Health Bomb

So I started this website towards the tail end of 2020, with the explicit intent of taking the spiritual blogging and YouTube sphere by storm.

Alas… unwittingly the universe had other ideas for me. 

Putting it mildly, I have experienced one of the worst periods of my adult life to date. A seismic health hiccup which has lasted nearly a year and half. 

It’s only now, although I’m still not totally perfect I can start to piece my life together again. There have been moments of real absolute despair, and a complete lack of willingness to carry on with this human experience due to the shear discomfort I experienced.

Truthfully, part of the crisis was self inflicted. 

So what exactly happened?

I can start by expressing that increasingly as the years flutter by, I have become a passionate advocate of alternative health. Recent world events have for me only cemented this opinion more. Like most who take this path, it generally comes down to experiencing brick walls when searching for help from mainstream allopathic medicine.

It’s simpler if I give a quick run through my health history which is very pertinent to this story. 

At the age of roughly 9 years old I was treated with Chemotherapy for Leukaemia. Thankfully I survived, and then later thrived carrying on with a normal life. In hindsight I can now see this left a certain amount of toxicity within my body. 

Fast forward to my early 30’s, with my girlfriend at the time we decided to travel the world for 6 months. Because we were exploring places such as India, Africa, and South America we took the advice of our doctor to take a range of vaccinations and a lengthy course of Malaria medication. The trip of course was incredible. We returned back to the normal life in the UK, our relationship ended. I then shortly after moving to a flat on my own. I then started to suffer from intense levels of Eczema and overall general fatigue. This snowballed into added panic attacks.

So I visited the doctor! I was given steroid creams, then eventually long courses of antibiotics for what they thought was a skin infection. Shortly after I graduated to Thyroid medication. The eczema dissipated but I was continuing to be very allergic to environments and food. The thyroid medication actually made me feel worse, and also seemed to be the start of brain fog and circulatory problems, which to this day I have never managed to completely eradicate.

Running out of options I decided to move medically off-piste and visit a holistic doctor in Hayley Street, London. Although expensive, and not totally successful, it did open my eyes to other options. The Harley St practitioner was using a combination of supplementation and muscles testing to help improve my health.

Eventually I decided to ween myself off the thyroid medication. After visiting a Naturopath this connection truly initiated my healing journey. Around this time I was also exploring the idea of detoxing for improving health. In this instance it was via a specific supplement regime imported from the USA, the effects I felt afterwards were amazing, I felt more flexible, clearer headed. Even my heart felt less burdened and alert. It was an amazing time.

Eventually I continued my detoxing journey with all manner of strange and weird techniques trying to achieve optimal health. I found especially in the winter my eczema would return, plus there were on going food insensitivities, coupled with long term brain fog problems.

I became very interested in MMS or Miracle Mineral Supplement, also known as Chlorine Dioxide which was discovered by Jim Humble. This is a liquid substance with a powerful range of healing applications. It gained controversial notoriety for its use in curing Malaria in Africa. It also has a strong detoxing effect on the body. I started experimenting with MMS during the early stages of the pandemic, at the time I was experiencing very mild Covid symptoms which magically disappeared a few days into taking MMS. For a number of months I continued taking MMS daily, and later including DMSO to the detox regime. DMSO allowed deeper penetration of MMS into the system.

I felt my brain fog begin to lift, my head felt clearer. I assumed the MMS and DMSO were correctly, and harmlessly doing it’s job. I discovered certain yoga moves were becoming easier, this is a testament to how much toxicity can be stored by the body in joints and muscle, to keep the body running safely and smoothly. I assumed this increased flexibility was down to toxicity was being released.

Towards the end of 2020 around November I began to experience rashes on my stomach. At this point I decided to stop taking MMS, into January 2021 the rashes became more severe and wide spread around the body. In hindsight I had released a huge tsunami of toxicity within my body for some reason, it wasn’t exiting through my gut, but was now painfully beginning to pushed through the layers of my skin.

It was horrific experience. It was also hard to find advice over what was happening. No one seemed to understand what I was going through, and would come to their own conclusions without truly listening to the turn of events I described. I stood in a very lonely depressing situation. How do I now effectively detox my detox?

Eventually in trying to find the answer I utilised a huge range of therapies from Chinese Medicine, Acupuncture, Homeopathy, (Spooky 2) Rife Machines, Chiropractic, Reflexology, Body Talk, to name a few. Honestly, not one singular therapy has been the final solution, all collectively has helped me and my body to find a more stable footing.

I have spent so much time in bed, and at home, movement at times has been very difficult, and strangely too much movement would cause intense negative after effects. And for a person like me who likes to move, this aspect of my healing has been very challenging. Progress and healing was painfully slow, much of the process has been about supporting my lymphatic system to help direct and clear the toxicity into my gut.

Throughout it has been a battle of wills. Deep down I knew sometime, I would get better, but the pace was painfully slow. I am still as I write this continuing to heal, but thankfully, finally I have relief and space to reflect over what has happened, to look forward to the future.

Much of my life was stripped away from me, as I mentioned the ability to enjoy walking, running, yoga, windsurfing, to be outside and active was curtailed. I had to learn to be still for long periods of time. Even my hair over the course of a week started to fall out, eventually this has meant I had to cut my hair short again. Interestingly even friends have also dropped away. I guess because I haven’t been physically around. Although this has been disappointing, I assume the universe is making space for new people. Hopefully new experiences. As I start to come out of recovery it feels like a complete reset, in that I have to start life all over again. A fresh start.

Was this all supposed to happen, I don’t know? 

I guess through trauma there comes inevitable growth. One thing is certain I’m done with harsh treatments on my body, gently does it from now on. MMS worked, but the aftermath was extreme. My body without a doubt is so much clearer, flexible and supple. It feels freer from the accumulation of nearly 40 years worth of toxic build up from food, pharmaceuticals, vaccinations, chemotherapy, and general environmental pollution. It just goes to show how much of an issue our modern world is, with us all swimming in a sea of toxic sludge. Our bodies are doing their level best to mitigate these effects all the time, by safely storing it away, so it doesn’t interfere with the complex balances of the body.

What does life now hold in-store, I don’t know. But I can now truly sit comfortably that there is hope for something beautiful to grow from this challenging period of my life.