completely disused and not being utilized anymore, but you just drive around the landscape, this kind of military presence.

everywhere. Um, and again, the whole renaissance of a story in particularly 1980s UFO sightings became a big part of this podcast that I’ve been doing. Um, but also some of the videos that I released as well. So it’s been a big part of my work and a lot of these are all quite old stories, but the stories I didn’t really know.

So more kind of. Aged people who have really been in this field for a very long time. These are quite old narratives, but for me, it was quite fresh and new. And I knew certain aspects of the Vernon Shores Forest, the general gist, but I didn’t have any deep dive knowledge. And I feel now I’ve got more of a real understanding about potentially what was going on around the 1980s.

And again, you can kind of see from a strategic point of view, why all these airfields are there in East Anglia, it’s a very strategic place again, like New Jersey, you know, this looks to the east side of the United Kingdom. So it overlooks into the whole of Europe. So if you’re wanting to fly into Europe and, and beyond, obviously it’s a good place to kind of have airstrips around there.

Um, but a really big core aspect to that particular area, uh, is just very energetic. And in fact. You know, the first time I went there and I even just spent a night in a travel lodge in Ipswich town centre and I could feel the energy there and Ipswich, you know, it’s quite a nice place. It’s not overly pretty.

It’s got a nice harbour and things, but. Yeah, it wasn’t in the, the, the most prettiest part of town, you know, this travel lodge, it was quite cheap. Um, but I was just so overwhelmed about how energetic that place is. And I think that really ties into this military presence as well. Apart from the strategic element to it, there’s just an energy about that area as well, which is potentially why these places being built there.

Cause they’re harnessing the energy in some way. Certain aspects to these drones that look very conventional, but there are other aspects that are very totally unconventional. But what I’m trying to say is that they don’t look like sophisticated alien craft. Either they move quite conventionally, but there are a lot of unconventional aspects to this, which I’m going to get into as well.

Throughout this podcast, I’m going to be playing at various news reporting clips to do these drones and what’s been quite Fascinating is an organization called News Nation in the United States, which I don’t know if it’s available on usual television or is it mainly an internet thing. Um, but they’re definitely relatively new in terms of being a new news platform.

Um, and it’s just quite interesting how much, uh, the drone stories really being pushed by these guys. So if you. Do a search in YouTube, predominantly a lot of the news clips that kind of come up from them. So yeah, it’s just one thing I wanted to point out, but I’m going to play this first video and it’s more centric around the UK sightings of these drones back in November.

And there are more questions than answers into mysterious drones spotted over U. S. Military bases in England over the past several days. The U. Air Force says the drones have not impacted the bases or their residents, but it hasn’t ruled out if they were sent by agitators. Let’s get right to our News Nation special correspondent Roscoe’s are Ross.

Anytime we hear about something Flying in a restricted space. It causes concern. Several drones spotted over three different military bases over several days. You posted on social media about those sightings. What can you tell us about what you’ve learned? Well, Nick, the interesting thing about this whole saga is how little the Air Force has been able to tell us about what they’re seeing because there have been at least five nights, possibly six nights of unexplained incursions by what the Air Force describes as drones over three of the most sensitive U.

S. bases or British bases where the U. S. Air Force is based in the United Kingdom. That’s Mildenhall. Um, Lake and Heath and Feltwell and what distinguishes all of those bases is that it’s very likely all of them have nuclear weapons. So this is a very grave situation. Unexplained incursions by unexplained drones, multiple drones, dozens in some cases, and there has not been.

Any attempt, as far as I can see, to successfully bring down one of these objects so that we can be told what they are and where they come from. And, and when the Pentagon was asked about this, um, Major General Pat Ryder, the Pentagon’s press, press spokesman, he, he basically, uh, said that all he could tell us is that they are being actively monitored.

He couldn’t answer a question as to whether they were from a foreign adversary, and he couldn’t answer the question as to whether or not they were of hostile intent. Ross, now the US Air Force did confirm that the sightings were unmanned aerial systems or drones. Do you believe that they are drones?

We’ve got to be sceptical about this because we’ve seen no evidence of this to date, Nick. And as you would know, uh, on our show Reality Check, for some time we’ve been reporting on similar sightings of so called drones over places like Langley Air Force Base in Virginia, the Plant 42. Palmdale in California, and also the Picatinny Arsenal in New Jersey.

That happened in, I think, 18th of November, just before these latest incidents. Now we’ve got these incidents over the three Air Force bases in the United Kingdom, and in none of these cases have any of these devices, these alleged drones, been recovered. So I think we’re entitled to be skeptical, and the public’s allowed to ask questions.

Why can’t the Pentagon answer a very basic question? Why do they say these are drones and where are they coming from? And can we be assured that they are not a threat? And speaking on the NATO threat, so far, Ross, help me here, none of them have appeared to be hostile, but that still doesn’t necessarily give everyone great comfort.

Well, we deployed, if you remember, Nick, in February last year, we deployed, uh, F 22 fighters to shoot down what we were told were balloons flying over the continental USA. Um, it’s a very interesting situation that we know that fighter jets have been scrambled from some of these bases in the United Kingdom.

Kingdom. They’ve been flying without transponders, so we haven’t been able to track them to see where they’re going and where they’re maneuvering. But there has been an air tanker refueling them and they’ve been operating on afterburners. So it’s quite clear that the military is taking this extremely seriously.

And the British government has also brought in military assistance of its own to help the US Air Force deal with finding out. any more that we can about these objects. At the moment, I think all we can legitimately say is they’re objects and they’re unexplained. And they’re unexplained. And Ross, this isn’t the first time, cause I do want to touch on this before I let you go.

We had drones flying over Langley back in 2000, uh, uh, 23. Um, and we never determined exactly what was happening. Do you believe that these drones could be from foreign adversaries? They could potentially be from foreign adversaries. But, uh, as you would know, we were the first to report on News Nation, those Langley, uh, drones, so called.

And we have queried and questioned the reasons why they use drone terminology. I think, at best, what they are. Uh, unexplained aerial vehicles of some kind, that’s the best we can put it. And I think the public are entitled to expect an explanation. And I know that Ross, you’ll keep pushing for an explanation as well.

Ross Coulthard. Thank you so much, sir. So there you go. Yeah, slight correction. It does seem that News Nation is available on various, you know, normal television networks over there and it’s just yeah, this Ross Coulthard individual, I think it’s special correspondent I just seem to cover a lot to do with UFOs, particularly some of the Congress hearings that have had to do with UFO sightings in the military.

He’s very much involved in that. Um, very clear spoken individual. Um, but yeah, it’s just fascinating how this is, I guess, like News Nation is kind of a mainstream light, you know, sort of does cover more controversial topics, uh, but does really, really stick to, to the establishment line in many ways. So that’s what was going on in the United Kingdom.

And as I said earlier, I think some of the first sightings were really New Jersey. So that’s the East coast of the United States, like slightly far out from New York, never really been to New Jersey, been to New York before. Um, but yeah, it wasn’t just that it seems to have. Other drone sightings in other sensitive sites across America, you know, particularly New York, Ohio, Pennsylvania, Massachusetts, uh, Florida, and even Canada as well.

Um, but this is really a global story as well. There’s been other sightings again, specifically around us air bases. And, uh, one particular one in Germany, I think it’s called Ramstein. Uh, but there are other countries that I’ve found doing a bit of research has been drone sightings in Greece, in Romania.

Iran, Lebanon, Myanmar, Thailand, Vietnam, Japan, Italy, Mexico, and even Georgia. Um, I think, yeah, quite a few of those aren’t going to be US based spaces. So maybe it’s just going to be other sites that aren’t US centric. So it’s quite odd how this has been quite such a large global phenomenon, um, but it’s very much particularly centered around New Jersey.

And again, these are definitely not. Commercially available drones or consumer drones. You know, I have a drone myself, and if you buy them, if you never had one before it downloads, uh, basically maps where you’re not allowed to go, there’ll be restricted areas. So if you’re trying to fly a drone next to an airport or again, also military base, it will prevent that drone from entering that it’d be a restricted area.

And these kind of restrictive maps, you know, you’re constantly having to download it as they kind of change and alter these restrictions. Another huge aspect of the story, I mean, particularly the United States, it’s supposed to be one of the largest, I guess, maybe sophisticated, you know, mainstream military forces in the world, maybe, maybe China’s up there as well.

I don’t know. Um, but yeah, a lot of their counter drone, uh, security measures aren’t working and they have electromagnetic pulse devices, which I assume are shooting high voltage at these devices and able to disable them and lower them to the ground. Um, they’re just not working. So a lot of the conventional security measures for drones and stopping drones from going in certain areas just aren’t operating correctly.

And the physicality of some of these drones has been pointed out as being quite strange, like they’re the size of small cars and they can even fly in very, very strong winds. Um, so yeah, a lot of drones really, really struggle with that even kind of commercially available drones, you know, certain restrictions into certain, uh, wind strengths, but for some reason, these drones don’t seem to be affected another aspect to the stories that they seem to have unlimited battery life or whatever propulsion.

They use, they can just be up there for hours and hours and hours and hours and not seem to have any heat signatures. It’s another aspect of the story. It’s very, very strange. So I guess they’re using kind of heat seeking cameras and they’re just seeing no heat signatures coming out from these devices in the air.

So there’s just, um, point towards a potential, you know, propulsion, exact exotic technology that’s either covert or otherworldly that is not again, commercially available. One huge aspect to this. And again, there’s a varying degrees of like out there stories to do with this, but they seem to react to people.

So there’s an element to this to do with consciousness and then wanting to be seen and wanting to be noticed. And you know, they’re not flying covertly. I mean, they have flashing lights all around, like green and red flashing lights, predominantly, um, not particularly like the FAA. I think it is called airline flight.

It’s slightly different, but they definitely want to be seen. I think sometimes actually when. Some of the more official, uh, military aircraft comes close to them, like helicopters or, or, um, some of the jets, they do seem to have evasive measures where they just seem to disappear and the lights go off and they’re able to evade detection in some sort of way.

But in terms of like normal people, for some reason, uh, they want to be seen by general people. And if you do a lot, I use Twitter quite a lot. I mean, some people might use things like Reddit or other kind of social media platforms, but I tend to use Twitter quite a lot, which is general internet searches, particularly using Yandex, which is the Russian search engine, which doesn’t have so many restrictions and censorship like Google.

Google is now pretty rubbish. for searching for stuff like this. Um, but we are now in the advent of AI in terms of, you know, what can we really believe in some of these videos. Um, so that makes it quite difficult trying to find sometimes genuine footage. And particularly now everyone’s engagements are the most sensationalist the story is, you know, people want clicks particularly with Twitter, because the more views and more clicks, more likes, if you’re monetized on there, you’re going to get money.

So that’s another incentive sometimes to have particular video clips in them. pretend to say there’s something they are when they’re not. Um, so that’s another aspect you have to kind of really dig quite deep to try and find some genuine footage. Another aspect of them is just a huge psychological operation.

I mean, that’s obvious. So there’s going to be loads of disinformation out there as well. And they just seem to flood. the airways with some correct information, some wrong information. So it’s all there really to muddy the waters. And they’ve done a fantastic job as they usually do, because it is very confusing trying to find the wheat from the chaff, but some of the more like wild out there videos and things that people disclosing about these drones where drones have been.

Interfering in tuning into people’s radios, car radios, that’s been some stuff that I’ve seen. I’ve also seen a military conventional aircraft look like they’re shooting at these UFO or drone type devices from a distance with a little or no effect. And again, I just don’t know if some of these are genuine.

Um, but there has also been stories of drones being slightly telepathic. So these again, more wilder stories and, and people, you know, truly believe in that they, they noticed the drones and the drones are kind of reacting to their thoughts, their consciousness. So there’s another really strange aspect to these drones.

But again, can we believe it? I don’t know. Another aspect to this whole story is the terminology, the language, you know, everyone’s calling them drones because it’s automatically denotes it’s being human derived. It sort of downgrades the intrigue a bit because it feels more conventional. They’re not using things like UFOs or UAPs.

That’s not part of the terminology. And Sean, if you do look some of the videos, they do look quite standard. So they don’t. Again, look too otherworldly. Um, but there’s a lot of stories in terms of potentially, you know, what is a drone? It’s an unmanned craft. So it’s, you know, it’s not be by being driven by being or a human actually inside the craft itself.

It’s being remotely operated in some way. And there’s been some suggestion, particularly there’s been sightings of, you know, swarms of these drones and how maybe it’s AI operated in some way. So that’s another aspect of the story. Then looking at the overall coverage of this thing, there was a slight flurry of coverage of the drones, mainly by tabloids, I think, in the United Kingdom, when they were first seen in November, but then they kind of died away.

Um, but the drone stories really taken a lot bigger hold in the United States, so I guess I see. the majority of the sightings. And at the time, you know, Biden was still in office, the White House there was largely playing down the drones completely and even the Pentagon. To the point of view, it just looked like an obvious lie.

Um, a lot of officials were caught on camera saying, Oh, this is Russia, China, Iran. One, I think it was a, Uh, Republican Senator was saying this is actually an Iranian mothership off the East coast of the USA. And it was really just playing to that whole war narrative, uh, particularly around because we had that recent invasion of Syria.

The middle Middle East is always a tinderbox of military activity. There’s just a lot going on there and you know, you can kind of, there’s a lot of research out there and evidence to see that. A lot of these countries in terms of Iraq and Iran and Syria, it’s been on the cards of regime change and to be invaded, you know, decades ago.

So it’s just really just playing more into that whole playbook of invading these countries and taking them over, taking their resources. And again, there could be deeper, reasonable, esoteric reasons why. These countries have been taken over, but it just seems to be a big wet dream of a lot of kind of mainstream politicians, particularly in America, you know, the whole sort of neocon thing of wanting to have regime change and taking over Iran.

So again, some of these stories play into that warring narrative and then particular Israel as well, but there’s been a lot of military activity, particularly within Palestine. I think, you know, some of this is being pushed by Israel, definitely. I don’t want to go too off topic, but there’s that whole idea of, you know, Western forces using proxy terrorist armies to basically do their bidding and sort of take over countries and officially be like, Oh, they’re nothing to do with us.

You know, these are freedom fighters. Whereas, you know, a lot of these terrorist groups are kind of made up of Al Qaeda people and an ISIS and, and all sorts. And a lot of them have been trained by the U S military or CIA. And, you know, it’s all very, very. Um, but yeah, there’s a whole narrative to, you know, this drone aspect is very much trying to foment war as well.

Trying to make these look like foreign adversaries, particularly Iran. I just want to read an extract from an article from the Daily Mail. And again, it’s predominantly a lot of the tabloids that really sort of pick, I guess the Daily Mail is not a tabloid. It’s sort of in between. Sort of standard broadsheet in the UK, what we call broadsheet newspaper and tabloid.

Um, but yeah, this story was released on the 23rd of December. So it’s a good month after the first sightings of last year, 2024. And the title of this article is The Drone Map of Great Britain. Our interactive guide shows how sightings are pouring in as US bases are buzzed in the UK and New Jersey is hit by UFO panic.

U. S. intelligence agencies have sought to reassure Americans amid the widespread panic over these UFOs, saying there is nothing nefarious about these drones. The CIA, FBI, Department of Homeland Security, and Department of Defense met with members of the House Intelligence Committee about the unidentified aircraft that have been spotted in multiple states.

It was argued the craft are not part of a classified government operation and said there seems to be no one reason behind the phenomenon. White House national security spokesman John Kirby said the majority of the sightings in the U. S. are from drone hobbyists. ESET reassessed that the sightings to date include a combination of lawful commercial drones, hobbyist drones, and law enforcement drones, as well as of manned fixed wing aircraft, helicopters, and even stars that were mistakenly reported as drones.

So there you go. That’s the Daily Mail article. And again, at that time, like Biden White House was really playing down this whole story, um, but it was really out of sync with what other information was going on. There was mayors, there was police officers, there was other news reporters. There were just people, normal people who were seeing these roads in the sky.

And if you were there, they were like, no, there’s something very strange going on. And particularly the aspects of the story where they seem to be evading security measures. You know, hobbyist drones and commercial drones, if they, you know, they would be affected by the security, by the electromagnetic weapons or other aspects of the drone security measures, they would be affected, but for some reason they’re not.

So again, there’s points towards this story has been very, very strange. I’m going to play another clip from NewsNation and I guess UK equivalent. It might be quite similar to GB News or TalkTalk, maybe these are quite news, new news platforms that have come up to the surface in the United Kingdom. Um, and I think.

And a lot of people have said this, and I tend to agree, but I think the establishment realise that have really burned some of their larger brands of information like BBC or CNN or The Guardian, people very, very suspicious now, I think sometimes of the mainstream news. in certain sections of society. So I think there’s been a push to kind of create news, new news platforms that maybe report a little bit of truth, but kind of hold back.

They’re still sort of establishment to a degree, um, and still propaganda to a degree, but it’s more of, I guess, like a pressure relief valve. So people feel like the truth is getting out there. Anyway, here’s the next clip. Former Governor Larry Hogan shot this video last night. These lights over his hometown in Davidsonville, just 25 miles from the nation’s capital, as he pointed out.

And then there’s this. I’ve never seen them. Wow, they just passed each other. Yeah, I’ve never seen them before. New Jersey Senator Andy Kim shared this video of drones he shot yesterday. Federal authorities insist most of these sightings are actually legally manned aircraft. But Senator Kim says he checked a flight tracker app while capturing this video and that the devices he was capturing were not on it.

The sightings are happening near LaGuardia Airport, too. Officials say they received unconfirmed reports of drone activity over that busy airport. As for numbers, the FBI says it’s received more than 3, 000 tips from the public about drone sightings going back to November 18th, all over New Jersey. Since then, there’s been an average of 92 sightings per night, and expanding across half a dozen states.

In a joint statement, the FBI and Department of Homeland Security said, quote, We have no evidence at this time that the reported drone sightings pose a national security or public safety threat. Or that they have a foreign nexus. Lawmakers, however, aren’t buying it and are pushing for answers and action.

Senate Majority Leader Chuck Schumer and two other senators wrote a letter calling for a briefing with the FBI and Homeland Security. Well, in Connecticut, Senator Richard Blumenthal says the devices should be shot down if they can’t be identified. And we’ve learned that House Speaker Mike Johnson did get a federal briefing on the sightings.

As have Senate staffers in a few select offices. But other than that, there’s been very little transparency. So what’s going on? Is this some contagious mass hysteria? Or are people really seeing something that our government cannot identify? Our own Rich McHugh went out drone hunting in New Jersey. He did not come back empty handed.

Uh, Rich, tell us what you saw. Hi, Elizabeth. Well, I gotta be honest here, you know, when this story first came out a few weeks ago, as a resident of New Jersey, as a journalist, I didn’t pay it much credence, I thought it would turn out to be a bunch of pranksters, and this would all be over by now. Uh, the experience I had last night, however, changed the way I feel about this story completely.

Uh, what I saw was more sophisticated than I ever imagined. Take a look.

12345 at least five lights. Six lights. I didn’t believe what I was seeing. But what was I seeing? We’re here in central Jersey. We’ve been looking for the past hour. I think we’ve seen about 40 or 50 of these drones. In fact, there’s one over my shoulder right there. One after another. After another, these drones appeared in the night sky.

If you look real close, they look like fixed wing aircraft, about 8 wide, colorful. white blinking lights. It’s not a plane, definitely not an airplane. But what was it? Hours earlier, I was invited to join the Ocean County Sheriff’s Department. They launched their own drones to see if they could intercept the mysterious aircraft.

New Jersey residents have been reporting in recent weeks. The department says these mystery drones evade detection because they don’t give off heat like regular drones. Why do you think that is? We don’t know. It’s just something that we haven’t, you know, it’s not something that we’ve had our hands on.

It’s not something that we’ve experienced something they hadn’t experienced until now. One of their officers called 911 after seeing 50 of them come off the ocean, advised after we made contact with that officer that there were 50 that came off the ocean. 50 50. That was my reaction. Also, there were 50 that were coming off the ocean.

And this is a sworn officer sworn officer. Yes, we contacted state police. We contacted the FBI. We contacted the Coast Guard, at which point the Coast Guard went out with their boat and they reported seeing 13 boat. And then the Coast Guard also advised that they went over him about 300 ft and had a wingspan of about eight ft.

I see one right here. Did I see the same thing that officer saw? I’m still not sure what I can show you is this video. What I can tell you is I’ve never seen anything like it before. And more than a month since these reports started, the federal government doesn’t know what they are either. What’s your message to the White House?

I messaged come to the Jersey Shore. I know it’s wintertime, but Come see what we see and then maybe have a better appreciation for why our residents are concerned.

You know, the Ocean County Sheriff, that drone unit, they have an industrial grade drone. They put it up, they were tracking one of these drones, Elizabeth, and they said this thing easily evaded them, uh, disappeared out of thin air. So, you know, to me it’s, if this is not our military, then it’s, then it’s even more scary and we need We need the answers, frankly, I think is a good aspect to that news clip.

You know, when people are on the ground, you see something out of the ordinary, you know, it, um, there’s a real problem sometimes when you try and catch it on your phone, it never really does it justice. And then these, uh, clips, you know, videos that they’ve got, I mean, does really look very, very conventional.

So if you’re kind of watching this. You didn’t have an open mind. It’d be very, very easy to discount it. But I know myself, I’ve seen some quite extraordinary things in the sky and you try and take a video of it and it just looks like a star and it could look a plane. It’s just very hard. I know it’s a big criticism of people because people’s like, Oh, everyone’s got HD cameras on the phone should be, you know, if there is a UFO, be easy to take it.

It’s not that easy. Um, cause you’ve got to keep it really, really still. Cause these objects can be quite high in the sky. A lot of time, a lot of the time it’s nighttime as well. And you know, camera phones are really good when you’re taking pictures of people, so they’re close to you, but objects are quite far away.

They’re not that great. The lens isn’t that great. Um, so yeah, there’s a real disconnect sometimes in convincing people because of some of this footage and you really need to be there. And what’s fascinating, you have that news reporter or particular mayors or police officer of being skeptical, but actually when they experience it, they’re like, no, something very strange is going on.

So I’m going to play you another clip now. This is basically roughly a month ago. This is while Trump was still waiting to see if he was going to be the new president. Um, the Biden White House at the time, which is completely just a rubbish in the whole story. Like saying, it’s a nothing ball. There’s nothing there.

It’s just hobbyists. It’s just commercial drones, blah, blah, blah. And this was Trump’s response at the time. Can you comment on the drones that are flying around New Jersey ports? It seems like the American people have a big disc. The government knows what is happening. Um, look, our military knows where they took off from.

If it’s a garage, they can go right into that garage. They know where it came from and where it went. And for some reason they don’t want to comment. And I think they’d be better off saying what it is our military knows and our president knows. And for some reason they want to keep people in suspense. I can’t imagine it’s the enemy because it was the enemy that blasted.

Some strange is going on for some reason they don’t want to tell the people and they should, because the people are really, I mean they happen to be over Bedminster. Well, we should know. We should know. They’re very close to Bedminster, I think maybe I won’t spend the weekend in Bedminster. I’ve decided to cancel my trip.

Have you received an intelligence briefing on the drones? I don’t want to comment on that. Have you been to any regular intelligence briefing? Trump’s analysis at the time, I tended to agree with, and, you know, they would without a doubt know where this technology is coming from. They would know what it is.

They would know all of that. It wouldn’t be any kind of big mystery. I mean, there’s evidence that they can literally hear people speak in the middle of nowhere in a street. you know, without any phones around them or anything, other listening devices, you know, potentially. Satellite technology is that sophisticated these days that they can listen into anywhere.

So the idea that they were like, Oh, sorry, we don’t know what they are. It’s just complete bullshit, really. And again, I’m recording this the end of January, it appears that Trump’s approach to this whole subject has completely changed. And there was, I don’t know if it was this clip or another one. Um, I think it was a, maybe it was a slightly longer one of this particular interview, but he did claim at the time that when he’s in office, You know, literally the next day, he’s going to tell the American people what this is.

Um, and it seems like his tune slightly changed on there. He has divulged what they are going to get into that later, but it’s very much just towing the same line at the Biden White House we’re telling as well. So there’s been no real change in the narrative. Around that time as these drone stories are really popping off, particularly on Twitter, there was a lot of stories that just took over the Twitterverse talking about how some of these drones were actually sniffing for dirty nuclear bombs that were missing, um, that were stolen.

I think maybe it was from Ukraine or something. And so it just really ties into that again, that whole war narrative. But amongst the whole traditional drones, like I was perceiving this has been potentially like a classified drone program that’s been. You know, shown to the American people shown to the world for some particular reason, but is there something else going on?

And it just feels like genuine UFO activity is really, really ramped up and people are starting to see more things. And I think there’s been a real rollout again, of more new stories. It’s just a bigger, um, movement of people that are interested in UFOs. And even, you know, you’ve got people, a lot of the podcasts are sort of talking about this whole subject and some kind of mainstream comedians.

I know in America, I think it’s like David Spade and you’re the guy who’s been Wayne’s world, Dana Carvey. They have a podcast and they’ve sort of been interviewing Dr. Steven Greer quite a lot. So this has been really pushed from the shadows into the mainstream. And as a result of that, people are starting to look up and most people just are just like, you know, unconscious robots.

So just go from one. thing to another, not really consciously thinking and they never look up. You know, I’m always looking up and I’m always seeing quite amazing things. And I think that’s also a reason why potentially UFO activity is going up. Cause it’s always been there. It’s just people maybe are noticing it more and there’s more stories about these sorts of things.

And this brings me to the whole psychological element to this. And it feels that really launching a test to sort of gauge public responses, you know, react to this, you know, what happens, how do they react, what new stories come out, what do people say? Um, and again, going back to kind of the whole COVID situation you have.

You know, different countries having different kind of COVID responses. And again, I think it was very much, they were just, it was a simulation for them. They were just seeing, okay, this country did this way. People reacted this way. It’s just all data. It’s all about collecting data. So without a doubt, drone story, there will be.

You know, just seeing what happens, how do the newspapers react, how do politicians react, how do normal people react, what happens with kind of the alternative media, what happens with them. And, but I think there’s a whole aspect to this in terms of just muddying the waters, just kind of filling the airways again with truth and lies.

And, but amongst all of this is a whole, you know, thread about suppressed technology. You know, what are these? Cause from my point of view, maybe. My first instance of the, you know, they’re definitely, I thought at the time they weren’t non human origins, but they were definitely used, definitely using a suppressed technology.

And this all ties in the whole idea of like, you know, free energy and exotic propulsion, which really we should all have access to now. My main theory is something is unfolding. I mean, it’s been a whole aspect of the whole disclosure movement where they. You know, they set up all these groups and these various kind of whistleblowers and they’re having uh, Congress hearings in America and certain, you know, big broadsheet newspapers in America are taking it quite seriously, like the New York times.

So maybe this sort of plays into that whole unfolding of a controlled disclosure. I mean, I could be wrong, but there’s a lot of muddying the waters out there. I think maybe something’s happening where they are trying to hide genuine UFO activity. uh, you know, non human drive craft. I think, I think there is an aspect to this story that maybe points towards that in some way.

Um, and I think, you know, when you’re looking to the more, the spiritual intuitive members of like the UFO community, you know, people who might identify as being starseeds or having connections with particular races. And again, it’s always really hard to confirm because as humans, we’ve all been brought up to sort of like, We want documents, we want hard evidence, we want videos, we want, you know, we want all of this stuff.

And I think we’re moving into a new phase of society where we’re becoming more intuitive. So I think we have to take on board some of these messages, some of these ideas, because this is the way humanity is going. It’s not hardcore, you know, logic. There’s something more that’s happening now with humanity.

It’s unfolding. We’re moving into a new era, but personally for me, that whole new disclosure movement that seems to be growing in numbers and just momentum. I think it stretches back quite a number of years now, you know, many years ago, I started reconsidering use. Kind of moved away from that because I wanted to do sort of more positive, like earth based information.

It was just quite relentless, sort of dealing with constant conspiracies all the time, which is kind of why I moved away from that. Um, but on that particular channel, I did a video to do with next Netflix disclosure. And I argued actually the streaming service of Netflix. And obviously it’s quite a unique platform.

It’s one of the first like globally worldwide, really successful. Video streaming services. It was just all over the place. And it’s very, very valuable in educating the public, but also propagandizing the public in some way. And it felt there was a real palpable shift on that streaming platform. And they just started creating a lot of sci fi content.

Um, and I remember at the time when I made this video, I was listening to an interview. By an individual called Grant Cameron. And he’s a veteran, old time Canadian UFO author and researcher. And he’s been around since the mid 1970s. And he said actually about six or seven years ago, something shifted, shifted in the military and the intelligence community.

And if he said it felt like they were rushing to get ahead of something. What that something was, I don’t know, but it felt like there was some sort of deadline, like something was going to unfold, you know, particularly to, you know, disclosure and the idea that we’re not alone in the universe where there’s other dimensions and things.

And it felt like to him, something happened. And so that’s when you get. A lot of sci fi content. This is my own personal reading of the situation on Netflix. And also you have Tom DeLonge. He used to be, uh, we still is, I think, guitar member and lead singer of Blink 182. And he teamed up with, it’s a strange situation, really.

You think about it, but former CIA and scientists. And they created this thing to, to the stars Academy. And that was all about discussing some of these ideas. And at the time you were talking about creating their own exotic propulsion craft, but it was very much a control disclosure sort of, you know, former CIA, former CIA scientists.

And in the end, the whole thing, I think fell apart. There was a lot of debts on their sides, but you get individuals like Louie Alexander. And I think he’s an offshoot of the whole a tip program. And to be honest, I zoned out of all of that because, you know, when I sort of came up with my awakening probably about 2016, I was sort of learning about all of these whistleblowers and talking heads and authors and researchers that go back, you know, as far as like the sixties and fifties, and just feels like this whole new breed of disclosure, they just completely discounted all the old experiences, all the old research, you know, it doesn’t exist.

It’s always just like, this is year zero in terms of disclosure. And so it’s all new people. Um, so I was very, very suspicious. So it was a part of me that kind of paid slight attention to it. Um, but I wasn’t really deep diving into it because from my point of view, I thought, well, this is a bit of a control, a controlled narrative in a way.

So it feels to me like maybe this drone aspect really kind of ties in to this, I think. Um, and again, last year you had a lot of congressional hearings, I mentioned in the U S with various intelligence operatives and pilots. He was sort of talking about. You know, some of the sightings they had, some of the whistleblowers that they’d spoken to, um, but they were really reframing the UFOs as being this military threat.

So again, it’s this big warring narrative. And again, it’s just very disingenuous thing of saying, Oh, we, you know, we haven’t reverse engineered anything. We don’t know what they are. And it’s just like, again, bullshit. Sorry for swearing, but you’ve got so much evidence, probably stretching back a hundred years, a hundred years of what’s been going on.

They know full well, what’s going on. Yeah. Maybe not the people talking at these congressional hearings, um, but they probably have a huge, you know, interacting with various beings, reverse engineer crafts been going on for decades and to sort of sit there and for these establishment figures to say, Oh, we don’t know what it is.

I just don’t believe that. And this is another reason why I really sort of zoned out of this whole like new disclosure movement. I know at the time before Twitter turned to ex UFO, Twitter hashtag was quite a popular hashtag. And there was lots of people that got quite prominent in their accounts. Had lots of excitement to do these congressional hearings and it was just, for me, it was just a big nothing burger again.

I guess there’s a little bit of truth kind of came out. It was kind of pushing a little bit into the light. Um, and I guess that’s always to be applauded, but it’s not enough for me. It’s a more of a personal perspective, really. Yeah. And I think that’s important for me to point out. I mean, again, I could be completely wrong in decoding this, but yeah, that was some of my frustrations with some of the disclosure hearings and that whole movement, really.

It’s just a real much a limited hangout and the drones is just another offshoot of that, but this whole strange drone activity, I think stretches way back. And I was watching, um, a video by Richard Dolan and he was going through. You know, some drone stories of various military bases and also commercial airports around the world.

So it’s not a new thing. Um, and there’s one, like, I think I was actually living in Brighton at the time. There’s one story that really sticks in my mind and it was, uh, 2018. And I think it’s around about the 18th of December, the 21st, December around Christmas time and Gatwick airport’s obviously a really, really busy time slightly before Christmas and hundreds.

Uh, flights were canceled over those, those few days because there was a, you know, drone or a couple of drones, you know, they were, the authority said there were drones interfering. They were in the way. So it grounded all aeroplanes, um, and you know, nothing ever really happened. It was a big new story at the time.

And they were like searching for people that had a few. Leeds and they arrested people and they were released because they turned out to be completely innocent. And there’s never really been any convincing video or photography of any of these drones taken. Um, and yeah, it was just very strange story at the time, how it just completely halted a huge international airport at the time and they’re all calling it drones.

And it just made me think there was something else going on there. You know, whether it was non human in origin or again, covert craft, and they were doing some sort of testing to sort of see from a psychological point of view, how the authorities react, how the public reacts. So again, maybe. This ties into the existing drone story.

I don’t know, but it’s just a data point that I wanted to, uh, point out, but there were some very strange videos and also strange testimonies from people where people are saying that these craft kind of looks like a plane and then it merges into other shapes. So in some ways they, they look conventional and then they sort of completely change into something else.

And around about the time of the first drone stories, particularly in the UK, we’re kind of coming out. There was these. Image floating around Twitter, this bluish ball is orb and it was photographed supposedly in Gatwick airport, like literally on the runway by one of the pilots. And it was this very strange blue ball, uh, there, and again, I don’t know whether it was true or not.

It’s hard to tell kind of fizzled out. There was a lot of people trying to sort of see if the image was genuine or not. They were kind of modeling in 3D to sort of get the 3D shape of it. So again, that could have been genuine or it could have been a hoax, you know, just muddy in the waters. Um, but there is an aspect to the story that, you know, that idea that they look conventional, but actually they’re not because they’re sort of merging into other shapes.

And so you could start to look at it that maybe it is, you know, non human craft and they’re. Taking familiar forms so not to scare people and then merging into other shapes to sort of like jolt people’s consciousness to go, Oh, what’s going on here? Um, so that’s another way to view this whole thing. I mean, again, might not be true, but I think it’s definitely, um, quite valid to kind of think about these things.

And so, you know, I have thought maybe the sophistication of these drone sightings, maybe they’ll start to ramp up in some way in sophistication as people get more and more acclimatized to it. So that’s something I’ve been thinking about, of course, is a lot of people saying this is the start of Project Bluebeam, which is the idea of like fake alien invasion being the sort of last card of the, you know, the global controllers as they lose control of the earth.

That’s their last card, you know, you know, war doesn’t work, scaring people with pandemics doesn’t work. So, you know, alien invasion is like literally the last one on the card. So yeah, again, that could be potentiality. I don’t know. Um, so they could be maybe, I don’t know, projecting craft in the air, so they look real, but actually they’re not, they’re just a projection from particular satellites.

I don’t know. Or again, it could be, you know, using reverse engineer craft. So a lot of the captured UFOs or technology that has been taken over the decades. They have a huge raft near warehouses on the ground, just full of like interesting toys, which they can kind of release at any time. On this whole, you know, drone stories.

I was actually looking at various, uh, clips on YouTube. Um, and so then news reporting at the time saying, Oh, I know a lot of the drone activities sort of died down. And what was quite interesting was actually then going into the comments and a lot of people saying, I live in this area. It has definitely not died down.

In fact, it’s ramped up. So maybe there’s a disconnect between what’s actually been reported and actually what’s happening on the ground because people had a completely different story. A lot of the clips have been from this news nation, more of a mainstream news source. Uh, but I’ve now started to veer into more fantastical woo woo areas.

I think it’s important to kind of think about that. Um, so I’m going to bring in sort of quite sort of out there information. I’ve referenced him a few times before, never quite sure to make it as an individual, this guy on Twitter called Cab. Um, he claims that his mom has a telepathic communication with Palladians.

And so he releases, discloses a lot of information. Actually, I do get quite sucked into some of the information. It’s quite fascinating and some of the stuff does resonate sometimes, but obviously I have no idea if this is true. It’s just like a faceless Twitter account. Also, there’s a whole. It’s thing about channeling, you know, really, what are you channeling?

So can it be believed? Um, so there’s that whole kind of conversation as well. And, but I still, again, I think it’s quite prudent to maybe just consider these things and he just proposes basically that all of these Joe sightings is a disclosure. That’s been initiated by the Galactic Federation. So this is idea that you have a collection of beings that have this huge federation, and they all have humanity’s interest at heart.

And so this is the process of just hoping for humanity to wake up. So there’s just one step in that process. Another individual I’ve been quite interested in recently called George Kovacelis, uh, Michael Sala, his ExoPolitics channel has been interviewing him numerous times, and I found some of the information quite fascinating.

Again, no idea if it’s, and if it’s true, but it’s sort of some of the spiritual messages really kind of resonated with me. Um, but he gets a lot of information from very intuitive spiritual perspective. Um, he does claim to have a lot of access to, you know, non human beings and just, you know, Memories from past lives and other star systems and claims also to be working with like white hat type military people.

Again, no idea if any of this is true. Um, but from his point of view, he was saying that the drones were a mishmash of different groups. You have like deep state people, non human people. Um, or being such as I should say, or different galactic federations. Um, so it’s just all these groups basically showing all their technology.

Um, so I guess maybe the deep state of trying to muddy the waters by showing there’s this sort of show that maybe it’s conventional, but there’s a deeper layer to this where there’s more sophisticated technology that’s being shown. Um, so yeah, again, I think it’s good idea to sort of look at these ideas.

Highlighting other sources of intuitive information. There’s a remote viewing group, Farsight, which I’m a subscriber on. They have a YouTube channel, but they also have their own kind of video streaming service. You can kind of, um, Join is, I think it’s about 10 a month, roughly. Um, but they always have quite interesting con uh, content on there where they do quite extended remote viewings and quite esoteric subjects.

Um, but anyway, that, that the, the individual who heads up this group claims to have telepathic communication with what they call good ETs. I was forgetting the head of the organization, Courtney Brown. He’s the one who started it, um, still works, uh, as an academic to this day in a university, I think is a statistician.

I think, um, but his son’s quite heavily involved and sort of heads it up with him called Aziz and they have a whole team of mostly girl remote viewers and they do some excellent work. Anyway, they are claiming from these good ETs that this is the start of more mass sightings and it’s generally to help, you know, humanity become educated about what’s going on in their reality.

So this is what they’re disclosing. So yeah, it’s definitely from their point of view, completely ET. Pushed like disclosure. So this is a more of intuitive decoding of what’s going on. And there’ll be some out there that will rubbish it because they want, you know, hard evidence, you know, documents, et cetera.

And, but I think it’s important to look at all avenues and definitely, I think. This is a new way that humanity’s going. So I think we need to take it more and more seriously these days. Um, but yeah, going back to sort of more conventional stories, as the whole thing developed, a complete curve ball occurred and the whole drone thing, you know, initially had this flurry story saying, oh, they were looking for a nuclear dirty bond that became quite popular and everyone thought, you know, case close, we can stop speculating on this ’cause this is the reason.

And there was a new one that came out. slightly before Christmas, I think, or no, after Christmas in January. And, uh, it was a strange one. It was an incident involving a bombed out Tesla cyber truck. So those new trucks had been released by Elon Musk. They sort of looked like a truck version of a DeLorean to me, sort of brushed sort of aluminium.

They look quite cool. Um, anyway, there was this very symbolic bombing of a Tesla because, because M& E number one and two has definitely been Trump and Elon Musk in the mainstream news. Um, so it was very symbolic what happened. It was a, you know, bombed out, burnt Tesla Cybertruck and it was outside of a Trump building.

And it was involving an individual called Matt Liffelsberger, I think his name is. Um, but he died during the incident and he’s sort of ex military was quite high up in the military, quite sophisticated soldier. But he died during the whole incident, apparently. Um, but as the story unfolded, there was a weird kind of curve ball to this, which was linking it to the drones.

And actually this guy, Matt had been trying to, well, some of the evidence that showed up, whether it was actually true or not, I don’t know, but, uh, linked, uh, basically this guy, Matt had been trying to get in contact with people, uh, trying to push a narrative, which linked, um, what he’s running from to do with these drones.

So this whole story then plays out, uh, with an individual called Sean Ryan. And I’d sort of seen clips of him before I recognized his face. And so I knew about him vaguely, but he has his podcast. But there’s a particular episode with this Sean Ryan, and also involved in this individual called Sam Humate.

I don’t think that’s his real name. Um, but both of them come from the world of intelligence community. They’re ex-military and there are many that say that, you know, want CIA, always CIA. So whether they’re pushing a particular agenda, I just don’t know, or maybe they’re. innocent, you know, they just think they’re trying to help actually being fed misinformation.

And that’s another aspect. Um, but they really broke the story because this guy, Matt Livensburg, he tried to email both these individuals about these drones. Um, so I’m going to play you a clip now where he discusses this Tesla bomber and about how they were both emailed. Wow, you want to read the email?

Yep. So this email came in on December 31st at 1042 a. m. That is Tuesday. He said in case I do not make it to my decision point or on to the Mexico border I am sending this now. Please do not release this until 1 January and keep my identity private until then. First off I am NOT under duress or hostile influence or control.

My first car was a 2006 black Ford Mustang v6 for verification What we have been seeing with drones, he puts that in quotes, he says, drones, is the operational use of gravitic propulsion systems powered aircraft by most recently China and the East Coast, but throughout history the U. S. Only we in China have this capability.

Our OPSEN, that’s Operation Center, our OPSEN location for this activity in the, in, in, is in the box below. China has been launching them from the Atlantic from submarines for years, but this activity recently has picked up. As of now, it is just a show of force and they are using it similar to how they use the balloon for SIGINT and ISR, which are also part of the integrated comm system.

There are dozens of those balloons in the air at any given time. The so what is because of the speed and stealth of these unmanned aircraft. They are the most dangerous threat to national security that has ever existed. They basically have an unlimited payload capacity and can park it over the White House if they wanted.

It’s checkmate. U. S. government needs to give the history of this. How we are employing it and weaponizing it. How China is employing them and what they, and what the way forward is. China is poised to attack anywhere in the East Coast. I’ve been followed for over a week now from likely Homeland or FBI and they are looking to To move on me and are unlikely going to let me cross into Mexico But won’t because they know I am armed and I have a massive v bid.

Let me pause right there for a second So he says a massive v bid when I was talking to the FBI yesterday. They didn’t know what a v bid was I had to explain what that acronym meant. Literally you fucking serious serious. I said it twice and he goes you said that word v bid Can you tell me what that is?

For your audience, a VBID, for your audience who has not been in the GWAT for the last 20 years, a VBID is a vehicle borne improvised explosive device, in layman’s terms, a car bomb, what we saw at Trump Tower. So, backing up, he says, I am armed and have a massive VBID. I’ve been trying to maintain a very visible profile and have kept my phone and they are definitely digitally tracking me.

Here’s where he gets into the other stuff, and this is where we had to redact the names. Your producer redacted the names. I have knowledge of this program and also war crimes that were covered up during airstrikes in Nimruz province, Afghanistan in 2019 by the admin, DOD, DEA, and CIA. I conducted targeting for these strikes of over 125 buildings.

65 were struck because of civ cast that civilian casualties that killed hundreds of civilians in a single day. U. S. Fora continued strikes after spotting civilians on initial ISR. It was supposed to take six minutes and scramble all aircraft in CENTCOM. The U. N. basically called these war crimes, but the administration made them disappear.

I was part of that cover up with U. S. Fora, an agent. Redacted of the DEA. So I don’t know if my abduction attempt is related to either. I worked with redacted IO staff on this as well as the response to Bala Mergab redacted commander at the time redacted can validate this. You need to elevate this to the media.

So we avoid a world war because this is a mutually assured destruction situation. Then he says for vetting my LinkedIn is Matt Berg or Matthew Littlesberger. An active duty 18 Zulu out of 110, that’s 1st Battalion, 10th Special Forces Group. My profile is public. I have an active TSSCI with UAP, USAP access.

What is USAP? Do you know what that is? I don’t know what that is, but I checked his credentials on LinkedIn. So that was the first thing I did. I went to his LinkedIn page. First thing I noticed was All of his bona fides were in, were in place. He has all the UAS training from use of SOC and everything else.

And so I said, okay, at least the guy knows what he’s talking about with drones. That was a very rough dig into the guy. But my issue was I couldn’t validate or verify any of this information. And I told him that and how I responded to him. Was in a subsequent email. I said, I said this is obviously a very big deal But I don’t have anything to verify this information with.

Talking about gravitic propulsion systems without evidence Just makes me another UFO talking head. Like I’m not gonna go on my social media page and start talking about UFOs and yeah Anti gravity systems. I don’t I don’t know what you’re talking about I can’t and he said can I get on Fox News contact on Signal as well as Sean’s show.

Hegseth would be good, too That was his last message to me. Wow. Yeah. You know, the thing is, what is a Gravitic Propulsion System? To be honest with you, it is a, it is a fancy term you’re gonna find in science fiction. You won’t find it in any, as far as I know, you won’t find this in any kind of official Manual or you know scientific research.

This is all science fiction So but what struck me is his use what strikes me now, not then But what strikes me now is his use of a very specific term and nobody else call it You asked me I would say an anti gravity propulsion system. That’s how I would describe it because I don’t know this stuff He said gravitic We looked that up last night too and all we could find out was, was same thing, science fiction type stuff.

But, you know, there are some things that line up. One is, like I had mentioned, well, let’s talk about the guy’s story. Obviously, he had a VBID. Obviously, he was, uh, in the military and, and served. And the thing that he was talking about in 2019, um For me, this whole side quest of the drone story This feels like a deflection.

It doesn’t feel, feel like it’s true. Um, again, it just buys into that war narrative again, the fact that it’s like, these are Chinese drones, sophisticated technology, I’m not really buying that. Um, so again, don’t really give this too much credence, but I wanted to highlight it all the same. Because again, it’s another aspect of the story.

It just really blew up and I was like, Oh, this is the reason why it’s happening. And it sort of dies down again and people have got more questions. Um, but yeah, in terms of like China and technologies, like really ramping up generally, you know, what’s fascinating that China recently, um, released his own AI tool.

Um, what’s it called? Deep something deep seek. I think it is. Uh, and I’ve only used it briefly, but yeah. So just a quicker version of chat GPT, which I also use. I actually pay a subscription for that and this Chinese tool is completely free. Um, so yeah, China really sort of coming into the AI space, really starting to compete with America.

And the fact that this AI tool only cost them 6 million, I think chat GPT costs like half a billion or something. So again, there’s a, a lot of weirdness in the accounting figures there. I think, and originally, you know, chat GPT was supposed to be open source and now it’s, you know, gone completely into a commercial company.

And there’s been a weirdness of one individual who was trying to blow the whistle on safety measures and he mysteriously died. So it’s just a lot of. weirdness going on in the AI sphere at the moment. But again, I think without a doubt, 2025 is going to be pretty fruity, spicy. I know Trump, Trump, initially before getting into office, he said within a day within office, I’m going to disclose what’s going on.

And then he just seemed to forget. Um, and then this video, someone, one of the, when he was in the office, Oval Office, Signing executive orders. One of the journalists in the room asked him a question about the drones and this was his response. This next one sir is a declaration of a national energy emergency.

That’s a big one. You know what that allows you to do. That means you can do whatever you have to do to get out of that problem. And we do have that kind of an emergency. President Trump. At some point, will you use your powers of the presidency to tell Americans who are concerned about drones? Yeah. Oh good.

A few ago. I will, can you tell us now? In fact, I’d like to know because I just got here. , what do you think I got? I just came here. I’ve been here for what, 15 minutes now. Do people listening? ’cause this is going out live. And I gotta read this letter too because you, I found this letter. I can read it for you.

It’s interesting. Uh, yeah, I know you would your father would too. But is it anything of these drones? Is there anything that people need to be worried about? No, I think it’s, I think it’s terrible. I would, I would like to find out what it is and tell the people. And can you commit to some kind of In fact, I’d like to do that.

Could we find out what that was, Susie? Okay. Yeah. Why don’t we find out? Immediately. I mean, I can’t imagine it’s an enemy or there would have been, you know, people would have gotten blown up or maybe they were testing things. I don’t know why they wouldn’t have They had a lot of them flying over Bedminster, which is interesting.

As you can see, it looks like he’s going to disclose something interesting. He has to remind one of his staffers and, you know, release an official statement. So things still look kind of promising. And it was, you know, I’d pretty much written the script for this podcast and then, you know, suddenly the whole narrative changed.

So then I had to sort of like rewrite certain aspects to it. And that’s another aspect to this thing where it’s just constantly changing all the time. So. again, maybe once I release this, something else would have shifted. Um, but there was a really fascinating video just on that whole kind of tension between the nuts and bolts craft and something more spiritual, more, more beyond that.

Uh, there’s a video involving the mayor of Belleville uh, in New Jersey again. So again, the hotspot for all these drone activities. And he’s talking about something quite mad on this news nation. He’s talking about orbs merging into conventional craft. So take a listen. Joining me now is the mayor of the township of Belleville, New Jersey, whose town had several drone sightings.

Mayor Michael Melham. Mayor, thank you so much for your time on this. Before we talk about the president’s actions, what is the latest on the situation there in Belleville? Are there still reports of these drone sightings? Thank you for having me. So absolutely. I mean, all over New Jersey and even Long Island, I’m getting reports from videographers that are stationed right at the water there in Long Island, seeing them come over from what he says is New Jersey here in New Jersey.

We’re about 500 mayors strong. We are still waiting for answers because our residents are still gravely concerned over what’s flying just over our homes. Absolutely. And we know that the president. One’s action for anyone who missed it. Let’s listen again to some of what he said. This is from the oval office on monday.

I would like to find out what it is and tell the people. In fact, I’d like to do that. Could we find out what that was, Susie? Okay. Yeah. What do we find out immediately? I can’t imagine it’s an enemy or there would have been, you know, people would have gotten blown up or maybe they were testing things. I don’t know why they wouldn’t have said what it was.

They had a lot of them flying over Bedminster, which is interesting. All right. So we heard the president there saying, you know, Hey, can we get right on this Susie mayor? What is your reaction to president Trump asking his white house chief of staff to immediately get to the bottom of these drone sightings?

It’s absolutely welcome news. I mean, if we just back up a little bit, uh, President Trump, well, even when he was president elect Trump during his transition, he’s been on the record now at least, uh, on three different occasions about these drones. Uh, the first time he did mention that our government knows and our president knows, and he wasn’t sure why they weren’t telling us.

And if you understand, How the transition works for president, our president elect receives the same exact national intelligence briefing that our president does. So if it was a foreign adversary or something alien or extraterrestrial, I’m certain as president elect, he would have known the fact that he doesn’t seem to have that many details.

And he was asked the second time about it. And that’s when he said, well, I’m going to disclose it within my first or second day into office tells me that. If he’s not briefed on it yet, it’s probably not a matter of national security or certainly not an alien invasion or anything crazy like that. More than likely, this is going to be our government or experimental drones that are up in the sky.

I’m still waiting for that disclosure. I do believe And I take him at his word. I do believe that New Jersey mayors and all the residents here in New Jersey are going to get disclosure and it’s going to come soon. All right, that’s some good news there. And that’s what I wanted to ask you, Mayor. I mean, based on, you know, what residents there are saying, what your constituents are telling you, what do you think is going on in the skies?

I mean, it’s tough. Uh, every time I see a video, I’m, I’m then, uh, my opinion seems to change. I mean, I’ve recently been watching and, and spent some time with the videographer out of Long Island. I mean, he has, Uh, orbs, uh, these glowing orbs of light on camera that as you watch them right before your eyes, they seem to transform into a mechanical drone.

So I’ve actually watched it myself where these orbs are glowing balls of light, different blinking lights all over the place. And as it gets closer to you, you actually see it transform into a drone, whether it’s a drone from the beginning and it’s being obstructed by bright light. I can’t tell you, but it is cause for concern.

We have looked at flight tracker data. We don’t see any airplanes in the skies. These things are absolutely some kind of phenomenon that’s happening just over our homes. We need answers and we need them quickly. Yeah, that’s so important to note that you are looking at flight tracker data and not seeing records of this.

So, Mayor, are you confident that we will start to get some definitive answers? Whatever those answers may be. I believe we’re gonna get answers, uh, calls for speculation as to whether they’re gonna be definitive answers or not. I do take the president at his word. I do think that we are going to get some kind of disclosure.

You know, I’ve listened to government speak. I’ve listened to our state, New Jersey speak. I’ve listened to the federal government speak and they’ve been very specific at times. They’ve said things like, it’s not our DOD. It’s not our homeland security. And I’ve learned and being in this business for a while that when government speaks very specifically.

Listen to what they’re not saying. So when they say it’s not DoD and it’s not a homeland security, they’re not saying it’s not a private contractor. Uh, they’re not saying a lot of different things there. So they’re giving themselves some plausible deniability when they say things specifically like that.

However, I’m still fairly sure that this is probably going to be our government assets. As the president said, when he was president elect and even now, if it was a foreign adversary, I’m almost certain with a trillion dollar. military budget, we’d be able to take these things out of the sky. The fact they’re not coming out of the sky and we keep seeing them.

I truly believe that we will find out whether it’s sooner or later, that it is probably some kind of government asset. In many ways, this clip is quite funny because they’re just talking in a very matter of fact way of the shape shifting objects from, you know, seeing an orb then to a conventional craft.

I mean, that’s quite an out there visual and they should probably give it more credence in my, my, uh, you know, opinion, but yeah, it just, again, it just points towards something more is going on than just conventional covert craft. I think there is something else. I think when these big news events occur, particularly when they do look like some kind of psychological operation, when the authorities and news media go, Oh, we don’t know what this is.

You know, uh, it just point towards one of those like problem reaction solution things that David Icke always talks about. And it very much, I was looking into a dark journalist on his YouTube channel, and he does very deep esoteric research with a military UFO and esoteric sort of teachings and kind of ties it all together.

Very unique voice in that respect. Um, but he was talking about this thing called North common, how it ties into this missile defense. thing. And it’s very much relating to the drone situation to problem reaction solution. And it’s this whole like, Oh, we don’t know what this new threat is. Is this a threat?

We don’t have laws to be able to deal with it. So they bring in this whole new raft of laws, more restrictions, more surveillance, uh, you know, controlling people. So obviously then if you’re a hobbyist drone flyer, then, you know, the particular more restrictions. Where you’re not allowed to go potentially above a certain height in the air or into certain areas.

So it just, again, it’s just bringing more surveillance and more, you know, more of a prison like society, really. So I think absolutely that is rolling out, you know, potentially if you theorize like I am, but maybe there’s a non human intelligence element to this, and maybe they’re trying to unfold some kind of enforced disclosure to sort of show that we’re in the sky.

And maybe there is some covert military or whatever you call it, deep state. element that’s trying to muddy the waters by putting their own technology up there to sort of mask it. They will be trying to look at it at all angles. It’s okay, if we do this, what benefits do we get from it? You know, what can we garner from this?

And so I would imagine being multiple levels to that. But as I was writing, you know, this podcast kind of researching and the story was changing all the time and I thought I’d finished the script and then there was just a curve ball. As the white house, the Trump’s new white house administration released a statement.

And so I’m going to play that clip for you now. And before I turn to questions, I do have news directly from the president of the United States that was just shared with me in the oval office from president Trump directly an update on the New Jersey drones. After research and study, the drones that were flying over New Jersey in large numbers were authorized to be flown by the FAA for research and various other reasons.

Many of these drones were also hobbyists, recreational, and private individuals that enjoy flying drones. In time, it got worse due to curiosity. This was not the enemy. A statement from the President of the United States to start this briefing with some news. I have to say that doesn’t really satisfy anything to me, you know, have laid out all the various aspects of the story.

And I think there’s something quite anomalous going on. And I really don’t think the statement that was released by the Trump white house explains anything really. I just don’t, it’s just a slightly more elaborated version of what released while Biden was president. So it hasn’t really shifted. Um, but I do expect this story to continue.

I don’t think we’ve seen the end of this and I guess time will tell. Now for a bit of self indulgent. Spiritual messages, what’s been going on with me, what’s happening. Uh, quite a lot, I think. Uh, so yeah, I think this year 2025 is really going to be a year of healing. It’s going to be quite a big shift for people, I think.

Um, but definitely these last few years, it’s been a massive change. So you changed for me, um, in, in a lot of not very nice ways. Um, but I always trying to find the silver lining in things. And I think there is one. Um, so yeah, I think 2025 for me, anyway, is going to be a continuation of healing and a big element.

I’ve actually started to write something, it might turn into a video about just remembrance. And I got this message quite a few years ago, uh, just seemed, I don’t really get spiritual messages. Um, so clear, but it did, I did get one in my head just about the need to remember. Um, and it just, as the years have gone on, it’s become more and more, uh, prescient and the fact, you know, some of these new people that I’m connecting with and doing some new sort of online spiritual courses.

And it’s all about that. It’s all about getting back to the authentic inter eternal self. Um, and trying to strip away the layers that, you know, society gives you, teachers give you, parents give you, friends, all these labels that you start to identify with, you have limiting beliefs, traumas that may be ancestral, but also gone from your own experiences in life, because life can be traumatic sometimes.

So I think it’s all about releasing all of those and just redesigning. But I think that’s what needs to happen. That’s going to happen in the wider society. It’s going to get messy, obviously, as kind of systems start to break down and just people start to reveal how corrupt they are and how certain individuals are pretty corrupt.

And that’s just going to get more and more intense. Um, so I think if you’re already sort of seeing that in the world already, you’ll probably have an easier time. But I think for a lot of people who, who just. Get so much comfort on like the system and how everything works. And then it’s going to start to crumble around.

And I potentially think that’s going to be very, very difficult, but overall things have been getting quite cosmic for me. Um, particularly within synchronicities, I think particularly around Christmas, it really, really ramped up and it’s just, everything just seemed like a message. I know there’s that meme of that sort of crazy guy and he’s got his hair everywhere and he’s got like pictures on the wall and there’s like red thread sort of connecting all these ideas and stuff.

And it’s just like a very typical meme of the conspiracy theory. So I feel a little bit like that, but it just feels like everything’s a message. Like every film I watch or book I read or. YouTube video, it’s just flying out. So it’d been quite profound, actually. Um, you know, off the back of quite a difficult year in many ways.

Um, but it’s just that in the world, that spiritual world has just been ripe with so many amazing messages and they always come at the right time as well, just sort of, you know, give me comfort and keep me going and actually I just can’t imagine, you know, what it would be like not to have some kind of spiritual base and I’m not at all.

I mean, it’s very sort of. Strange spiritual belief system and it changes all the time and it’s always updating and it’s not, you know, standard kind of religion, you know, no way. Um, I don’t, obviously that’s got his own problems. I think it’s definitely beneficial for a lot of people. I know like close family members are sort of Christian and stuff and they get a lot of comfort from it and a lot of good social friends as well.

So I think. There is definitely benefit in it, but it’s not, it’s definitely not for me. And I’ve sort of created my own spirituality, my own belief of like kind of what’s going on. And that’s just becoming more and more part of my life. And I can’t imagine as the world collapses or going through hard times, not having that.

And it was interesting recently, I saw this quote about Carl Jung saying that even if you don’t believe in God, It’s a good idea to sort of trick yourself into believing in God because it just makes, just easier. It just makes your life happier in some strange way. Um, and I think there is something to that.

I mean, I do have a genuine belief in, you know, the eternality of the soul, and this is not just one life and there’s been many lives and it’s not, you know, my experience as a, as a being or soul, whatever you want to call it kind of stretches far beyond being human. So as life continues, you know, obviously everyone’s going to experience challenges and things, and it’s just.

It just helps you find some peace when things are going crazy. When, you know, everything is foobar around you. And it’s that one of the core teachings of being a Buddhist is the fact that life is suffering. These are fundamental aspects of the human experience, and there’s no getting away from that really.

And you have to really accept that reality. And it’s strange, you know, cause you, you’re kind of born into this world and you get loads of messages from films and advertising and things and school. And it’s all like happy, happy people. You turn on television, there’s advertising. It’s just like people doing exciting things, being happy because they bought like a new television or they’re on this expensive holiday and stuff.

And yeah, those things can be great, but there’s also a lot of pain. There’s a lot of suffering in between. Um, so yeah, I think. People need to kind of come to terms with that. And we’re, we’re in a really tricky period of human existence, I think, because obviously the whole of the human race is going through this very huge transitionary shift.

I have no idea where it’s going, um, but yeah, obviously it’s quite big. But hopefully, you know, as the years go by, maybe the decades, centuries, this, this will change. And then humanity can then shift into a more beneficial era, you know, where it’s more peace and more kind of existence, a better understanding of each other, being more healed, working closer with nature, having sophisticated technologies that actually beneficial for your health.

And, and not controlling and not causing ill health, which is what, how everything’s weaponized. It’s insane. As you realize the whole society, the whole structure, all the products is all weaponized to dull you down and keep you stuck and make you ill. And it’s quite a big, bitter pill to take. And a lot of people go, Oh, it’s just, you know.

People being crap organizing their systems, but no, it’s not. It’s completely on purpose. And so, yeah, it’s quite a hard realization to kind of come to. So you’ve got that whole exterior world kind of going on where you’re realizing, you know, governments aren’t there for your benefit. All these like power systems aren’t there for your benefit at all.

Um, so you’ve got to come to that kind of realization. And then obviously you probably have your own personal problems going on as well. Maybe your health, maybe like family, maybe friends, maybe relationships, all of this stuff, jobs, problem finances. There’s so many things that can kind of go wrong. So it’s just challenge after challenge sometimes.

And it’s, again, it’s another bitter pill where it’s only you that can save yourself sometimes. I mean, people can help, people can show you the door. Of course they can, but it’s you that’s got to dig yourself out of the hole. And I think that’s a lot what’s going to happen as well. People trying to find resilience within themselves.

There’s no one really can do the work for you. It’s you, it’s only you. Um, so it’s all about just digging deep. Keeping your eyes on the prize, your energy, just solving the problem and just pulling through, you know, it’s putting one foot in front of the other. That’s all you can do sometimes. And it’s just a lot harder these days because you’ve got a barrage of like quite negative events on the outside.

It’s just, the news is getting more and more and hinge. It was just like wild article I saw the other day and it looks pretty true. This, uh, air hostess or cabin crew, sorry, in the U S and she was talking at, she was flying. In this commercial airline. And weirdly, like no one was on the plane apart from Gordon Ramsey.

And Gordon Ramsey, they weren’t quite sure where this plane was going to go, but it went to Area 51 and Gordon Ramsey got off at Area 51 and was met by these guys in dark suits. And on the face of it, you’re like, okay, yeah, this, this woman’s kind of making it up. She was wearing her like, you know, uniform, work uniform.

So it gives it a little bit of genuality to the story. But then there was another guy who was analyzing, because he had a picture of it on his Instagram of him sat in his plane, looking out the window. And he was like, this guy was able to match the exact mountains and some of the background in this window with Area 51.

So it was just like, how weird is his reality going when you’ve got like a British celebrity chef going to Area 51? Like what the hell is happening? So you just got like general strangeness, like think it was, um, if I called it like hype on level two, and I think those sorts of things is just going to ramp up more and more and more.

And then you just got this barrage of like negative events in the news, like really horrific stuff more than I’ve ever known, like genocides and just obvious lies and corruption and just increasing AI and surveillance and just a lot of people just. So apathetic and not conscious, they’re just sort of walking into it even more.

And even in the UK, it just feels quite intense. You walk down most sort of town centers, not, I mean, you get a lot of town centers, which kind of basically just trade off their heritage, like in Chester, it’s got a nice building. It’s got Roman architecture. It’s got Tudor buildings. And, but not every city or town in the United Kingdom sort of has that.

And so there’s a real drudgery to sometimes these UK town centers and it’s like homeless people, a lot of very unhealthy looking people. And it just very obvious that the systems here is a really, really kind of breaking down and people are breaking down with it. So the antidote for all of this is to find, try and find stillness, you know, in the chaos, potentially, I mean, maybe your life is amazing.

Um, and obviously the external world is just wild, but it’s just all about trying to find stillness. You know, to meditate around that, to, to not get triggered by these events, to, if things are happening, just to sort of calmly deal with it, um, really hard to say, but obviously quite difficult to do, but I think more and more, that’s what’s going to need to happen.

People need to dig deep and just find that stillness from somewhere. And I think, yeah, definitely go going out in nature, going for a walk, really, really help just grounding energy. Cause I mean, I’m guilty as anyone for being inside, especially on a computer and you’re around the electrics of, you know, the normal main system of the house with electrics is quite dirty energy.

And you’re sat in front of an, you know, a screen with the blue light and your mobile phone and the wifi and we’re all being cooked and, and it really does affect people. I mean, I found when I’ve sort of gone into sort of. Offices where everyone’s got a computer, laptops or on wifi. They’ve all got their phones.

It really affects my health. So being in nature, you know, grounding yourself, being on the beach, all of these things really, really help. But what’s been quite surprising, despite the chaos of life, despite the chaos of the outside, something quite amazing has been happening where I’ve been able to cultivate a certain amount of peace.

I’m feeling quite incredible levels of like love and peace. I mean, not every day. Um, but you know, strangely, I’ve been sort of meditating probably about eight years now, roughly. I feel like I’ve only just got to grips with it and it would be quite, I have diligently meditated most days, if not twice a day, sometimes quite a long meditation, it’s not all the time.

Um, but yeah, I feel now actually I’ve started to peel over the, under the layers and actually get to a point of. Cultivating quite something quite magical. Um, so that’s been unfolding for me. Um, so that’s been quite amazing. So it’s just, it’s just that weird dichotomy of like chaos and external life chaos in, you know, the world around you, but inside something really, really quite amazing is sort of happening.

And the sort of deep levels of peace and love I’ve been feeling have been quite fantastic. There’s been moments, you know, when it’s just like, everything’s just so mad. You’re like, Oh, I can’t take this anymore. Just take me off this planet. It’s just insane. And my thoughts always go back to this. It’s mainly the film Lord of the Rings aspects.

It’s also referenced in the book as well. I think where Frodo in the Lord of the Rings, obviously he’s the ring bearer. He’s got this very, very heavy burden of carrying the ring and he’s had to leave that, you know, sedate. Idyllic, you know, context that’s the Shire and he’s now the whole world is on his shoulders and it’s a very prophetic message that comes from Gandalf and when he’s talking to Frodo, which I’m going to play a clip for you now.

I wish the ring had never come to me. I wish none of this had happened.

So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. All you have to decide is what to do that is given to you.

So when things are a little bit effed up is that my thoughts always go to that scene in that film and it’s just all about just putting one foot in front of the other. And then at some point you’ll come out of it. Um, but yeah, I mean, there’s that kind of irritating truth. The fact that when bad things are happening, it is, it is growth in a way, you know, and it’s when I look back when bad things have happened to me, just my life shifted for the better in many ways.

Um, and I guess that will continue to be the case and it’s going to be the case, you know, for the rest of humanity, the rest of earth as well, I think, because we’re all on our hero’s journey. And I’ve always had this sort of daydream, the fact that we’re all on our own ascension path, that kind of reality adjusts around us and your path might be different than my path.

Um, so yeah, I think it’s all, it’s important to kind of remember that. Another daydream I’ve had, I always remember, you know, personally, my awakening probably happened around about 2016. And I sort of discovered spirituality and conspiracy theories simultaneously, where I kind of started to meditate, I was doing transcendental meditation.

And then pretty much a few days after that, I sort of discovered a video, uh, by Steven Greer, and he pretty much talked about everything from like UFOs to government suppression to free energy. It’s just like, it was just one lecture with everything, with every conspiracy you can kind of think, and it had like JFK in there and like Marilyn Monroe and like all these things, and it blew my mind.

It was like a very palpable, I can sort of track it to the day when it all happened. And it’s just funny as the time has gone on, as I become, you know, more spiritual, um, you know, sort of learn more about the conspiracies in the world, the world has become more spiritual, it has become full of conspiracy theories.

So sometimes I’ve, I’ve, I just manifested this reality in some way, you know, I was talking about before about how I’ve had all these really big synchronicities and everything I was doing or watching or reading is just like, just messengers have to message. And, and it was one a week after a particularly bad week, I was just scrolling for something to watch, I think on Amazon prime.

And I just came across this film called doubt, um, which I’d never seen before. And it’s set in the Bronx in New York and it revolves around a Catholic high school. It’s just set in like the 19 mid 1970s. And it’s involves a Catholic high school and it has like a, an adjoining sort of, uh, church and, you know, the rest of the community involved.

And it has a young priest who’s quite cool, thoughtful, engaging, sort of a different mold from the usual kind of stuffy Catholic priests. And he’s played by Philip Seymour Hoffman. And he also works in the school and also the wider churches is very strict, strict school nun mistress, the principal, as you call it in America, and he gets accused of something.

And because, you know, she’s not really into the new modern ways of him being more engaging and just, you know, being a nicer person, most other priests. So the whole narrative of the film, a lot of the time is like, did he, or do you not do it? You know, is he being targeted for not being strict and the fact that he’s trying to be a reformer of the church to be more engaging with the children in community and not to make people fearful them of all the time.

Um, and he’d had some very, very powerful speeches during the film. Particularly in, in, to respect of how he dealt with these judgments. Um, as a speech at the very beginning of the film, a sermon he gave. And at the time he just gave me so much comfort, you know, and, uh, I was like, wow, he’s like, he was speaking to me.

It was quite profound. So I’m just going to play that speech for you. Now, there are bits when the camera sort of focuses away from other aspects of the film. So his kind of speech sort of fades out a little bit, but you’ll get the gist. What do you do when you’re not sure

that’s the topic of my sermon today? Last year when President Kennedy was assassinated, who among us did not experience the most profound disorientation? Despair. Which way? What now? What do I say to my kids? What do I tell myself? There was a time of people sitting together, bound together, by a common feeling of hopelessness.

But think of that. Your bond? With your fellow being, was your despair. It was a public experience. It was awful. But we were in it together. How much worse is it then? For the lone man, the lone woman, stricken by a private calamity. No one knows I’m sick. No one knows I’ve lost my last real friend. No one knows I’ve done something wrong.

Imagine the isolation. You see the world is through a window. On one side of the glass, happy, untroubled people. And on the other side, you.

I want to tell you a story.

A cargo ship sank one night. It caught fire and went down. And only this one sailor survived. He found a lifeboat, rigged a sail, and being of a nautical discipline, turned his eyes to the heavens and read the stars. He set a course for his home, and exhausted, fell asleep. Clouds rolled in. For the next 20 nights, he could no longer see the stars.

He thought he was on course, but there was no way to be certain. And as the days rolled on, and the sailor wasted away, he began to have doubts. Had he set his course right? Was he still going on towards his home? Or was he horribly lost and doomed to a terrible death? No way to know. The message of the constellations.

Had he imagined it because of his desperate circumstance? Or had he seen truth once? And now, had to hold on to it without further reassurance. There are those of you in church today who know exactly the crisis of faith I describe. And I want to say to you, doubt can be a bond as powerful and sustaining as certainty.

When you are lost, you are not alone.

That’s just a small example of some of the synchronicities. There’s just been lots of other examples, but that was quite a profound one for me at the time. You know, again, I always just find, find reality is, is this constant feedback loop of messages, whether it be like from birds or other animals or numbers or things you’re watching, things you’re reading, people you meet.

It’s just this constant, amazing feedback loop. It’s like, you know, the universal reality is sort of speaking to you all the time. And it’s that question of what’s doing, I don’t know. Um, but yeah, there’s so much growth once you’re in that groove, once you’re in that kind of flow state of receiving those messages, you know, you all become kind of walking shamans basically, where you just decode in this reality.

But definitely over the next couple of years, I think things are going to change humongously, dramatically. Uh, yeah, it’s going to be quite big, um, in terms of like healing physically, mentally, spiritually. And it’s just, again, it’s just that word of remembrance for just to remember. And as the world gets more and more unhinged and probably crazy, who are you as a soul?

You know, you need to find, try and found, find a foundation, you know, strip back the layers, those pro of the programming, the family expectation, ancestral traumas. Again, you’re limiting beliefs and just releasing as many traumas as you can. And you can’t release everything. I mean, it’s just impossible. Um, but yeah, obviously make, you know, do your best to really try and release yourself, all these, all this baggage.

A lot of people are saying this. I do agree that if once you’re doing this, it’ll just make everything easier for you because the energies of the planet and the cosmos are going to get quite wild, so obviously it’s going to be quite chaotic geopolitically. I’m not saying no one’s going to feel that and it’s going to be really, really difficult, but I think it’s going to be easier if you’re in a better place.

I think technologically, I mean, you having a real advent now of like AI and robotics. And again, I don’t think people understand how radically this is going to change everything. And it’s like, that’s a whole other conversation. So if a lot of the workforce is going to be stripped away for various reasons, you know, what are you going to do?

You need to figure out. Something I think is a quite a unique opportunity to try and find something that’s truly in alignment for you. And that’s something I’m really working on and I’ve been working on for years. Um, but yeah, I’m just going to keep on going until, you know, I crack it, but I still have, I always have hope, but you know, it’s, it’s the same journey that I’m on as well.

And it could be something really wacky. So I think the way we’ve been brought into this world and what we’ve been told about, you know, what’s sensible and what we should do, what’s the proper thing to do as a human being or a soul. I think that is. All out the window. It’s just a complete blank canvas now.

So I think you can be crazy as you like. I think we can’t even really imagine what it’s going to be like in five or 10 years, potentially what people could be doing to, to live. I think that process is going to be a lot easier if you’ve shared those layers of the old world and your own old understanding of things and your old self.

And I’ve been journaling more than ever have, um, and just looking for repeated patterns, particularly like family patterns. And it, it makes it easier because I’ve been living in the family home. So it’s quite a unique opportunity, but it’s all about shedding light on those things, healing yourself and just trying to heal your inner child.

I think it’s just, again, it’s just going to make the whole transition easier for everyone. And again, I’m in real work in progress. So I’m not in any kind of higher perspective at all, because I’m still working on, I’m still trying to figure things out every single day, but I’ve been learning some new techniques that have been quite powerful.

Like one recent one just slightly before Christmas was all about meridians, sort of clearing meridians and having sort of stuck energies in there. Um, so yeah, and that’s helped both mentally and also kind of physically and it’s involved in sort of muscle testing and tapping and writing things down and journaling.

And it’s just. These systems can be so simple and it’s quite hard to fathom how simple they are because again, you’ve been brought into a system where you don’t know to change yourself. You’ve got to take a pill or you’ve got to have an operation. But some of these changes can be quite simple, just literally through a stroke of a pen, you know, or tapping of a particular area of your body.

It’s that, it can be that simple. Um, so yeah, yeah, I suggest, I mean, so much resources out there these days as well, you know, can search on YouTube and the internet is just so many amazing videos people have made. So there’s a whole range of different methodologies. Ways to kind of heal yourself and just kind of really dig deep into yourself.

And now I’ve sort of basically joined two different groups, uh, one working with different energies during meditation, which has been like a complete game changer has changed my meditation systems, like completely in a second one. Now it’s, it’s been about that really, like looking deep into who you are.

You know, what have you been told as a society, the conditioning and just all the trauma responses you tell yourself every single day, but also looking at things cosmically, if you believe in kind of reincarnation, like I do, when the souls coming in, you’re coming into a particular period of time and it can be tracked.

And that’s why the whole astrology thing happens and your birth chart and things. As soon as you come into your mother’s room when you’re born, you know, you’ll, you have a particular astrology and it can be tracked back to the date times. If you have access to the information, that’s another imprint.

It’s another layer of like, you know, telling your soul who you’re going to be. So it’s a good idea to understand that as well. You know, maybe those layers could be stripped back. It’s been quite mad. I mean, cause many years ago, I was sort of talking about, you know, this development of humanity and that new abilities are kind of coming on board.

And it was always just a story. It’s just a narrative. You’re like, Oh, okay. That’s if that happens, that’ll be nice, but never really completely believe in it. But it is sort of unfolding for me. And I mentioned about that, that energy feeling is ramping up massively. And it’s just. Being quite incredible, like what I can tune into, you know, I’ve just been experimenting with it every now and again, in terms you can tune into places or sacred sites or mountains or countries or people, you know, I’m just bowled over like the application of this.

And like I was saying before, you can sort of zone into periods of time. And it’s just like, you know, what else, how much can I push this? You know, what else is possible? So that’s been really kind of wild dealing with that and just experimenting with that. And, um, it’s gone as far as like, you know, tapping into sort of dead family members or pets you’ve passed on and their energy.

And it’s just been these, the experience I’ve had have been really, really surprising, again, really profound. You know, when I started reconsider Simon, I had a sort of a general MO, like a general concept of what it was, but it does seem to be shifting. And I think it’s important. It’s just going to grow as I grow.

And it’s all about seeing reality through my own lens and my own experiences. Um, so that’s kind of what it’s about. And obviously I’m changing. So the content, the channel is going to change as well. Um, and I think definitely this, this whole energy thing is going to play a dominant piece to this. It’s going to just, I don’t, I don’t know how I’m going to keep experimenting, but there’s some aspect to this is going to grow and has become even more dominant on the channel, whether it be podcasts or interviews or video.

I don’t know. But it is, you know, it’s exciting, even amongst the chaos, the unfolding, the potentiality of this, it’s all unfolding before me. And it’s just, I guess, reconsider Simon as a way of document it, documenting this, this whole process at the same time. So yeah, enjoy the ride, but I’m going to get slightly more candid, more personal.

Um, and it’s again, it’s that whole aspect of energy. And other people, and it’s particularly other people on the spiritual like path. And sometimes I can kind of like, my thoughts can drift to a particular person and it could be even something quite simple, like watching a YouTube and suddenly my, my energy sort of gets locked into theirs.

And I start having these like mad experience and it’s just the whole energy of my body sort of changes due to one particular person. And my thoughts just casually go in there. Um, so again, there’s a lot of ethics to do this as well. Just like guests, like being careful with like where you’re putting your energy.

You don’t want to be interfering with people without their permission, I guess. I don’t know. It’s just, it’s hard to know because this is a whole new thing for me. So again, it’s like the ethics, what are the rules of this? I don’t know. Another aspect for this in terms of energy is, is getting really powerful feelings and visions for someone I hardly know.

And it’s been quite tricky, like quite, quite intense. And a similar sort of thing happened to me like a number of years ago. This is going to get quite personal now. Cause what happened is happening at the moment is very non physical, but there was another situation like a number of years ago. It’s a bit more standard to actually met someone in the physical.

And you know, I’d had a long term relationship before, like live with someone or short term flash in the pan relationship encounters, all the rest of it. But the feelings I had with this individual number of years ago, it was like nothing I’ve ever had before in my entire life. I didn’t see it. Of course you get, I, you know, feelings of butterflies in your stomach sometimes with particular people.

These feelings were just on a completely different level with someone. I didn’t really know that well, which is what was really, really confusing at the time. I’d never experienced that. I didn’t have a name for it. And so it was all very, very weird, um, but also quite exciting at the same time. And it all happened shortly after I moved back to Brighton.

And, you know, I was starting to connect with like loads of different spiritual people. It was really nice. Um, because before I lived in Brighton as a student, many years afterwards, it was, you know, a lot of partying, going out, and then I was like all about work and I was trying to make that happen. So when I sort of returned to Brighton last time is I saw it in a whole new light.

Cause there’s all these like spiritual people there and activities and it’s quite, you know, esoteric place in itself. So I was quite enjoying seeing that city in a new way, which I had never seen it before. Anyway. So I met this sort of individual and I was having these like really intense feelings of energy, like love, bliss, like sexual attraction on levels I’d never even imagined could happen.

And that was, you know, Of note, I was confused about what was going on. I didn’t have a clue. I had never really heard of the concept of like twin flames. And again, this is going to get very, very new agey, but there’s no other real. Terminology I can think of. So I was sent on this whole path. I think through synchronicity is probably just searching on the internet of this twin flame thing.

And I was watching videos. I even downloaded some books to write is one guy, uh, a British guy. He had his own experience with this woman. I was just trying to, you know, basically datamined, figure out what was going on because these energy feelings are so powerful. I was like, yeah, this is the one, this is the, the girl, because obviously I’m these really cosmic energetic experience.

It has to mean something. You know, cause I’d never experienced anything like this. The energy was just so powerful. It was just otherworldly in many ways. And it was like a complete baptism of fire. And as we started to get closer, me and this individual sort of discovered, she had similar sort of feelings, but feelings was like so high.

So triggery, it was like a tinderbox, just all these like core wounds coming up in really explosive ways. And she was quite an explosive individual and it was quite an intense experience. And I’m never sure at the time because the feelings were so strong, like whether she was doing magic on me, that was another.

And that kind of came into my brain was like, I was just like taken over by it’s like really powerful energies. I was just trying to fathom what was going on with this natural. Was she doing some magic on me? Blah, blah, blah. It was really hard. And this is one of the things I think that’s unfolding for humanity at the moment where, um, cause I had this one really quite profound, amazing experience where I’d spent the evening with her.

I think we’d been to some sort of sound, uh, healing event. And I was walking back home and she lived relatively close to where I lived. And I just, you know, nothing really happened, just gave her a hug. I think maybe I did kiss her. I can’t remember, but anyway, I went back home, went into my room and then just went to bed.

And you know, that point where you start to drift off, you go into that sort of liminal space where you kind of still awake, but they also sort of almost half asleep as well. I was just moved into this place of complete. divine love. I’d never experienced anything like it, like just all encompassing. The love was so deep.

It was really hard to construct words or phrases to just describe how powerful this feeling was. And I had sort of similar, you know, experiences with like after that, and it was just, it’s just sometimes I think when you’ve got another person that’s maybe on the same spiritual level, some kind of like quite mad alchemy happens, uh, where you’re able to sort of create these deep feelings of like love.

And this is, again, this is someone I didn’t really know that well. So, you know, I didn’t really have experiences to justify some of these feelings cause they were so strong. Um, but you know, I’ve never had. Any experiences like that without this other person. And it was really confusing. Again, just tied into this narrative that I had in my head is like, well, this is the one.

Obviously I’m having these like really, really powerful, like love experience. Like what the hell was that? You know, when you’re talking about sort of divine love and some sort of heaven, it felt like that. It was just so intense and so deep. So it’s quite funny, you know, like I am, I just start to research stuff.

I want to understand like what’s going on. So, you know, you watch your YouTube videos, you read books, but there’s no, it’s all quite new information. I think this is a really new situation in the human experience. I’m sure it’s happened before when we’ve had more spiritual times, the energies of the planet have been better.

It’s obviously, we’re going through a cycle where these things are kind of coming back and I feel a little bit embarrassed. I was a little bit taken over by all this because energies were so. potent, you know, just completely took over my whole consciousness. Like everything was focused on this. And I stumbled across this organizations, uh, organization on the internet called the Twin Flames Universe.

I thought, okay, well I need information. They’ve obviously got information. So they’re all about this subject. So I thought I’d check it out. And this, this organization, this story gets mad, but this organization was run by a couple called Jeff and Shelly, I think it is. So they’ve got like a website, they’ve got a YouTube channel, we can sort of watch some of their videos and other people are part of their organization or I don’t know, we call it members to post videos up as well.

So I thought, well, obviously they might give me the answer because they’re all about Twin Flames. So yeah, maybe this will help. So you could set up at the time. I don’t have to say many more, but you know, you can set up a call, like a free call. Um, And it’s all a membership thing, so you can have different levels of membership.

So I was never like going to definitely get the membership, but I just, when I was, you know, curious about what this was about. So I had the call with this girl, talked about the situation and she was talking about the next step. So joining the membership and it was quite expensive and I’m glad I never joined because the story gets quite wild.

Spoiler alert, you know, me and this girl, it just exploded. It was just, that was always going to happen. Whether it’s some kind of derailment, you know, something sent, you know, just sucking the energy off it, or that it’s actually a deeply spiritual experience. So you can explore your core wounds and then move on to a higher plane.

I have no idea, but the whole thing just. Exploded catastrophically. It was quite intense. And so that happened. Um, and it was like a few years later that I was on Amazon again, on Amazon prime, I was looking for something to watch again, and I came across this documentary and the documentary is about this same organization that I almost became a member of, and it was the, the documentary is called desperately seeking soulmate escaping twin flames universe.

TVs, TV series. And I was like, no way. So it’s free to watch. So I watched it and interviewed some of the victims involved in this organization. And it also is particularly, particularly talked about the founders, Jeff and Shaleer, who were in a loving relationship. They claim that they’re twin flames and they had some techniques, like healing techniques, which were generally good.

Like I had to think all the mirror technique, which I think has a lot of good ideas. And I think it is helpful. And it’s that whole idea is like, whatever you’re angry in your partner or your twin flame is what you’re mirroring. So it’s an aspect of yourself that needs to be healed. And I think that’s probably right on the money.

And so that technique was quite helpful, but I never got like deeply involved in them. I did a little bit of cursory watching their videos and. They had a free ebook, very short ebook, which I downloaded, which I read and I had that interview with the girl, but I never really got deep into it. But watching this documentary, um, it looks like this guy particularly got a bit messianic.

And I think the guy even started to consider himself Jesus. And I know people in the, I was noticing when I was looking at videos, people were calling them their gurus as well. So they were putting these individuals on a high pedestal. And I think through the course of this documentary, and again, I’ll put it in the, in the description so you can watch yourself, it’s mad, mad watch.

They had members staying at their house and working for next to no money or little money. Um, so that was kind of going on and the whole idea of their organization is that you need to heal yourself to align yourself with your twin flame. And, but then you could also have met your false twin flame. So then once you’ve healed, you realize, no, that individual is my false twin flame.

So if I keep healing. Then I’m going to come across my true twin flame. And again, there are some ideas in this, I think are actually quite correct. When you talk about the phrase, like twin flames, it is like Uber new agey now. Um, it’s difficult cause it is actually a thing because it’s happened to me and I feel like it’s happening again now, but there’s just all these layers of sort of artificiality with this, because you’re, I mean, these particular people, I think are kind of preying on quite.

They were kind of like me. I mean, I never really like part with any money or cash or anything like that. Um, but you’re in quite a vulnerable state because you’re like, well, what the hell’s going on? This wild, I need answers. What is this? Um, and I think it’s a quite a large industry of people kind of cashing in this whole thing, because when you’re in that sort of very like hyper sensitive, lovey state, I mean, you’re just, yeah, you just very easily led put it that way.

You’ll see in the documentary that most of the members are mostly women. It was only a few men there. And there’s this dynamic that people talk about, about the chaser and the runner. So the majority of people in that, you know, members, they were all chasers and they had a runner partner who was just running away from this, but because it was too powerful.

Um, so yeah, they’re all trying to heal. They’re all trying to be in alignment with their twin flame. I think maybe some did, you saw some like success stories. Um, but there’s a lot that didn’t, you know, their partners weren’t interested. It was just too weird for them. So they kind of dropped out of the whole experience.

And so then this organization would go, Oh, well, they were, they were your false twin flame. So now you need to align yourself with your true twin flame. Um, but the next bit gets really wild because majority of the members in the group were girls. They started pairing off girls with girls because there weren’t enough men.

And it’s not, I mean, obviously this is absolute. This is not like a. A defined male and female thing. You can have gay couples who are women and women or men and men like kind of twin flame experiences and stuff. I think it’s inclusive like that. I’m not saying, you know, it can’t happen across different ways of having relationships.

So you had these women who predominantly have had like past relationships with men, you know, that their twin flame was a man. Um, but because of the lack of men in the group, they were then started to be pressurized to have relationships with other women. And they would say, was that, Oh, you’re more of a masculine female.

And this girl here, this lady here is more sort of feminine. So you’re the perfect match. You’re the perfect alchemy for this. And, uh, yeah, it’s just, it’s wild. Like how it all, cause the whole business plan of their whole organization is you pay this quite expensive membership and they’re going to help you to align with your twin.

If that’s not happening, then they start to pair off people within the group itself and obviously, you know, no, no problem if you’re gay and you like all the women or like, yeah, men, that’s not an issue, whatever. But I think the weird bit of this story is the fact that a lot of people are kind of pressurized into doing it.

And again, they’re in this very, very vulnerable state at the time. Cause, uh, the whole organization, it wasn’t just about becoming a member. You could then sort of work your way up, become basically like a teacher. Like you would become, you know, you’d actually potentially get paid within the organization itself.

I don’t know how much, whether it was much at all. It sounds maybe people were ripped off quite badly. The original girl that I had this video caught with, Um, she friended me on Facebook. I know her original, cause she had a twin flame that she was trying to align with. I know definitely it was a guy. I remember her telling me at the time, and she was telling me her story, sort of sympathizing.

And, but I noticed later on, I still remained friend of weirdly on Facebook, even had like no connection with her at all. And, but I see that she was aligned to a woman basically. So she ended up having a same sex relationship and they were sort of identifying each other as twin flames. But yeah, I do really recommend watching it is a really mad story.

But yeah, it’s just another one of those things where people are in just a very, very vulnerable state like I was. I mean, thankfully, I didn’t think I was ever going to pay that money because it was, it was silly. You know, I could sort of do those work out for myself, to be honest with you. Um, but I guess, yeah, if you’re just really overpowered by what was kind of going on and like, okay, for me to get my perfect life and have my perfect partner, I have to pay this a hundred dollars a month or wherever it was.

Um, so yeah. Unfortunately, they’re still like operating to this day. You can go on their YouTube channel. The sort of main individuals, Jeff and Shadi have really stepped back. They don’t do any videos at all. So the people that do videos on their YouTube channel just seem to be members or people who are part of their organization, but they’re still operating now, basically.

But it’s a shame, you know, the way they structure it and the way it is, because there are some really good aspects to it, you know, and it’s just a similar repeating pattern with these sort of spiritual movements. Sometimes I know there’s really good, um, documentary on Netflix. I can’t remember the name of it, but it, it details a whole Osho movement.

And that individual, and that is a wild story. You know, this guy is Guru guy from India ends up having like seven jets and various Rolls Royces and stuff. And comes this whole cult movement. And they try and take over this town, this whole county in America. It’s wild story just gets so out of hand. But again, you go back to some of the core teachings.

There’s some really, really amazing stuff in there. And they actually, there’s some really insightful kind of lectures about consciousness and there’s some really good sort of spiritual techniques in there, which I’ve done before, like unwittingly before I even knew about that. And I mean, it still operates to this day, Osho, when I, when I was living in Germany, in Berlin specifically.

I went to one of these, I’ll show thing. I didn’t know any backstory about this individual, but I had an amazing energetic experience. They was really, really powerful. Um, so again, there are core aspects of these things that are quite, quite amazing, but unfortunately, for whatever reason, these individuals that set these things up, they just get lost in their ego.

You know, something happens, they get taken over by something. I don’t know. And it’s a similar thing for that Bikram hot yoga as well. I’ve never done that, but I’ve seen the sort of documentary. And again, a lot of people say, well, no, the techniques are really, really good. It’s just the individual. You kind of started it came from a pure place, but something happened, he just got corrupted.

And it just, it’s the same story over and over again. I don’t know how, how you sort of people break that cycle. And I think it’s just that whole new mantra now of like, no go gurus, no heroes, you know, just. researching stuff yourself. I mean, you can connect with like small groups, but some of these big organizations, I think I’d be quite careful with sometimes.

But yeah, going back to my own sort of love experience, twin flame experience, it just all exploded. I’d had no contact after that. I didn’t really see her and she then sort of moved away. I moved away and I sort of looked back at the whole experience, just really baffled about what happened because she’s not naturally the sort of person that I’d be, you know, physically attracted to.

Um, it was just this really quite powerful cosmic force, metaphysical forces sort of took over me. And, and again, it’s just a really new thing in like, in the, in the culture. Now it’s never really spoken about in culture and film or literature. It feels like a really new phenomenon that’s now resurfaced into the collective for us to deal with.

I mean, yeah, you can look at this scenario in so many different ways, whether it is a profound spiritual experience, which just helps you both allow, align on your true path and whether it helps you sort of like shake off some traumas. Um, along the way, um, there’s also more wilder information where it’s talking about interdimensional entity entities would never allow true twin flames to align with each other because the effect would be too, uh, you know, powerful on the collective energy.

So essentially all twin flame relationships are false twin flame relationships. And you get into the whole idea that they’re. Created because, you know, you’ve got beings feeding off the energy, the aftermath after it. And yeah, at the time it was quite intense, you know, like particularly when we saw we didn’t, we never really went out, but when it all kind of fell apart, you know, it was quite painful in, in weird ways.

I mean, really, I’m not sure on anything. It could be any one of these things, but you know, I like, I like to try and be hopeful. Maybe these are these relationships, these encounters, you know, twin flame, whatever vocabulary you want to use, maybe they are vehicles for alignment for people on their path in some way.

You know, and again, it was, uh, going back to the general theme of this podcast in terms of like these dark times, the struggles and the pain of life. Sometimes it definitely wasn’t a comfortable experience in many ways, but you know, a lot of good did come out of it. A lot of healing came out of it. But it is fascinating to ponder, you know, as humanity wakens, it’s just this power, everything is feeling, I mean, in society, like feeling and emotion is really just kind of cast aside, you know, we, we revere logic and thoughts, you know, like emotions are just annoying byproducts, you know, where emotions, they, they tell us everything, you know, they tell us what we need to look at, what we need to hear, how we’re feeling in the world.

It’s just, it gives us a map on our reality. And we’re told to kind of completely ignore it, to drug it out of ourselves, you know, so I think there is a really powerful alchemy going on when these sort of relationships happen with a feminine masculine, you know, I’m not saying that has to be a man or woman could be two women or two men.

I think that’s also can happen. And at a time, this whole experience, I’m still kind of doing that reconsider news. Uh, YouTube channel and then sort of website. And then after that experience, I got completely derailed, you know, in the midst of that, and I did a whole video on that news channel and looking back, it’s quite cringe because it’s just like, I was in the thick of it.

I was like, yeah, this is the one though, bro, we’ll be together forever. It’s a powerful union of masculine and feminine. And it was just, yeah, yeah. It’s, uh, again, I’ll put embarrassingly, I’ll put. That video and the link in the descriptions and, uh, yeah, embarrassing, but you know, it’s just, it documents that journey for me, you know, documents what I was feeling at that time.

But yeah, going back to the, the start of when I started talking about these twin flames in this podcast, like the reason why it’s kind of happening again with another individual. And it’s just like even more disconnected because I hardly know this individual, but I’m getting these same really, really strong, powerful feelings.

So I don’t know what’s going to unfold the rest of 2025, but yeah, it’s just. It’s quite crazy, like what’s happening at the moment, very much like the marketing, this whole thing is very new age in twin flames. It’s very, a bit airy fairy. And the experience I can definitely confirm is very, very real. Some quite powerful Kundalini energies that happen and just takes over your body.

Like sexual energy. I’ve never felt before in my life. Love energy. I’ve never felt before. My, it’s just so, so visceral. And it’s so confusing because there’s no real, there isn’t a lot of information on it. So you don’t know how to operate. It’s no kind of manual to this, like what’s going on. You know, I’ve had loads of different love interactions with people or like fancying people or being in love.

What I think is love with people, but nothing prepared me for those feelings. Nothing just thought it was completely all encompassing overpowering. And it’s never really spoken about in the earth mysteries, you know, earth energies, crowds, you know, cause. All this sort of megaliths and stone circles is a real detachment, I think, from the energy of people and the energy of these places and ley lines, you know, I think there needs to be more talk about the connection between the two and, and maybe how the two interact as well.

And then particularly if you’ve got this very, very powerful kind of love connection going on, you know, what does that do? What does that do to the land? You know, what does that do to the people involved? What does it do to the wider collective? How does that help? What, what, what, what does it change? So here’s, there’s lots of questions to uncover.

So there you go. I think that concludes my indulgent sort of navel gazing on the energy of love. But yeah, I don’t think you can get too much more contrasting. You have the energies of love and twin flame relationships and UFOs and drones. So it’s a bit of a mixed bag, but it’s been amazing. Thank you so much for listening.

Just want to shout out, shout out. I never say shout out. I just want to say that, uh, I’ve released a article I’ve been quite enjoying. There’s a TV series called silos on Apple TV. You might be on other streaming platforms somewhere else in the world, but I’ve been very much enjoying watching it. Just finished it.

Um, but I think it’s got some very applicable lessons about wider society. So yeah, I suggest you give that read release that also about a week ago. Now finally released the final video. I feel way back in like April, 2004, sorry, 2024. And this one’s all about Avery, my quest around Avery looking at the stone circles and Silver Hill and, and checking out some of the earth energies and West Kent long barrow.

And yeah, I’m quite proud of it. So please do check that out if I can really wanna do more of those, like on the ground, pretending I’m Indiana Jones without the whip, without the hat. Um, so yeah, that’s definitely going to be a goal of mine this year and going forward. Um, I don’t know how many more of these podcasts where I’m actually doing, because it takes me a long time.

I’m not like the quickest writer and I’m not the quickest, like recorder, like of the podcast itself. So I really want to try and maybe sort of push myself to interview people, see how that works as well. And I think it might help push, you know, traffic. To the podcast in terms of people might see interesting names that they know already rather than me sort of harping on about stuff.

Um, so yeah, I’m going to try and shift content that way, that way. And, but I might still do like, you know, researchy kind of podcasts, but definitely, yeah, I’m going to maybe concentrate this year, hopefully do interviews and just do more out in the field kind of video work as well. So that’s definitely going to be the, uh, the MO for this channel.

I just really, really want to get away from a computer screen and spending far too much time in front of it. I think, you know, going out videoing stuff. And when I did video it and I sort of came back, I had such an amazing feeling of accomplishment. This is even before I even edited anything together. Um, but yeah, it just, it was a really good feeling.

So it’s just like an indication. It’s like, yeah, you should, I think you should definitely push it in this direction, but we’ll see, but definitely gold star. If you’re listening to the ends, I know a lot of people drop out gold star. If you’re listening to this bit. You’re amazing. Thank you so much for joining me.

Resources

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LdWiCCk_wLI

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-14202367/drone-map-Great-Britain-sightings-UFO-panic.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K98A4CLMwf4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4o6x7Hpe6gE

https://youtu.be/xglaXVtQcis?si=PLAXXb5Vzzh60gZk&t=872

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